Alexisonfire
Tool
Gena Showalter
P.C. Cast
Albertsons
Strange people
Cigarettes
Sobriety

I adore honesty.
Laughter is the ultimate music.

Working. Writing. Thinking too much.

See above.

My hair. It's to be feared.

BOOKS: White Oleander by janet fitch
Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn
Gena Showalter when I'm feeling particularly romantic.
More, Now, and Again by Elizabeth Wurtzel.

MOVIES: Amelie, After Alice (or Eye Of A Killer), American Psycho, American Beauty, Boondock Saints, Big Fish, Bramstoker's Dracula, Batman Begins, Braveheart, The Believer, Behind The Red Door, Brain Candy, Batteries Not Included, Captives, Closer, A Clockwork Orange, Dark City, Desert Saints, Down To The Bone, Donnie Darko, Dog Day Afternoon, Devil's Advocate, Die Hard 1, The Devil Wears Prada, Dark Knight, Deceiver, Eye Of The Beholder, 50 first dates, For The Moment, The Frighteners, Foxes, For The Sake Of The Children, Four-Eyed Monsters, Fright Night 2, Garbage pail kids, Goodfellas, Godfather 1 & 2, Ghost World, Heaven Help Us, Hook, Hard Candy, Igby goes down, Immortal Beloved, The Illusionist, Juno, Kill Bill volume one, La Bamba, Less Than Zero, Legend, Little Monsters, Lost & Delirious (No, I didn't fucking mean Dazed & Confused), Lucky #Slevin, The Lord Of The Rings 1-3, Life As A House, Moulin Rouge, Monster, Murder In The First, MirrorMask, Nightmare On Elm Street 5: Dream Child, Nightwatch (Russian), Pan's Labyrinth, Polyester, Pulp fiction, Punch Drunk Love, Reservoir Dogs, Run Lola Run, The Royal Tennenbaums, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are dead, Romper Stomper, Saw, Sin City, Short Circuit, Sweeney Todd: The Barber Of Fleet Street, Stay, Strange Days, Superbad, Shallow Grave, Trainspotting, Taxi Driver300, Unveiled, Unfinished Life, Unfaithful, V for Vendetta, Wicker Park, What Dreams May Come

Music: Post hardcore, 80's, Trip-hop...blah blah blah Alexisonfire, City & Colour, Archive, Massive Attack, Sade, Underoath, Kanye West, Lily Allen, Tricky, Portishead, Radiohead, Tori Amos, The Receiving End of Sirens, Armor for sleep, Tool, A Perfect Circle, New Order... so much. I hate profiles.

Food: Potatoes. Cheese. Pasta. Seafood.

(in no particular order)
My best friend's emails.
Intelligent conversation.
Laughter
My dog.
Conditioner
Music.

The past.

Controversies.

Conspiracies.

Beautiful women.

Cold tile.

Cheese.

Sleep.

WORKING.

(or online contemplating profile deletion)

I am not bi for your amusement.

Oh, yeah, I said it.

Who I'd like to meet:
I'm ready for something I've never had. A nice relationship. It doesn't have to be forever or be the next big thing. I'm just tired of being this heartbroken bitter thing. I'd like a guy who is just fucking nice to me. Not only in front of people [or just behind closed doors] but all the time. Someone who would keep my meanness in check. I'm tired of defending myself. And defending my man. Someone with rough hands because he works and doesn't let me drown trying to keep both our heads above water. Someone who when he sees how much I drink, gets hurt. Someone who can help me stop because I can't seem to help myself. I want someone who looks at me like I'm beautiful whether or not I'm fat. Little tits, fake tits, they're my tits and he should love them. Someone who will sing to me sometimes just because. Plays the guitar and lulls me to sleep when I have a panic attack. Someone I can tell things to, lose my duality to. Someone I can just lay with in silence and feel...ok. Not like I'm constantly losing. [I want to not stay asleep memorizing every little thing because I know I'm going to lose him eventually] Mostly, I want him to hate math. I don't fare well with guys who love math. (and please, please, please, stop trying to contact me if you want a threesome or a hoodrat. That's not me. And I'm not your "lil'mama" or ";;BaBy GuRl&&" either)

you feel like it.