And incoherent. So if you're not ready for it, go and make some tea.

Nije li, dame i gospodo, čudno da u meni ima toliko ličnosti, a da je vas toliko malo?

Should I translate this? Cause I won't. Anyhow ... what to write to summit all up? Cause you know, you may be a unique snow flake, but I'm a fucking snowman. Or woman. Where were we ... yesyes ...

I think that very few humans should make babies and drugs shouldn't be abused by whoever. But I also think it's a pitty when those who should, don't. Yes, I think that. So blow me. As a recreational drug abuser, I find them to be ... fucking great when used properly. Wether it's making music writing books hearing music in a bit different way ... or just ... being (: (and of course I have strong rules about drug abusing when it comes to others, I like to treat them the same way I treat myself :P) Sexual orientation? Short story? Long one? Look, you can be a transexual duck with a terrible haircut, it can happen. It's the way I roll, because I rarely roll. Brains, music gift, something. These days I'm convinced that only musicans turn me on, am I hooked on music? In a bad way? To be perfectly honest, boys look good. Girls I usually don't notice at all. But life proved me ... not much, actually :D I'm a social butterfly who is kinda asocial. And I'm a goof who likes goofy people. I love to dance. Never said that to anyone. But I am to ... bloody shy to dance on parties the way I dance at home. As far as I go on the floor ... is slow motion moving when wasted. Pitty, 'cause ... I'm not bad at all. I'm dreaming about scuba diving. Wohoa. I talk a lot. And the crowd goes 'No waaaaaay' :D People usually don't understand me, but it's because I talk like this 'I went to a park ... so as I was sitting there thinking how fucking great this book is ... and that Exit set - wow. But that's beacuse my soul isn't tortured by all that 'no one understands me' 'crap'. I understand me. I think. Do I? And that set from Paris ... wow ;)

Good enough? Or should I go ...

... goosh, this is so exciting. Things I like. Music - a lot, from what does that button do when it comes to djing to the 'did he took that sample from a sample of a sample of a sample or is it a template or ARGH? (that is why I like minimal tho I don't like it ;) puzzles ingredients sounds bigger sounds are made of) Books. Gambling from time to time. I sorta like football, but I am less serious about knowing it all ... unlike when I was ... younger? Gardening, in theory. Download whore :D Parties. Law. History. Animals. Board games. Weed abusing. Experimental hanging out with experimental but for no obvious reason illegal stuff? :D ... hm, it seems like I don't have much interests, huh? O well ... I can talk about almost anything :smugs:

On a less pretentious note (or at least few bullshitting levels down) I'll say I'm ... really nice :bag.on.head: and warm and cuddly and still very enthusiastic and optimistic about it all. Somewhat silly and childish and I'd say fun to be around. Oh ... and funny, yes I am :tongue: And eager to know and try out almost anything. I like to belive I'm easy going as well. Not scared of letting myself ... go? Maybe too honest and unwilling to understand that people are not me and shouldn't be trusted as much. *sighs* Open minded and and and ... should I ask someone who knows me to do this for me? *sighs some more and gets another bag for her head*

Or should I ... naaah, I shouldn't. Oh and, I suck in english :D

Also, result of my test number one isn't mine, not that it is of any importance, but if someone knows how to retake it, help. I'm annoyed by this clicking and going ... nowhere :D

And what am I supposed to do? This is a trick question? No, I'm not ambitious. And yes, if I were ... I'd be going places. :P

Other than that, I'm doing it. Is that good enough?

To quote someone who was able to put it in a non essay form --> 'Take it easy, but do take it' :-)

... urgh ... being really interested when I'm interested and not only pretending to be? :) If I wanna know stuff, I wanna know it all, not just pieces I choose. At being curious little prick? If I notice someone is hyper about something, I'll probably ask questions. Often, not always. I'm child-like from time to time. Luckily I'm no cat :D At listening, really. :) Talking, o well ... :D At being a friend :) At studying when I'm up to it, meaning wanting to know things I'm about to learn. Ok, even when I'm not, but I menage to force myself ... I rock :D At cuddling? *wishful thinking*

I have elephant like memory. :P (razor-sharp here and there) Especially of details. I really dig details and moments and ... 'little' things and I can't really help myself. And if I like you ... ouch for you, I'll remember it all :O :P

At jumping dancing screaming turning into a fool and having retarded fun in general. With people I feel comfortable with. So those lucky bastards LOVE me for that *smugs* Who else would jump and scream to ex Yu & punk songs in a living room. *colapses*takes a shower*repeats it all* Or knock on people's doors pretending to be a foreigner who needs to pee IMMEDIATELY or drive in a 'you know that thing in which you put stuff in while buying food in huuuuuge supermarkets' screaming nonsenses :D Such. Ok, I'm 14 years old and I lied about being 24. *cut*

Truth truth and nothing but the truth? My boobs. And possibly eyes. And ... fact I can't stop talking? I get nervous when I don't know someone, so I talk. And when I do know someone good enough and feel comfortable with ... then I talk just because I can :P I won't get offended if you shut me up ;)

