FatherZossima
29 / m / straight / seeing someone
Bakersfield, California, United States
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My self-summary Propose an edit
First off, I'm not really on here for dating because I'm in the
happiest relationship of my life. I would just really like to meet
some people to hang out with in my area. Penpals are always nice
too. I was enlisted in the Marine Corps infantry for two years.
I've been out for while and most of the people I know in town have
moved away or are too busy to hang out.
In retrospect, the rest of what I had written before really didn't
explain much about me. It's silly to have a profile on this site,
but if I'm going to have one, I might as well say a little about
myself.
My favorite author is Dostoevsky. The first book I read by him was
Crime and Punishment and I couldn't believe what I was reading. I
related with Raskolnikov immensely. I have personally experienced
the kind of mental instability that physical sickness and a touch
of nihilism can bring to a person's life, and apparently so did
Dostoevsky. Later, when I read The Brothers Karamazov, I felt like
Dost had scooped out all my fears, ambitions, and internal
conflicts and wrote a novel about them. Reading his novels gave me
the first real hope in my life that another human being could
possibly understand me.
I believe in love. I believe that love is separate and above our
current ridiculous social custom of "dating". I believe that what
lies at the core of love is the ability to be selfless and that you
can only love to the degree that you can be selfless.
I am Christian in the sense that I strive to be a follower of
Christ. I think that all modern churches are astray with their
politicing and greediness. I am also interested in the Messianic
Judaism movement as a potential home for my ideologies and
beliefs.
I think that a person should only define themselves by what they
are willing to die for, because when you define yourself, it limits
you (which is technically what a "definition" is. I try to keep the
ways I define myself counted on one hand - to varied success.
I believe in certain concepts of the tao - not as a philosophy, but
as a reality of nature. When you are swimming against the current
of your own path, every tiny thing in your life will seem
exhausting and tiresome to you.
I practice a variant of wu style Tai Chi and the martial style of
Kung Fu San
Soo. I highly recommend both to everyone I meet.
What I'm doing with my life Propose an edit
I'm a college student after ten years away from any scholarly
pursuits (besides my own personal ones).
I've also, since my separation with the Marines, been learning how
to eat healthy. It has become a mild obsession.
I'm really good at Propose an edit
Lots of things.
The first thing(s) people usually notice about me Propose an edit
Usually, it's the confident way I carry myself coupled with the
grace and ease with which I handle social situations. Either that
or my huge shnauz.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food Propose an edit
Books: David Copperfield, A Tale Of Two Cities, Oliver Twist, Of
Human Bondage, To Kill A Mockingbird, A History of Jazz (Ted
Gioia), Hagakure, A Book of Five Rings, The Bible, The Brothers
Karamazov, Crime and Punishment, The Idiot, Cannery Row, Of Mice
and Men, Beowulf, The Old Man and the Sea, Close Encounters: Mike
Wallaces Own Story, If Chins Could Kill: Confessions of a B Movie
Actor, 1984, A Scanner Darkly, Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy,
Neuromancer, Permutation City, East of Eden, Deus Irae, Do Androids
Dream of Electric Sheep, Madness and Civilization, Grapes of Wrath,
The Game Players of Titan, The Penultimate Truth, Slaughterhouse
Five
Music: Joe Pass, Carmen McRae, Gerry Mulligan, Chet Baker, Dizzy
Gillespie, Thelonious Monk, John Coltrane, Miles Davis, Stan Getz,
Coleman Hawkins, Sonny Rollins, Art Blakey, Modern Jazz Quartet,
Django Reinhardt, Dave Brubeck, Louis Armstrong, Ella Fitzgerald,
Herbie Hancock, Dexter Gordon, Paul Desmond, BB King, Robert
Johnson, Postal Service, Death Cab For Cutie, Aimee Mann, Weezer,
Radiohead, Grant Lee Phillips, Grandaddy, Medicine, My Bloody
Valentine, They Might Be Giants, The Beta Band, Sufjan
Stevens
Movies: Brazil, Lost In Translation, Pi, Punch Drunk Love, Solaris
(remake), Requiem For A Dream, Good Will Hunting, The Talented Mr.
Ripley, Evil Dead series, Bubba Ho-Tep, Ghost Dog, So I Married An
Axe Murderer, Swingers, The Man Who Wasn't There, Hudsucker Proxy,
Ladykillers, The Seven Samurai, Ran, Dreams, The Bourne Identity,
Apocalypse Now, Unleashed, Animal Crackers, Monkey Business, Duck
Soup
The six things I could never do without Propose an edit
1. God 2. Air 3. Water 4. Food 5. The sun (without it, there'd be
no food) 6. Love
I spend a lot of time thinking about Propose an edit
My place in the harmony of the universe
On a typical Friday night I am Propose an edit
Practicing my favorite hobby, which is martial arts.
The most private thing I'm willing to admit here Propose an edit
Sometimes, when no one is looking, I pick my nose.
You should message me if Propose an edit
You like toast. Or any other reason for that matter.
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Questions He Cares About View all
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- Has Christianity made the world better or worse?
- · Better
- · Worse
- · No opinion / Not sure
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- Is it wrong to sleep in a bed/cuddle with a friend (of the sex you’re attracted to) when you’re in an exclusive relationship with someone else?
- · Yes, it's wrong
- · No, it's not wrong
- · Unsure / maybe
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| Title | His Result | Your Result |
| The Ur-Quan Quiz | You are an Arilou | Take it! |
| The Best REAL GENIUS test | Kent | Take it! |
| The Survival as a Zombie Test | Hungry Dead | Take it! |
| The Zoolander Test | Zoolander fan! | Take it! |
| The Firefly / Serenity Test | Nicely Done!!! | Take it! |







