HI! Seems people don't read the "Looking for:" section!

NOT INTERESTED IN DATING RIGHT NOW. THANKS!

The Self. There are so many facets to describe one's self.

A constantly growing, changing thing, trying to find one's self when at that very second they're so close, becomes obscured to slightly once again.

An artist. A poet. Constantly craving knowledge. Lots of artistic, intellectual, and spiritual pursuits, which are often fighting with one another, which...accomplishes less than hoped.

I feel like I still have something very important that I have to do. I also want to change alot of things in this world. But then, don't lots of people?

I really love stars, the night sky, rainbows, nature, the colors purple, blue-purple, gold, and sea green. I'm a sleepy dreamer fluctuating in levels of consciousness as quickly as a blink of an eye. I can be quick, intuitive and sharp, or extremely sluggish, off in my own world, and slow to catch on. Just depends on my thought process at the given time. I can be really stupid and random. 8DDDDDDDDD

I could probably go days without speaking, because there's so many channels for expression besides talk.

I'm extremely flowy and changeable, yet at the same time extremely stubborn and insistent. I'm a great contradiction, just like the universe, just like everything, just like nothing.

Right now I am going to college, my major is Media and Communication arts. I also love English/writing, Psychology and philosophy.
I want to get in graphic art/web design. But I love traditional media too.

Basically I'm a slacker college student that likes doing anything from having a deep profound conversation with someone, going out to crazy raves and clubbing, sitting at a coffee house or reading poetry on stage there, tagging random overpasses, buildings, etc. with my art, going on roadtrips with friends, hanging out with LOTS of people of all different backgrounds, or just contemplating alone.
Sitting out in nature all by myself introspectively, biking, skating, or just lazing about on the computer on my ass. I do all sorts of things.

I also draw and write short stories/poetry in my free time, some places you can find my online works are: 2draw.net, Deviant art, and poetry critical, and also Gaiaonline.com .

I try to stay away from horrible, stuffy places that ruin my creativity.

Drawing and all things art. I love it. Poetry, debating, and essays are also fun. I also like cutting hair, dying it funky colors, fashion.

I also LOVE dancing and raving. It can draw a crowd...

I might not be super good at any of them, I'm always critical of my talent but they're the things people tell me I'm good at, so...

I also like describing things in such a way that the imagery can be seen by most everyone.

Physically? My eyes are real deep, like they can suck a person in. Also my hair is a bit fruity, as I cut and dye it myself. My skin is extremely blush-prone, very sensitive. I'm curvy looking, yet I have an average body weight/mass. I like fashion. But on rare occasions I'll bum around too.

Personality wise, I initially, at least inwardly, tend to be just a bit stand-offish, especially to people who act like they have a one-track mind. But usually I give people the benefit of the doubt. I like meeting new people, and hopefully they won't suck.

Outwardly and in public, off the computer, I'm basically playful and easygoing. I've opened up a lot socially, most things don't phase me at all.

I'm more of a short story person. I like a lot of Edgar Allan Poe, Jennifer Diane Reitz, Anne Rice, Stephen King, Agee. Whoever wrote the last unicorn was also awesome. I also love the movie version of the last unicorn.

Some other uberawesome movies are: Edukators, Donnie Darko, The butterfly effect, vanilla sky, Stephen King's IT,Revolutionary girl Utena: the movie, petshop of horrors, sailor moon, the dark crystal, Escape to witch mountain, bladerunner, the fifth element, etc.

Music that's wonderful is: Cornelius, Boards of Canada, Gorillaz, The Whitlams, Polysics, The Unicorns, Muse, Tangerine Dream, Dir en Grey, David Bowie, Bjork, The libertines, Oasis, Death Cab for cutie, Dear Nora, Le Tigre, The Islands, Deerhoof, Husky rescue, Eluvium, tatu, apoptygma berserk, Ozma, The Mars Volta, M83, Klaxons, Shinichi Osawa, MGMT, Daft Punk, Late of the Pier, Goldfrapp, Psyclon Nine, Steve Aoki, The Cure, The killers, Elliot Smith, etc. etc. etc.

Food: pickles and pickled things like beets, corn, olives, and meat. I Absolutely adore CHOCOLATE. Also love Tea (especially straight up green and white, but I also like a cup of black chai now and then.)( also I'm not sure if it's a food but I live off the stuff), potatoes o Brien, cabbage, Brussels sprouts, ice cream, tomatoes (even though I am allergic to them),uncooked green pepper, rice, chop suey, sushi, pizza, soups, salads, coleslaws. I'm beginning to sound like a menu, so I'd better stop here. >.> I like almost every food, excluding black licorice and cooked spinach, and I'm up for trying new dishes constantly.

Nature!
Creative expression!
Love!
Intelligence,
the feeling like I always have something much more to do,
knowing that there is always more to learn.

The universe, how everything is this huge contradiction of itself yet somehow we still stand. About alternate realities or dimensions, I wonder what all those other little pieces of my friends and I are doing somewhere else.

I also think about spirituality and science, how they do intermix so much into the human psyche. For example, I meditate. It might work so well, or at least partly, because I make myself think about it in a positive light. I enhance my chakra points. But, is it really just physiological? Perhaps...but perhaps not. After all the universe IS one giant contradiction!

I also think about what I'm supposed to do. I never ever feel accomplished for long. I feel this need to do something GREAT. But, I'm not sure what that GREAT thing is yet or if I will always be looking for the next GREAT thing to master...

Wherever I decide to be. I might be at home on the computer, might be out somewhere with a bunch of my friends, might be at a nightclub or under the stars meditating. Might be drawing, might be writing, might be having an online conversation. Might be excercising if I hadn't done it earlier. Might be out partying or having a road trip. Might be having an intimate one-on-one night with a friend, or maybe more.

Lately I get together with a huge group at a friend on mine's on friday, we sometimes watch movies, sometimes party and blast music, sooometimes there are substances but other times there is not, and then later in the night I go to city with whoever wants to go.

Sometimes if I spill out too much to someone I don't know well, I'll get overwhelmed by them and myself and withdraw.

Or rather, I've gotten much better about that...
I'm afraid of spoiling a good relationship by perpetually talking to them until it isn't special anymore. It might seem peculiar at first, but isn't it true? Once you discover someone and are used to them being around, it's just not as special anymore for either person.

I don't like routine, especially in social situations. I don't like getting bored of people, or them getting bored of me.

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• thisisntcarl

You're not just some random horny person looking for a lay. from me. I mean, what kind of sense does that even make over the internet? Chances are I'm never gonna see your butt in real life, and I'm sorry, I have to be in person with someone to know if I even have chemistry with them. You really think I'm gonna go all that way to meet you and then realize I want nothing to do with you?

Then again, a lot of the people who only want sex are too illiterate to do anything but fap off anyway. Actually, maybe this shouldn't even be here as most of the people who do this kind of thing don't even read in the first place...in a way I feel sorry for them because sex might be the only way they connect to others. But I don't need it in my life.

I just don't get it though! The people who want the cybersex are so many times the ones who can't even spell! Your grammar issues do NOT turn me on. :((( "omg i litely rubb yur titz" Hahahaha! It's just funny.

Anyways, if you do not fit the category of above, you're probably just fine to talk to. <3 I'm just looking for some interesting people, and friends. I will not even think of romantic love until I can love you for your personality and ideas.

Oh, and not have such little of a life that you take every little thing you see to heart and have to have a tantrum over it. :) thx.