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Euphoria333
19 / F / bisexual / Single
New Britain, Connecticut
The Skinny
- Last Online
- Join Date
- Ethnicity
- Native American, White, Other
- Height
- 5' 3" (1.60m).
- Body Type
- Skinny
- Looking For
- New friends, Long-term dating, Short-term dating, Activity partners, Long-distance penpals
- Smokes
- No
- Drinks
- Rarely
- Drugs
- Never
- Religion
- Other and somewhat serious about it
- Sign
- —
- Education
- Working on college/university
- Job
- Student
- Income
- —
- Kids
- Likes children
- Pets
- Owns dogs and Owns cats
- Languages
- English (Fluently), Japanese (Poorly), Spanish (Poorly)
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Your Notes
Edit your notesI am creative, weird, and intelligent.
My Self-Summary
I'm looking for something....
To everyone that looks at this profile:
You don't have to read all of it, I don't mind. Just know that its been said that I'm very different in person. Its like hearing both good and bad reviews for a video game then finally getting to play something that's far better than you expected, something completely different than your usual gaming experiences. I write, draw, make music, think, and change how people perceive the world. And that's all the basic information you need to know. =]
I think a lot, so I write a lot. I'm very artistic and abstract, and I can probably make your day complicated. You know, more interesting. Better.
My AIM Screen Name is -Umm 8 ball says- .....discover the words of a prophet; such as "lol", "Uhhhh. No.", and "Architectual divinities and the rest of physical time and space, correctly corresponding with psychological functioning, hold several trillion different meanings whereas a simple legend or a 'God says so' can only provide a set of structures of which you can interpret from....that can frustrate people. So even if I say I'm sort of Buddhist/Catholic/Satanist--even though the blend would provide many an inquiry--there's only so much cognitive expression that can be reached. So, as I was saying.....its not just the study of physics or philosophy or whatever, it's open-mindedness, unrestricted thought, and a variety of contradictive ideas that, when established in formulas or equasions, can make much more logical sense...so this 'smart stuff' us 'smart people' talk about isn't less convenient. It's a better, more interesting way of living....and if your teachers actually forced you to learn, then you'd probably like this 'smart stuff' too."
Due to the universe and the current abilities of the human mind, I exist, and do so with an outstanding Passion. How about you?
So what will One find here?
A few sentences, a few pages, a few million handwritten, rewritten, typed-out symbols in patterns that utterly provoke communication?
With meaning beyond its mere words...
Nah, it's nothing.
.
.
.
.
.
.
......Ahem. Anyway! Proceed with caution, for I am caution-taped.
..........................................(It's a metaphor).
"Remember the sight we saw, my soul
that beautiful summer morning
round a turning path
a disgusting carcass
on a bed with scattered stones
its legs in the air like a woman in heat
like a fountain with its rhythmical sobs
I can hear it clearly flowing
with a long murmuring sound,
but I touched my body
in vain to find a wound
I am the vampire of my own heart
one of the great outcasts condemned to eternal laughter
who can no longer smile."
-Baudelaire
"I want to draw a mustache on the Statue of Liberty--- for the initial reaction of the French will far surpass that of the Americans' in the pure aspect of humor."
---- Disclaimer:
A lot of people that I've met from online are eager to see what I'm like in person, but only end up confused and frustrated from not being able to either relate to, or understand me. That's why I'd much rather talk to some one online, or on the phone first, rather than just randomly meet up with them. I'm a complicated person, with a complicated past, and most definately a complicated future.
I'm artistic, and have lucid dreams that cause me to get strange ideas and to paint/write about them, especially during the middle of the night or early morning. My living habbits can be strange, and every now and then I'll have an uninspiring phase that can last for months. When I do create things, I sometimes can spend days alone in order for me to focus. I'm very passionate about art, music, and litterature, and would love nothing more than to meet others who feel the same. ----
So!...Judge me not by my profile, nor the picture I place on here that would staple my unfinished image into the mind. Judge me not by the favorites of mine, for they, too, shall change in time. Simply judge me for my ridiculous creativistaline and awesomnessity, and no longer shall you stare at me like America towards artificial flavouring, no longer shall you stare at my political pen15 as if I were Hillary Clinton, but should you see the delicious detail of my dreams and visions, one would truly judge me for who I really am...
And I am a Vylet ( Vio - let ); A rare species that has very peculiar, yet arousing brain cells. An interesting specimen with the ability to seduce any alien with mere words of a language that none shall ever fully understand.
