I am Caring, Intelligent, and Sexual.
My Self-Summary
I tend to give people a first impression that's completely opposite
of how I really am. I'm very quiet and reserved normally, and
passive. It takes me a while to open up. I tend to be fairly
submissive in nature too. I think I can be a little too trusting of
people in general as well. Trust is very important to me, and I
can't stand people who lie. I'm starting to develop a fear about
falling in love due to this; I don't think there really are any
truly honest guys out there. (including those who claim to be so in
their profiles. (and I'm aware of the irony.)) Finally, I tend to
be very supportive of people, often at my own expense. I'm trying
to change this, as it's really bad for my mental health I think.
More so when you have nobody around who's willing to hold you when
you're the one who is crying. To be more specific on this, when
somebody needs my help, I'm always there for them, and I do
whatever it takes to help them. Given a choice, when I'm not in the
middle of something, I wouldn't choose to be the one with
responsibility, but I'll take it the moment I see somebody needs
something, and won't regret it. It's just I wish I had somebody who
would do the same for me. I'm also trying very hard not to turn
emo. I don't think I could pull off the look. I know this part of
my profile sounds kind of.... harsh maybe? I should probably change
it, lol.
Um... let's see what else. I like
traveling and
hiking a lot, although I haven't done it
that much over here. When I've gone to
Japan I spend a lot of time hiking by
myself. I've gotten kind of tired doing activities alone though,
and seem to have fallen into a rut of sorts. Most of my friends
aren't really the type to like outdoor stuff, and so I don't have
anybody to do things with.
Lately I've been making an effort to be more outgoing. I'm not
exactly sure how well I'm doing it though; it kind of goes against
my natural instinct to talk to somebody I don't know very well.
Now in Japanese
日本人はokcupidを使わないと思う。だから、どうして日本語で僕のことを書くの?
What I’m doing with my life
I'm finishing up college right now. Last year. I really, really,
really can't wait to get out. I'm a
Japanese major, although I don't really
want to do anything with Japanese for a career. I'd really like to
work for the government in a certain capacity (which will remain
nameless here) and am trying to figure out the best way to go about
it. It's not easy...
I’m really good at
Listening to other peoples problems. And procrastinating
homework. I'll go ahead and say I'm good at trying new things too
^_^.
Now in Japanese
日本語はぜったいに上手じゃない。 :(
The first things people usually notice about me
Depending on if I'm dressed up or not, I would say my appearance.
If I'm not dressed up, I don't think people notice me at all.
When I was at a recruiters office, a guy who had walked in off the
street stared at me for a minute and then commented about my blue
eyes. That was weird, but apparently some people think my eyes
stand out.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Harry Potter, 1984, Animal Farm, The Time Machine, The Invisible
Man, Hell anything by Wells!
I don't have a favorite movie, I'm to critical of them for that.
Seriously, half the reason I see movies is to rip them apart.
The six things I could never do without
1.My family. They've supported me and been there for me my entire
life. I forget how lucky I am a lot.
2.My computer. Yeah....
3.My car. Because I need to get around!
4. Food. Because I would be dead.
5. Water. Because I would be dead even faster.
6. Cats. Because I love them ^_^
I spend a lot of time thinking about
What I'm going to be doing after I graduate. I'm not really sure at
this point... just vague ideas. This, indecently, is related to
what I'm doing now with my life! I also spend a lot of time
thinking about past and future relationships; I've always tended to
focus on them a lot.
On a typical Friday night I am
I don't have a typical Friday night. I'm equally likely to be
clubbing as I am
to be sleeping or playing on my computer.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I was a virgin until I was 21 and didn't start drinking until I was
23.
You should message me if
you'd like to find out more about me, or want to chat. Also, I
don't hide my sexuality at all (in that if I'm in public I won't
use euphemisms or any crap like that if I'm referring to, say, my
boyfriend), and I could never be with somebody who was closeted or
something similar.
... I think that last sentence was more of a "you shouldn't message
me if"
Now in Japanese
これを読めたら、メールを送って、ね ^_^