Hellequin53
20 / m / straight / single
Hamilton, Ontario, Canada
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not dead, vaguely unsettling, and slightly odd
My self-summary Propose an edit
First things first, introductions, I'm Brendan, pleased to meet
you. Now on with it.
Well I suppose I'll start here.
I'm something of a music enthusiast, although addict might be a
more accurate description. I spend hours upon countless hours
listening to music, collecting music (lately in the form of vinyl),
looking for new music, and deciphering it's many mysteries. So I
suppose it comes as little shock I've made it my chosen area of
study. I'm a guitarist, and I take my craft rather seriously. I'm
currently studying music at college (I'm considering the
possibility of switching to a University and taking a split major
of Music/English). I also study classical guitar privately, and I
have the nails to prove it. Music is my passion, love, muse and
ultimately my savior. The life of the musician is what I've chosen,
and as such I've solemnly accepted the fact that I shall remain
utterly destitute for the remainder of my life.
Second among my passions is that of art. I draw, sketch and paint
incessantly. I keep a sketchpad with me nearly everywhere, and have
filled innumerable sketchpads with hundreds of drawings. My
bookshelf is littered with dozens of books on anatomy, perspective,
technique and art history. I visit galleries whenever I get the
chance, whether the art is famous or not.
Third and fourth among my passions are those of literature and
learning. I often have my head stuck in a book, forgoing sleep to
finish "one more chapter". I've read something about nearly every
topic making me a veritable walking encyclopedia of absolutely
useless information (although one frequently called upon by
friends). I actually work at a used bookstore; so I usually bring a
few (ten or more) books home a week for dirt cheap (or often for
free). I believe at last count I owned something in the area of
five hundred books. I also write a fair deal. Finally, I love
museums & historical sites, being around antiquities and
history makes me giddy with the thought of the many hands these
objects passed through, and the events they witnessed (as much as
an object can witness), but then again I'm strange like that.
I'm a pretty quiet person, I enjoy my personal time and my privacy.
I tend to spend many hours cloistered in my room, pursuing singular
activity; whether it be: writing, reading, drawing, practicing or
composing. Conversely I also revel in social interaction. I have
what many describe as a very odd, absurd and rather dark sense of
humor. I'm utterly self depreciating. I'm rather prone to fits of
existential angst and despair. Schadenfreude amuses me to no end
(granted as long as the subject is deserving of their fate). I tend
to err on the side pessimism, and find myself delving deeper into
cynicism as the years pass. I've been known to rant and lecture on
esoteric subjects for hours on end to anyone unfortunate enough to
be within range. I'm fairly slow to trust people, as I've seen more
than my fair share of betrayal. I'm an obsessive tea drinker, I'm
probably drinking it as you read this. I have an unhealthy love of
the rain and fog. I'm deathly afraid of telephones, and rarely use
them except in occasions of dire need. I've been known to be an
insufferable geek. I suffer intense and frequent, chronic
migraines. I have nothing left to say.
What I'm doing with my life Propose an edit
Wasting my life, and trying to get laid...no scrap that.
Traveling the long and arduous path of the musician, gaining the proficiency and
knowledge to excel in my chosen discipline. Expanding my horizons
and honing my craft as an artist and poet. Feverishly and futilely
attempting to learn all in this world...While wasting my life and
trying to get laid.
I'm really good at Propose an edit
Playing Guitar,
Writing, Making
tea, Drawing/painting/sculpting, Self Loathing, Brooding,
Ranting, Baking,
Muttering incoherently, Reading books at an incredible
pace.
Finally: Crushing and scattering my enemies, driving them before
me, seeing their cities reduced to ashes, watching those who love
them shrouded in tears, and gathering into my bosom their wives and
daughters.
Aww Genghis Khan, such a fluffy and bubbly guy.
The first thing(s) people usually notice about me Propose an edit
Most likely my height (6'4), my copious vocabulary, or the
long hair.