I'm very imaginative and creative. If you let me, I'll draw all over your face and politely giggle. I enjoy being morbidly sarcastic or strangely humorous. You will not find anyone that's a lot like me; my dreams and creations are the origin of a new species. I'm pansexual. I take great interest in odd people and things. I love art/ music /books and everything in between. That includes anime, drawing, video games, editing pictures, role playing, robotics, fighting, meditating, swimming, writing, philosophy, physics, learning about something, utter and downright Thinking without boundaries (very open-minded....and weird), singing, making my own music, playing the piano /guitar /violin, going to concerts (mosh pit anyone?), going to amusement parks (front row only \m/), and laughing about whatever I randomly come up with. I'm a friendly person, but I enjoy being alone as well.
Sometimes I rhyme by accident when I write or talk.
Sometimes I'm beyond myself with fascination for one thing or another. I like indulging in mental/psychic/atomic stimulation.
I'm epic when I want to be. I can, and will, try to understand anything and everything until the day after forever. I'm not stubborn, but I know what I want. Usually....
I've never, ever hated something that I didn't love just as much.
I'm never bored, or at least I never, ever want to experience it. I hope to become something really great one day, and in my life, there's extra fetishes, gloominess, and amazing adventures to go around....So, will you join me?
In person, overall, I'm just strange like a *foriegn film or book, as well as lovely and satisfying like the ending of a Disney movie, and yet kinda frustrating like a season finale (or the ending of a really good book) that says "To Be Continued." at the end.
....there's a lot more, most of the rest is all very complicated,
...I um.....I actually have a manual for how I work around here somewhere..............but anyway, for online sites like this...I don't like to say everything about myself, it'd be too long and might cause mental blockage or an overload of insight or something. I just kinda...let my brain leak neural nonsense. Besides, I save the good stuff for AIM or phone conversations.
But you know, in retrospect...
I'm actually a very introverted person...that can magically become extroverted at will. That's right. I'm like an oddly-configured, and -colored, bowl of *foreign soup that secretly represents the role of God in low budget television series that sometimes makes apearances in Broadway plays about Broadway plays that are secretly the government's way of distracting everyone from the truth:
...Me.
(*foreign as in, "What's a homonid?" or "I had to cross eleven interstellar galaxies, and paid all that for a small pile of schmuck draped with goo. But, my word, it's delicious!")
"Teh Nena is a rare marvelous creature that hunts for cute things in the woods..And then she eats 'em for breakfast!" - Beba
To everyone that looks at this profile:
You don't have to read all of it, I don't mind. Just know that its been said that I'm very different in person. Its like hearing both good and bad reviews for a video game then finally getting to play something that's far better than you expected, something completely different than your usual gaming experiences. I write, draw, make music, think, and change how people perceive the world. And that's all the basic information you need to know. =]
I think a lot, so I write a lot. I'm very artistic and abstract, and I can probably make your day complicated. You know, more interesting. Better.
My AIM Screen Name is -Umm 8 ball says- .....discover the words of a prophet; such as "lol", "Uhhhh. No.", and "Architectual divinities and the rest of physical time and space, correctly corresponding with psychological functioning, hold several trillion different meanings whereas a simple legend or a 'God says so' can only provide a set of structures of which you can interpret from....that can frustrate people. So even if I say I'm sort of Buddhist/Catholic/Satanist--even though the blend would provide many an inquiry--there's only so much cognitive expression that can be reached. So, as I was saying.....its not just the study of physics or philosophy or whatever, it's open-mindedness, unrestricted thought, and a variety of contradictive ideas that, when established in formulas or equasions, can make much more logical sense...so this 'smart stuff' us 'smart people' talk about isn't less convenient. It's a better, more interesting way of living....and if your teachers actually forced you to learn, then you'd probably like this 'smart stuff' too."
Due to the universe and the current abilities of the human mind, I exist, and do so with an outstanding Passion. How about you?
So what will One find here?
A few sentences, a few pages, a few million handwritten, rewritten, typed-out symbols in patterns that utterly provoke communication?
With meaning beyond its mere words...
Nah, it's nothing.
.
.
.
.
.
.
......Ahem. Anyway! Proceed with caution, for I am caution-taped.
..........................................(It's a metaphor).
"Remember the sight we saw, my soul
that beautiful summer morning
round a turning path
a disgusting carcass
on a bed with scattered stones
its legs in the air like a woman in heat
like a fountain with its rhythmical sobs
I can hear it clearly flowing
with a long murmuring sound,
but I touched my body
in vain to find a wound
I am the vampire of my own heart
one of the great outcasts condemned to eternal laughter
who can no longer smile."
