-I quit coming to this site
-I came back!
-Some people missed me
-What the hell to the above statement
-I now also work for the Opiate Dependency Program
-People seem to think this means I sell drugs
-Those people are silly
-These point form updates are also silly, and I am really lazy and should just update my profile. Le Sigh. Fine. I will. Soon. I just re-read my whole profile and I think it's cute, like me! Changing it will be hard. It will lose some of the charm it has.
-It seems I am illiterate! I am currently fixing up my profile, as I actually messed some stuff up. Like it says I drink often, when it should say rarely. I wonder what else I missed...
-2 Weeks since I quit smoking! Go me!
-Oh, I put up a picture. Because I care.
-I sent my first message! Was it to you? Lucky girl!
-I felt stupid writing it. (Confused? See above!)
-People have been to my page?! I didn't even have a picture until now! Why were you here? Why didn't you say anything?
I am here because a friend of mine used this site looking for friends, and she found something more, so while skeptical that this will also happen for me, I am (evidently not so) secretly hoping it will.
That's my motivation, and here is some background: I have a very sordid, unhealthy past (I know, makes you want to snap me right up!) that I have put behind me about a year ago now. I am molding myself into the kind of person I would respect. One trait I value VERY highly is honesty. Which is why instead of telling you the multitude of things about me that are wonderful, I am telling you the a few things about me that aren't so sterling. This is deal breaking stuff for some people, so I am telling you up front that if you don't believe people can put the past in it's place, rise up and move forward, then I am not for you.
Now that that is out of the way, if you are still reading, you have a long ways to go! (haha.)
So in this part here where I am suppose to sell myself I am not sure what to say. I am an honest man who works hard and treats people with respect (like everyone else. Damn, this is hard!). I have a very good sense of humor (if a little black at times), and am empathic and caring. I am right in the middle of building my empire, and am also currently nesting.
People ask about the name. It started as an inside joke, but ended up being hauntingly accurate. I am here looking for my Bonnie. That one person that will always have your back, and will stand against the world if need be, with you, or for you.
I actually do realize that my profile, and this section in particular are an almost intelligible mess. I do intend to clean this up, but hey, at least I filled the whole thing out (and put thought into it) as soon as I signed up.
Also, no picture! But why you ask (or don't cause this is extremely long winded and you stopped reading)? I don't have a good one, plain and simple. I am decent looking, and have (much) older pictures that are pretty good, and recent photos that are absolutely horrible. So, not wanting an inaccurate strike against me, I chose not to post one. I will, when I find one that is recent and accurate, instead of one where I am doing something stupid (my friends favorite time to take pics of me!), or look bad. I am extremely un-photogenic. Lucky me on an online dating site! Suffice to say, that I am not unattractive, but no one will be asking me to model unless they are looking to take pictures of people being ridiculous.
I tend to dress biz-cas (unless I am at work, then it may be scrubs), and like the same.
If you want to know more, have it. I am not really shy, will answer honestly, and just tell you I won't answer that if you ask something I don't want to answer (I can't think of something I wouldn't right now, but it may happen). I don't know how many people I will contact out of the gate, if any. I am aware that I don't have picture, and these here are only words, so you have nothing to really go off of. Testing the waters.