I'm an abrasive asshole most of the time, but my bark is worse than my bite. I'm confident about who I am but I'm not a fighter. I'm talkative and not outgoing. If I don't have to leave the house I won't which is sort of why I'm here.
I'm just a really logical and realistic person who believes in equal rights across the board. I keep my good friends close, but they are few and far between. I spend my money as soon as I earn it, typically on fixing broken things - bills - or an impulse buy. I'd rather have an empty bank account and be happy rather than be sitting on some savings. Those little things that make the day go by easier, that energy drink - that piece of gum. Whatever it is, I'll go for it. I'm not skimping out on life I'm just taking a more relaxed approach.
I'm good at figuring people out, sometimes too good. I can't take things lightly it seems, I'm constantly poking and prodding when I want to get to know someone. I'm NOT the type of person who can shrug off everything and just end up in some dead relationship. I'm the same way with all aspects of my life, I can't sit there and settle for complete crap... I'll just walk away from the troubles and stress. I'll have no part of that.
Judge me all you want but I'm living the cushy life living with my parents. Its not an entire free ride seeing as they are filing bankruptcy and I still pay some of their bills... but life is pretty easy when three people are working cooperatively towards keeping the house a float. I'm not going to school, but I do work seasonally. Full time in the summer and I'm on call for snow in the winter. I'm often asked what I'm going to do in life and the idea of it terrifies me, I have no real hobbies aside from gaming and I don't have direction. I was always told "I'm bright" but I'm more lazy than I am smart!
I'm hard to please too, I'm very picky about the people I'm around and if I think someone is just a horrible person I'll disassociate myself from them quickly. I don't have a lot of acquaintances and I've pretty much stopped talking to one side of my family because of the way they treated me, my sister and my parents.
I find it hard dating because I am just too talkative, too invasive and I say so much. People can't handle that sometimes. When I'm interested I seem to just talk to the end of the world - but I flip like a switch when I get bored or distracted. I need someone who can be around in the social times and someone who realizes that guys need their space as well.