-Baudelaire
"I want to draw a mustache on the Statue of Liberty--- for the initial reaction of the French will far surpass that of the Americans' in the pure aspect of humor."
---- Disclaimer:
A lot of people that I've met from online are eager to see what I'm like in person, but only end up confused and frustrated from not being able to either relate to, or understand me. That's why I'd much rather talk to some one online, or on the phone first, rather than just randomly meet up with them. I'm a complicated person, with a complicated past, and most definately a complicated future.
I'm artistic, and have lucid dreams that cause me to get strange ideas and to paint/write about them, especially during the middle of the night or early morning. My living habbits can be strange, and every now and then I'll have an uninspiring phase that can last for months. When I do create things, I sometimes can spend days alone in order for me to focus. I'm very passionate about art, music, and litterature, and would love nothing more than to meet others who feel the same. ----
So!...Judge me not by my profile, nor the picture I place on here that would staple my unfinished image into the mind. Judge me not by the favorites of mine, for they, too, shall change in time. Simply judge me for my ridiculous creativistaline and awesomnessity, and no longer shall you stare at me like America towards artificial flavouring, no longer shall you stare at my political pen15 as if I were Hillary Clinton, but should you see the delicious detail of my dreams and visions, one would truly judge me for who I really am...
And I am a Vylet ( Vio - let ); A rare species that has very peculiar, yet arousing brain cells. An interesting specimen with the ability to seduce any alien with mere words of a language that none shall ever fully understand.
I'm very imaginative and creative. If you let me, I'll draw all over your face and politely giggle. I enjoy being morbidly sarcastic or strangely humorous. You will not find anyone that's a lot like me; my dreams and creations are the origin of a new species. I'm pansexual. I take great interest in odd people and things. I love art/ music /books and everything in between. That includes anime, drawing, video games, editing pictures, role playing, robotics, fighting, meditating, swimming, writing, philosophy, physics, learning about something, utter and downright Thinking without boundaries (very open-minded....and weird), singing, making my own music, playing the piano /guitar /violin, going to concerts (mosh pit anyone?), going to amusement parks (front row only \m/), and laughing about whatever I randomly come up with. I'm a friendly person, but I enjoy being alone as well.
Sometimes I rhyme by accident when I write or talk.
Sometimes I'm beyond myself with fascination for one thing or another. I like indulging in mental/psychic/atomic stimulation.
I'm epic when I want to be. I can, and will, try to understand anything and everything until the day after forever. I'm not stubborn, but I know what I want. Usually....
I've never, ever hated something that I didn't love just as much.
I'm never bored, or at least I never, ever want to experience it. I hope to become something really great one day, and in my life, there's extra fetishes, gloominess, and amazing adventures to go around....So, will you join me?
In person, overall, I'm just strange like a *foriegn film or book, as well as lovely and satisfying like the ending of a Disney movie, and yet kinda frustrating like a season finale (or the ending of a really good book) that says "To Be Continued." at the end.
....there's a lot more, most of the rest is all very complicated,
...I um.....I actually have a manual for how I work around here somewhere..............but anyway, for online sites like this...I don't like to say everything about myself, it'd be too long and might cause mental blockage or an overload of insight or something. I just kinda...let my brain leak neural nonsense. Besides, I save the good stuff for AIM or phone conversations.
But you know, in retrospect...
I'm actually a very introverted person...that can magically become extroverted at will. That's right. I'm like an oddly-configured, and -colored, bowl of *foreign soup that secretly represents the role of God in low budget television series that sometimes makes apearances in Broadway plays about Broadway plays that are secretly the government's way of distracting everyone from the truth:
...Me.
(*foreign as in, "What's a homonid?" or "I had to cross eleven interstellar galaxies, and paid all that for a small pile of schmuck draped with goo. But, my word, it's delicious!")
"Teh Nena is a rare marvelous creature that hunts for cute things in the woods..And then she eats 'em for breakfast!" - Beba
Editors
What I’m doing with my life
I have an interesting life, and I'm currently doing interesting
things. That's how I would like to keep it.
Comparable to: Vibrantly-colored giant sea horses.
I live my life constantly taking a certain medication, a should-be daily dose of Thinking. Yeah, I'm a druggie. I overdose.
I'm making my own music, creating art, drawing, painting, mostly drawing, (working on a portfolio), and writing until my hands get all "Ohh I'm too tired, I don't wanna" and beg me to stop writing and roll around in Jell-O. Blue Jell-O. Naked.
