Well, I guess I would have to say that I am this weird point where all these memories I have of my past meet all these ideas and dreams I have of my future. What do you think you are?
Alright, I can't really think of anything else I want to write here, so this is what my soon to be distant lover, who probably knows me as well as anyone, says of me:
"Ganesha is a philosopher...always contemplating, always asking the deeper, harder questions, always exploring the further edges of realms of thought....sometimes a tortured soul with the weight of the world, sometimes thegiddiestmostchildlikeandplayfulpup, overflowing with joy and excitement and belief in infinite potential. He is the most affectionate and sweetest lover I've had.
He loves the Earth and the plants and animals and rocks and water and weather and people. He finds most pleasure in the simple things of life. He prefers to sleep on the ground under the stars. He is an excellent cook and LOVES food.
He is the most honest/truthful/real human being I have ever had the pleasure of attempting to be truly and wholly myself with. If you don't like bullshit and veils and masks and fakeness, you will LOVE Ganesha. He helps me unearth the things that I am trying to hide from myself."
And oh yes, my experience of monogamy is that it is really not something which appeals, or even works for me, I love who I want to when I want to how I want to, assuming it is mutual of course, and I am not exaggerating when I say I would rather die than loose this most basic of freedoms.