Detroit techno, 3% of minimal techno, techno electro or other way around. Great techno in general? Progressive house Moshic-like. All sorts of electro, from nitendo electro to detroit electro. (but I don't like ed banger crew electro, electro that goes together with new rave whatever that is, nor electro clash :not anymore: ) I love that prick Digweed too. Progressive psy. Psyambient is nice from time to time. I have feelings for everything Simon Posford touched? :-D Industrial. EBM makes me giggle. Rave does that too. And the list goes on and on and on. Plastikman, Hawtin has his moments (albums mostly), Garnier, Voorn, Extrawelt, Kenny Larkin, Carl Craig, Drexciya, Brikha, A. Kowalski, Technasia, Younger Brother, Beat Bizarre, Shpongle, Fairmont, Aphex Twin, way too much. Waaaay. (Bonobo, Waldeck, Alphawezen chill me when I'm in the mood for it. Recently I'm even getting in touch with trip hop dub downtempo & other music I'm not that excited about, but BUT ;-)) And then there is ... from soft rock ... through country ... to jazz ;-D Cohen, Cash, Waits, Bowie, Iggy Pop, Nick Cave & TBS, Patti Smith, Nina Simone, Yann Tiersen, Lynch, Vangelis, Badalamenti, Ennio Morricone, Staples, Pulp, Depeche, The Clash, Sonic Youth, Cabaret Voltaire, The Velvet Underground, The Cure, The Magnetic Fields, The Knife, Ultravox, Pearl Jam, Blondie, aaa ... enough.

Before Sunrise/Sunset. The Big Lebowski. Goodbye Lenin. Running With Scissors. There Will Be Blood. The Storm Of The Century. Apt Pupil. Fear & Loathing In Las Vegas. Trainspotting. Punch-Drunk Love. The Third Man. Ice Age all three parts. Wall-E. Disney cartoons and cartoons in general. Lynch - all - from Twin Peaks to short crap :giggle: Blue Velvet, Mullholland Drive. Jarmusch does wonders. P.T. Anderson as well. + Maratonci trče počasni krug (:

Six Feet Under, Black Adder, Black Books, Southpark, Malcom In The Middle, AbFab, Weeds, The Big Bang Theory, IT Crowd, The Office (US), Boston Legal, and so on ...

Baricco 'Lands of Glass' & 'Silk', but I also like his other books, a lot. I enjoy Bruckner, Vonnegut, E. A. Poe, Lovecraft (especially 'The Colour Out Of Space') as well. Erlend Loe's book 'Naiv. Super.' <3 Albert Camus 'The stranger'. I enjoy SF too (Simmons, Dick, etc. ... Blade Runner, Ubik, Hyperion, The Fall Of Hyperion, ... ) but am still very new to it all. :) 2 or 3 of Murakami books. Selimović 'Derviš i Smrt' (underrated!) and many more. King was my thing when I was a kid. And I used to be a Poirot junkie during the elementary school. So yeah - A fucking lot. Books <3 I like comics too. :D

Food? Avijacija u pohanom izdanju sa pireom i špinatom na mlijeku, musaka od krumpira i raznorazni gulaši sa rižom ili njokima, ponekad čak i sa graškom. Piletina šampinjoni gorgonzola slane palačinke s tom istom piletinom. :D No kako sumnjam da će mi se netko javit zbog hrane koju jedem, dopuštam si hrvatski. Inače bi to bilo 'lost in translation' (and I hate the movie <3)

Music. Books. Sleeping and eating, otherwise I freak out. Perfectly clean bathroom. Caffetins as in headache pills that really work. Dylan Dog comics. Those people I'm interested in (:

(oh and ... dreams :little me: and internet most probably)

Is that it? Dunno. Could be.

I'll go jocker on this one. I don't lie, so I shall pass.

Are pandas and polar bears adoptable? Can I have one two three ... save them all? :D What does this button do, how does this work, who made it and from what, and ingredients ... are?, popcorns - accident orrrrr?, do I see a pattern, šbbkbb if I did that and not that what would I do next where would I be would it be a better place to be at and so on, if roulette is really cheatable will I ever get to the bottom of all that permutations combinations and whatever there is and win IT ALL?, is that 'Doing The Unstuck' song by The Cure right and is it really never to late?, when will I learn to dance like I don't hear the beat and not caring about it and are humans in general capable of it?, I think I know when and why fucking whoever no matter gender became such a shocker and argh (or I at least have a general idea about it) but what about the make up eye-liners skirts and such when it comes to men? *writes down - google it*, will I ever get Richie Hawtin into a sack or go down on James Purefoy, can I have Roland TB 303 for Christmas, about pros and cons of moving away, and ...

... why am I still writing ... when I went jocker on this one?

Out smoking drinking getting wasted pretending it's all because I'm so fucking geniously clever that I need those stuff to stop me from thinking? Lol. Or just hanging out with someone doing either stuff from above if that's 'the' night or just sipping the tea in a local bar playing Road Quizz and being disturbed because the machine is cheating. IT DOES! Doing cinema and wasting time at the casino afterwards. Or maybe just being at home, ignoring the world, reading, thinking about downloading 'Breaking Bad' or 'Boston Legal' or some pwetty pwetty cartoon that will make me go awwww. Watching 'Black Books' 'Rome' or sth ... for the third time. Couple of times a year I'm in a club, sitting, seeking for the leftovers of a plur or/and techno pretending that's the reason I'm not dancing. Is it? :dramatic pause:

:continues:

And again, where were we? :a bit lost again:

I'm emotionally handicapped as in 'I'm either blank or emo on loose' and I used to think that I'm not really capable of ... stuff I am capable of. Now I'm kinda mad I wasn't right, cause those stuff are ... gosh, what are they good for? :D

... oh common.

I'm not really convinced you should? *spot on a wall*

I'm all new to this and not really used to coming here and checking what's up, so it could take me ... a lot to answer. Then I'm gonna be here for couple of days, being sick extremely bored or sth, and reply to almost anything. Then I'll probably again forget about all this or have 'laziness - I has it' period again. But hey ... if you're willing to try :D

And you're somewhat interesting, funny, witty ... *bores herself to death* ... do it.