Eh heh....I'm still not sure what, exactly, I want to do concerning my future, but it might have something to do with being a mad artist--perhaps artificial intelligence...or the film/animation industry.... or just being kawaii (cute). ^_^...
Everyone says I have a lot of potential, but for what I'm not sure. Let's just hope that I'm the good kind of evil that the world needs...
I can see it now....
Chaos roams the planet for a strange girl's aftermath of trying to attain a more intelligent society. "AHHH! OH GOD! SHE MADE US SO OPEN-MINDED THAT OUR BRAINS ARE FALLING OUT!!"
O_0 Ahem....eh heh heh..not quite what I had in mind..
"All with the aid of her faithful and valiant and equally-evil steed, Beba!" - Beba
Comparable to: Vibrantly-colored giant sea horses.
I live my life constantly taking a certain medication, a should-be daily dose of Thinking. Yeah, I'm a druggie. I overdose.
I'm making my own music, creating art, drawing, painting, mostly drawing, (working on a portfolio), and writing until my hands get all "Ohh I'm too tired, I don't wanna" and beg me to stop writing and roll around in Jell-O. Blue Jell-O. Naked.
Eh heh....I'm still not sure what, exactly, I want to do concerning my future, but it might have something to do with being a mad artist--perhaps artificial intelligence...or the film/animation industry.... or just being kawaii (cute). ^_^...
Everyone says I have a lot of potential, but for what I'm not sure. Let's just hope that I'm the good kind of evil that the world needs...
I can see it now....
Chaos roams the planet for a strange girl's aftermath of trying to attain a more intelligent society. "AHHH! OH GOD! SHE MADE US SO OPEN-MINDED THAT OUR BRAINS ARE FALLING OUT!!"
O_0 Ahem....eh heh heh..not quite what I had in mind..
"All with the aid of her faithful and valiant and equally-evil steed, Beba!" - Beba
Editors
I’m really good at
Uhhhh....I'm good at....umm....EVERYTHING PREVIOUSLY MENTIONED
(making music, drawing, thinking, etc.)...and a few other
things.......well, all right, I'm not amazing at Halo, but I
can write a book with no ending and make James St. James look like
just another normal potatoe. ^_^
I'm really good at making people think. I cannot force them, however. Only tease the mind.
I'm good at being shy...pretty much maxed-out the level. But I'm also good at being very subtle and meaningful. Then again, maybe I'm too good at being subtle. So much that you'd never even know I existed. I mean, I
don't even know I exist................or do I? o_o
Uhm...If you're bored, I can make it so that you wish you were. I'm pretty great at coming up with ideas, I'm a competitive person even if I'm losing, I'm good at talking to younger kids (probably because I refuse to grow up), animals think I'm pretty cool, and I give pretty decent advice (I can interpret dreams better than a psychologist 9/10). Ah, and I'm pretty good at getting people to call me weird, --- that's what I'm well known for-- that and apparently "being smart." I'm not always smart, though. Only sometimes, only sometimes.
I'd like to think that I'm pretty good at life. Yeah, I'm pretty good at life.
I'm really good at making people think. I cannot force them, however. Only tease the mind.
I'm good at being shy...pretty much maxed-out the level. But I'm also good at being very subtle and meaningful. Then again, maybe I'm too good at being subtle. So much that you'd never even know I existed. I mean, I
don't even know I exist................or do I? o_o
Uhm...If you're bored, I can make it so that you wish you were. I'm pretty great at coming up with ideas, I'm a competitive person even if I'm losing, I'm good at talking to younger kids (probably because I refuse to grow up), animals think I'm pretty cool, and I give pretty decent advice (I can interpret dreams better than a psychologist 9/10). Ah, and I'm pretty good at getting people to call me weird, --- that's what I'm well known for-- that and apparently "being smart." I'm not always smart, though. Only sometimes, only sometimes.
I'd like to think that I'm pretty good at life. Yeah, I'm pretty good at life.
Editors
The first things people usually notice about me
"I'm frickin' weird. Duhhh HAVEN'T YOU NOTICED THAT!?!?!?!?
*rolls around on the floor and laughs maniacally at a French
fry*"
*That little excerpt was from this profile when I made it three years ago. I wish to hold said statement to be still true. But, concerning just what you see, the first thing you'd probably notice is my eyes. I'm usually staring at something, unaware that I'm in social situations. You'd also notice that I'm quiet or, perhaps, shy. But, you see, this is a trick; for if you linger around for a while, I will show more of my true self. No, I'm no Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle, but I shake when I laugh uncontrollably..... I don't know about you, but for me, it makes the moment a little funnier when people vibrate.
