Find perfect rhythm
in edits and images,
with just right balance.
Crack a smile tonight.
Look where you didn't look for
delight might be there.
Inside a surprise
can be the captivation
Imagine light refracting in your brain painting a portrait of a compassionate film nut whose obsession with cinematic vigor overrides good taste many times, but whose empathy will always prevail in the end because I look at a special woman/girl and want a connection that’s not fake or riddled with empty promises that so much of our society presents us. Besides, isn't that last sentence more interesting than most of that boring stuff you read around here? I spend a lot of hours staring at computer screens. I dare to be optimistic yet fight pessimism and cynicism that strikes from so many different angles. I search the depths and currents of attraction searching for legitimate reasons amidst delicious more common impulses and desires. It’d be great to have someone with whom to go to concerts/clubs. I love live music like few things in life. I can’t decide whether to say I want a girl or a woman because I need both in the same person.
I am capable of writing short sentences. Really. I am.
I find myself wanting to expand my horizons, wanting to try new things. Read some non-fiction. I realize I’ve been obsessing about the same things for years and years. I still love these things, but I need fresh blood in my viewpoint, get myself outside my comfort zone. I need to travel, see the world. Experiment. With. Fragmented sentences. Look someone straight in the eye, accept her for who she is, not be afraid to let her change me, then make her laugh. If she can reciprocate these things, then maybe we will be getting somewhere. It’s so easy to get in a rut and resist change.
I climbed down a trail of mud and saw a majestic waterfall a few months ago. It was completely real and not fake. I think I’d like to do more of that. I’d like to go to Tokyo too.