Think 2 of my 3 words conflict each other? Yes they do...

Sigh... I hate these. Talking about myself isn't something I'm practiced on. Plus the way I see myself is undisputedly different then how the rest of the world see's me. I say I'm shy, other people say I'm mysterious... I think people mistake me for mysterious because of my combination of being kinda quiet, and appearing interesting.

I'll give it a shot anyway. I try to be honest to a fault. Especially with the people I really care about. I'd much prefer a few close friends then alot of regular friends. Anything worth doing is worth doing right. I strive to be great at everything I care about, and almost always set my goals unreachably high. I overthink everything, and try to visualize every possible outcome before I make decisions, and i mean EVERY POSSIBlE OUTCOME to the point of stupidity. I'm sensitive but don't mistake that for weakness. I'm calm, collected, and rarely excitable. I CAN NOT STAND intolerance, or following blindly. I don't want to associate with people who don't think for themselves. I cry when people can't admit that they don't understand something, please open your eyes to your own ignorance, it's (normally) nothing to be ashamed of.

In my heart, I am a nerd. I enjoy drawing mostly fantasy stuff, and swirly clouds. I spend some of my free time playing video games (fighting games mostly because I <3 mind games), I'm even modding my own computer game. I like watching movies and comedic tv shows (like south park or reno 911) with friends. I like wearing pajama pants out of the house. I work out hard. I have a 14' trampoline :D

What I want most out of life right now is to start twards a career in firefighting.

"Reality is that which doesn't go away when you stop believing in it"
Ask me how these words can change your life.

I love swirly clouds, pikachu and white castle

Wasting it with indecisivenessity. But taking small steps to man up.

Adapting, learning from other peoples mistakes, over analyzing, not being excited or angry, winning mind games, sleeping, flipping, burgin, complaining.

Books: Harry potter, Lord of the rings, Watchmen, anything by Jhonen Vasquez.

Movies: Hot rod, Idiocracy, Wall-e, What dreams may come, Everything is illuminated, Silent hill.

Music: Some of everything, I shy away from slow beats, and annoying lyrics (screaming included).

TV: Should be on the list :P Family guy, South park, Pretty much anything on adult swim, It's always sunny in philadelphia, Planet earth.

Food: Everything but... mustard, avacado, low tier mushrooms and beans.

...Never is a strong word... but i'll try...
Something to improve upon.
Being able to eat well when ever i really feel like it.
Working out ... as lame as it is on this list.
Blankets, hoodys, woolly socks, pj pants.
Someone to love on.
The essentials... shelter, food, water, air, family, friends, blah blah penis.

I donno where to place this thought, so bamf right here...
*I'm really tired of everyone shitting on people who don't spell / use grammar correctly. It's not the end of the world if i used "its" back at the start of this sentence ladies, you'd have damn well would have known what I meant, the meaning doesn't change, and that's what communication is about. The conveyance of meaning from person to person(s), the spelling is just sometimes the vessel of conveyance. If the meaning gets across correctly what does it matter if some vessels are spelled wrong, please be smrt.

The ways in which i can / will / should man up.
A fighting game that i could potentially create is eating up alot of my idle thoughts at work.

with friends chillin and illin... but not in a cool way. Watching movies or playing video games OR on rarer occasion drinking and beer ponging.

At times a mixture of perfectionism and realism make me stupendously depressed. I'll occasionally hold myself to impossible standards then be depressed because I'm not world class at something I love. Tho these feelings seldom occur, and more seldom manifest themselves.

First and foremost msg me if you think we'd get along. All should feel free to IM me, but if you PM me please have something to say that is at least a little beyond "hi you tickled my fancy" anything less then that will most likely be ignored unless your hotness attracts me to your profile, and your profile attracts me to get to know you.

Oh joo better have a good sense of humor, pokeing fun at serious subjects is a must. All the cool kids are doing it.

To anyone who's here dying to fall in love and likely to do so at the drop of a hat, please look elsewhere. Serious relationships and serious feelings take alot of time to develop and I've no interest in rushing things, or even looking for a cereal relationship.

Oh... okay... Also important note, I have two philosophies of internet dating. Either meet early and if you hit it off, you'll have known eachother longer off the internet then on it! Which is great when it works, but risky because obviously it might not. The other idea is to ignore even the mention of meeting and just keep interneting untill you lose interest or can no longer bare to be apart. Never tried that one myself, but seen it work wonders for a friend.