I also have many secrets. Don't worry, there're cheat codes. Finding the cheat codes, however, is a grand adventure within itself.
"One of the cheat codes is alt+del+shes+awesome+%" - Beba
*That little excerpt was from this profile when I made it three years ago. I wish to hold said statement to be still true. But, concerning just what you see, the first thing you'd probably notice is my eyes. I'm usually staring at something, unaware that I'm in social situations. You'd also notice that I'm quiet or, perhaps, shy. But, you see, this is a trick; for if you linger around for a while, I will show more of my true self. No, I'm no Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle, but I shake when I laugh uncontrollably..... I don't know about you, but for me, it makes the moment a little funnier when people vibrate.
I also have many secrets. Don't worry, there're cheat codes. Finding the cheat codes, however, is a grand adventure within itself.
"One of the cheat codes is alt+del+shes+awesome+%" - Beba
Editors
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Oh, my...a wave of *modern media colliding with individual
preferences..
Music
Faith and the Muse
Mira
Chandeen
Voltaire
Lustmord
Mind.In.A.Box
The Cure
VnV Nation
Das Scheit
Mortiis
Assemblage 23
The Crüxshadows
Collide
Grendel
Cinima Strange
Placebo
The Dresden Dolls
Dead Can Dance
Obszon Geschopf
Wumpscut
Crowhead
Blank & Jones
Black Tape for a Blue Girl
Echo and the Bunnymen
Fear Cult
L'Ame Immortelle
Ali Project
Unto Ashes
Deftones
Static-X
Daft Punk
Cell Dweller
Skinny Puppy
Rudolf Steiner
The Shroud
I, Parasite
Flesh Eating Foundation
Factory of Angst
The Horror Pops
Narcosis Project
Slipknot
Old Mans Child
Type O Negative
Strapping Young Lad
Deadsy
Iced Earth
The Birthday Massacre
Dir En Grey
Incubus
Clan of Xymox
Mudvayne
Isis
Bella Morte
Nightwish
Switchblade symphony
Deathstars
Jack or Jive
Freudstein
Noirhaus
Aphex Twin
Rammstein
Massive Attack
Zeromancer
Nevermore
Jack Off Jill
Kittie
The Dust Brothers
Vital Remains
Emilie Autumn
Azam Ali
Tapping the Vein
Ayria
Angelspit
Eisbrecher
Corvus Corax
Ministry
The Dreamside
Theatre of Tragedy
Boa
Kage Onitenshi
Authors
Diane Duane
Neil Gaiman
Jhonen Vasquez
David Wong
H.P. Lovecraft
phillosophers, and online authors.
more I can't remember...
Movies
(movies, plays, documentaries, you name it.)
Recent movies: "Red", "The Orphanage", "The Happening" (Man, did it happen), and the oh-so-debated "Hard Candy".
What Dreams May Come, Brick, Immortal, -Lust, Caution-, Alexander, Deeply, Mirror Mask, Donnie Darko, The Eternal, Casshern: The Robot Hunter, Labyrinth, Pan's Labyrinth, Descent, City of Lost Children, Pulse, Three Extremes, The Great Yokai War, Night Watch, Day Watch, 300, Lady in the Water, Party Monster, Teenage Caveman, Nothing, The Number 23, My Neighbor Totoro, The Village, Troy, The Red Violin, Self Medicated, A is for Autism, Foxfire, Garden State, Underworld, Underworld Evolution, Resident Evil, The Seventh Seal, The Chronicles of Riddick, Pitch Black, Equilibrium, Nosferatu, War of the Worlds, Thirteen, The Butterfly Effect, -I, Robot-, Sleepy Hollow, Blade, The Fifth Element, The Phantom of the Opera, The Hostage, Vampire Clan, Constantine, The Brothers Grimm, Queen of the Damned, Interview with a Vampire, The Skeleton Key, Crash, Corpse Bride, Jeepers Creepers, Firestarter, The Ninth Gate, The Crow, A Clockwork Orange, American History X, Batman Begins, The Mummy, The Craft, Idle Hand, The Mothman Prophecies, The Matrix, Iron Man, City of Angels (german version), The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (new and original), Texas Chainsaw 4, Alone in the Dark, Gankutsuou, Mun chairudo, The Full Metal Alchemist Movie, After Image, Wishcraft, Homeroom, Shadowbox, Lara Croft: Tomb Raider, White Noise, Cherry Falls, The Missing, Darkness Falls, Shakespeare in Love, The Last Samurai, King Arthur, Room 1408, umm...and that one where no one knew what the monster was and everyone said it was a giant lion...but it was much more subtle(like super giant government conspiracy monster subtle)...and filmed like with and actual video camera...so every one said they didn't like it because they have no cinimatical taste...(clover field)
Ah HAH! Found the list of anime.
Dragon Ball Z (grew up watching that)
Battle Angel
Evangelion
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni
Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei
Eureka 7
Elfen Lied (one of my favorites)
Mushi-shi
Wolf's rain
Angel Sanctuary
H20 - foot prints in the Sand
Komodo No Jikan
Mushi-Uta [dreamers hopeless and intense desire]
DNAngel
Serial Experiments: Lain
Cowboy Bebop
Escaflowne
Mai Hime
High School Girls
Noir
.hack//
Chobits
Death Note
Zombie Loan
Strawberry Panic!
Candy Boy
Shugo Chara!
FoolyCooly (all time favorite)
Loveless
Full Metal Alchemist
Mai Otome
Howl's moving castle
The Cat Returns
Spirited Away
Akira
Dears
Vampire Knight
It's a short list but I'm going to start watching more (or reading more manga) when I have the time...Fooly Cooly was my first favorite, and I have Elfen Lied, Serial Experiments: Lain, and chobits....and, my god, I'm sorry, but I can't stop watching Mai Hime and Mai Otome. It's so girly and awesome. lol.
Food...?
My favorite food is cheese ravioli, strawberry-banana smoothies, pinnapple pizza, Chunky Munky ice cream.....not all at once O.o;....and when my sister makes mashed potatoes..::salivates and drools everywhere:: annnd I like eating with chopsticks.
*Modern: within the last thousand years or so.
Music
Faith and the Muse
Mira
Chandeen
Voltaire
Lustmord
Mind.In.A.Box
The Cure
VnV Nation
Das Scheit
Mortiis
Assemblage 23
The Crüxshadows
Collide
Grendel
Cinima Strange
Placebo
The Dresden Dolls
Dead Can Dance
Obszon Geschopf
Wumpscut
Crowhead
Blank & Jones
Black Tape for a Blue Girl
Echo and the Bunnymen
Fear Cult
L'Ame Immortelle
Ali Project
Unto Ashes
Deftones
Static-X
Daft Punk
Cell Dweller
Skinny Puppy
Rudolf Steiner
The Shroud
I, Parasite
Flesh Eating Foundation
Factory of Angst
The Horror Pops
Narcosis Project
Slipknot
Old Mans Child
Type O Negative
Strapping Young Lad
Deadsy
Iced Earth
The Birthday Massacre
Dir En Grey
Incubus
Clan of Xymox
Mudvayne
Isis
Bella Morte
Nightwish
Switchblade symphony
Deathstars
Jack or Jive
Freudstein
Noirhaus
Aphex Twin
Rammstein
Massive Attack
Zeromancer
Nevermore
Jack Off Jill
Kittie
The Dust Brothers
Vital Remains
Emilie Autumn
Azam Ali
Tapping the Vein
Ayria
Angelspit
Eisbrecher
Corvus Corax
Ministry
The Dreamside
Theatre of Tragedy
Boa
Kage Onitenshi
Authors
Diane Duane
Neil Gaiman
Jhonen Vasquez
David Wong
H.P. Lovecraft
phillosophers, and online authors.
more I can't remember...
Movies
(movies, plays, documentaries, you name it.)
Recent movies: "Red", "The Orphanage", "The Happening" (Man, did it happen), and the oh-so-debated "Hard Candy".
What Dreams May Come, Brick, Immortal, -Lust, Caution-, Alexander, Deeply, Mirror Mask, Donnie Darko, The Eternal, Casshern: The Robot Hunter, Labyrinth, Pan's Labyrinth, Descent, City of Lost Children, Pulse, Three Extremes, The Great Yokai War, Night Watch, Day Watch, 300, Lady in the Water, Party Monster, Teenage Caveman, Nothing, The Number 23, My Neighbor Totoro, The Village, Troy, The Red Violin, Self Medicated, A is for Autism, Foxfire, Garden State, Underworld, Underworld Evolution, Resident Evil, The Seventh Seal, The Chronicles of Riddick, Pitch Black, Equilibrium, Nosferatu, War of the Worlds, Thirteen, The Butterfly Effect, -I, Robot-, Sleepy Hollow, Blade, The Fifth Element, The Phantom of the Opera, The Hostage, Vampire Clan, Constantine, The Brothers Grimm, Queen of the Damned, Interview with a Vampire, The Skeleton Key, Crash, Corpse Bride, Jeepers Creepers, Firestarter, The Ninth Gate, The Crow, A Clockwork Orange, American History X, Batman Begins, The Mummy, The Craft, Idle Hand, The Mothman Prophecies, The Matrix, Iron Man, City of Angels (german version), The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (new and original), Texas Chainsaw 4, Alone in the Dark, Gankutsuou, Mun chairudo, The Full Metal Alchemist Movie, After Image, Wishcraft, Homeroom, Shadowbox, Lara Croft: Tomb Raider, White Noise, Cherry Falls, The Missing, Darkness Falls, Shakespeare in Love, The Last Samurai, King Arthur, Room 1408, umm...and that one where no one knew what the monster was and everyone said it was a giant lion...but it was much more subtle(like super giant government conspiracy monster subtle)...and filmed like with and actual video camera...so every one said they didn't like it because they have no cinimatical taste...(clover field)
Ah HAH! Found the list of anime.
Dragon Ball Z (grew up watching that)
Battle Angel
Evangelion
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni
Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei
Eureka 7
Elfen Lied (one of my favorites)
Mushi-shi
Wolf's rain
Angel Sanctuary
H20 - foot prints in the Sand
Komodo No Jikan
Mushi-Uta [dreamers hopeless and intense desire]
DNAngel
Serial Experiments: Lain
Cowboy Bebop
Escaflowne
Mai Hime
High School Girls
Noir
.hack//
Chobits
Death Note
Zombie Loan
Strawberry Panic!
Candy Boy
Shugo Chara!
FoolyCooly (all time favorite)
Loveless
Full Metal Alchemist
Mai Otome
Howl's moving castle
The Cat Returns
Spirited Away
Akira
Dears
Vampire Knight
It's a short list but I'm going to start watching more (or reading more manga) when I have the time...Fooly Cooly was my first favorite, and I have Elfen Lied, Serial Experiments: Lain, and chobits....and, my god, I'm sorry, but I can't stop watching Mai Hime and Mai Otome. It's so girly and awesome. lol.
Food...?
My favorite food is cheese ravioli, strawberry-banana smoothies, pinnapple pizza, Chunky Munky ice cream.....not all at once O.o;....and when my sister makes mashed potatoes..::salivates and drools everywhere:: annnd I like eating with chopsticks.
*Modern: within the last thousand years or so.
Editors
The six things I could never do without
Music.
Something to write/draw with.
Books.
The mainstream, so that I may laugh at it.
My brain. 'tis squishy.
Intellectual stimulation.
...the rest of the things I could never do without:
Fetish models.
The internet...one day I shall plug it into my head.
People who inspire me.
"And of course, she couldn't possibly exist without Beba." - Beba
Something to write/draw with.
Books.
The mainstream, so that I may laugh at it.
My brain. 'tis squishy.
Intellectual stimulation.
...the rest of the things I could never do without:
Fetish models.
The internet...one day I shall plug it into my head.
People who inspire me.
"And of course, she couldn't possibly exist without Beba." - Beba
Editors
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Everything.
I think about questions, and answers. I like playing songs in my head, studying my surrounding environment (Earth), and those peculiar ideas and thoughts I come up with--that beyond which is popularly considered....I also think about all the different--mostly disturbing--possible outcomes of various situations. If I haven't thought about something, let me know and I'll think about it. Until then, I only think about what I know. Thus:
I think about everything.
"I tend to think, and think deeply, about anything and everything I possibly can. But I do not forget the necessity of simplistic ideas, perspectives and affairs. My mind goes where it goes in an anthanasia of wander. So if you feel a desire to understand, or perhaps merely view, I suppose you can try to follow it if you wish. A word of caution, however, even I do not know truly of its depths." - Anonymous
"And she spends her time with Beba thinking up brilliant plans for world domination." - Beba
I think about questions, and answers. I like playing songs in my head, studying my surrounding environment (Earth), and those peculiar ideas and thoughts I come up with--that beyond which is popularly considered....I also think about all the different--mostly disturbing--possible outcomes of various situations. If I haven't thought about something, let me know and I'll think about it. Until then, I only think about what I know. Thus:
I think about everything.
"I tend to think, and think deeply, about anything and everything I possibly can. But I do not forget the necessity of simplistic ideas, perspectives and affairs. My mind goes where it goes in an anthanasia of wander. So if you feel a desire to understand, or perhaps merely view, I suppose you can try to follow it if you wish. A word of caution, however, even I do not know truly of its depths." - Anonymous
"And she spends her time with Beba thinking up brilliant plans for world domination." - Beba
Editors
On a typical Friday night I am
Weird.....and either at the movies, hanging out with my friends, or
on ze computer. Or playing ze music, or drawing ze art, or
considering ze sleep. (with French and/or Irish accent
included).
*cough* Or uhh...dancing around in my underwear. It's a, uhh, habit of mine...
"She spends her Fridays being cooler than an ice cube!" - Beba
*cough* Or uhh...dancing around in my underwear. It's a, uhh, habit of mine...
"She spends her Fridays being cooler than an ice cube!" - Beba
Editors
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
My mind is very beautiful for those willing to see it.
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"It's hard to believe that all of this is real...it seems like a fairy tale. But how can I really know that all of this actually exists?...How do I know that you exist?"
I smiled. "If I told you that the moon is, right at this very moment, destroyed and never to be seen again, would you believe me?"
He stared at me, confused as to what my point was. Any person wouldn't believe that the moon was gone.
I pointed up and said, "No matter how many times you've seen the moon leave and come back, at this very moment I have proof that there is no moon." The moon wasn't showing in the sky that night.
"Things can sometimes seem very different if you don't simply wait to discover the truth."
There was a long silence.
He then threw some grass at me. "Stop that."
I giggled, "Stop what?"
He threw more grass. "That," he said, "being you."
I finally stood up while collecting the grass he'd thrown, nonchalantly dumped it on his head, and started walking home. "Never."
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"It's hard to believe that all of this is real...it seems like a fairy tale. But how can I really know that all of this actually exists?...How do I know that you exist?"
I smiled. "If I told you that the moon is, right at this very moment, destroyed and never to be seen again, would you believe me?"
He stared at me, confused as to what my point was. Any person wouldn't believe that the moon was gone.
I pointed up and said, "No matter how many times you've seen the moon leave and come back, at this very moment I have proof that there is no moon." The moon wasn't showing in the sky that night.
"Things can sometimes seem very different if you don't simply wait to discover the truth."
There was a long silence.
He then threw some grass at me. "Stop that."
I giggled, "Stop what?"
He threw more grass. "That," he said, "being you."
I finally stood up while collecting the grass he'd thrown, nonchalantly dumped it on his head, and started walking home. "Never."
You should message me if
Talk to me if you're weird. If you're weird, or funny, or smart, or
just you, I'll like you. 'Cause I'm cool like that. =]
You should also message me if you're looking for some one. I just might be the person you're looking for.....
Jamais seulement par vous-même.
Immortel toujours.
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Also, I'd love to talk to you:
-if Dave Mckean is one of your favorite artists.
-if industrial music gets you in a really great mood.
-if you're bored with boring people.
-if you need some one to talk to about random things such as crazy talking bananas or mystical ninja task forces.
-if you need some one to talk to, seriously or casually, about the Occult. (I've studied good portions of it for a while)
Quote time:
"Message her if you want to speak to the most awesome peep on earth.
And in the solar system.
And in the universe.
Both real and any alternate ones." - Beba
"It's not that life is too short, rather, life is too long, too beautiful and full of chance and wonder to even consider merely enjoying part of it. Come on, sheeple. Explore it while it's still deliciously melting and an abstraction of innocence." - Me
You should also message me if you're looking for some one. I just might be the person you're looking for.....
Jamais seulement par vous-même.
Immortel toujours.
)|(
Also, I'd love to talk to you:
-if Dave Mckean is one of your favorite artists.
-if industrial music gets you in a really great mood.
-if you're bored with boring people.
-if you need some one to talk to about random things such as crazy talking bananas or mystical ninja task forces.
-if you need some one to talk to, seriously or casually, about the Occult. (I've studied good portions of it for a while)
Quote time:
"Message her if you want to speak to the most awesome peep on earth.
And in the solar system.
And in the universe.
Both real and any alternate ones." - Beba
"It's not that life is too short, rather, life is too long, too beautiful and full of chance and wonder to even consider merely enjoying part of it. Come on, sheeple. Explore it while it's still deliciously melting and an abstraction of innocence." - Me