People have actually come up to me, with the explicit purpose of
telling me how great my hair is. One girl came up and asked to
touch it, and then proceeded to touch it before I was able to
respond...which was more than a little weird.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food Propose an edit
Literature:
Everything from ancient myth and Classical works (The Iliad & The Odyssey, Plato's Republic,
Virgil's Aeneid, Marcus Aurelius' Meditations,
The Satyricon, Tacitus' Annals and Histories, Livy's
Histories of Rome, The Art Of War, Irish mythology (Táin Bó
Cúailnge), Norse Mythology, The Epic of Gilgamesh, I'm rather
partial to Greek tragedy, comedy and drama as well, think
Euripides, Aeschylus and Aristophanes ), Medieval
works (Beowulf,
Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, The Canterbury Tales, La Morte
D'Arthur, The Divine Comedy),
Renaissance works (Shakespeare, Marlowe, Machiavelli's The Prince, Paradise Lost),
Romanticism (William Blake, Samuel Taylor
Coleridge, Lord
Byron, Edgar A. Poe, Nathaniel Hawthorne) Irish Literature
(James Joyce,
Oscar Wilde,
William Butler Yeats etc.), Russian Literature (Tolstoy, Dostoevsky, Turgenev, Aleksander
Solzhenitsyn), Early Science Fiction/Fantasy (Edgar Rice Burroughs,
H.G Wells, Jules Verne, Arthur Conan Doyle), 20th Century
Literature, especially the Beat authors and those involved in the
Counter-Culture movement (Franz Kafka, C.S Forester, E.M Forster,
F. Scott Fitzgerald, John Steinbeck, Robert Graves, Anthony
Burgess, Ernest Hemingway, Jack Kerouac,
William
S. Burroughs, Allen Ginsberg, Kurt Vonnegut, Hunter S. Thompson,
Abbie
Hoffman etc.), New wave and literary Science Fiction/Fantasy
(Frank
Herbert, Isaac Asimov, Ray Bradbury, Aldous Huxley, Carl Sagan,
Philip K. Dick, Michael Moorcock), and some
of the classic geek fodder (J.R.R Tolkien (I actually own
a first edition copy of The Silmarillion), Douglas Adams, The
Principia
Discordia). I also read a lot of non-fiction pertaining to
Philosophy (especially Stoicism and Existentialism), Political
Science and History. I've amassed a rather large library, something
in the area of five hundred books, and it grows weekly.
Movies:
The Star Wars
Trilogy, The Lord of the Rings, The
Indiana Jones Trilogy, Bladerunner, Lawrence of Arabia,
David Cronenberg films, Eraserhead (or any of David Lynch's films),
I'm Not There, The Royal Tennenbaums, The Kenneth Brannagh versions
of Henry The Fifth and Hamlet, Bloody Sunday, Dune (On purely
aesthetic merits), Akira Kurosawa films, pretty much everything
Ingmar
Bergman did, Help!, Yellow Submarine, A Hard Day's Night, This
is Spinal Tap, Waiting for Guffman, A Mighty Wind, Time Bandits,
What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Syriana, The Power of Nightmares,
Young Frankenstein, Duck Soup (and the rest of the Marx brothers),
Children of Men, Monty Python and the Holy Grail,
Monty Python's Life of Brian, Meaning of Life, The U.S vs. John
Lennon, A
Clockwork Orange, 2001: A Space Odyssey, If...., Full Metal
Jacket, Apocalypse Now, Batman, In Cold Blood, Little Miss
Sunshine, Lolita, The Party, Dr. Strangelove, The Iron Giant,
Princess Bride, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Also pretty much
whatever is on TVO's Saturday Night at the Movies, I've been
introduced to some of my favourite films through there.
Music:
AC/DC, Alice Cooper,
Amon
Düül II, Andromeda, Andy Summers
& Robert Fripp, Armageddon, Arthur Brown, Atomic Rooster, The Band, Barenaked Ladies,
The
Beatles, Big
Brother & The Holding Company, Bill Evans Trio, Billy Cobham,
Black
Sabbath, Black Widow, Blind Faith, Blue Cheer, Blue Öyster Cult,
Bob
Dylan, Brian Eno, Budgie, Buffalo Springfield,
Canned Heat,
Captain
Beefheart, Captain Beyond, Caravan, Charles Mingus, Charlie Parker,
Chet Baker,
Chick Corea,
Comus, Cream, Crosby,
Stills, Nash & Young, Curtis Mayfield, David Bowie,
Deep Purple,
Derek
and The Dominos, Devo, Django Reinhardt, Dizzy Gillespie,
Don McLean,
Donovan, The Doors, Electric
Light Orchestra, Elvis Costello, Fairport Convention,
Fleetwood
Mac (well the Peter Green fronted version anyway),
Focus, Frank Zappa, Free, Fripp & Eno, Funkadelic, Gary Numan, Genesis (Peter Gabriel
lineup), Gentle
Giant, George Benson, George Harrison, Giles,
Giles & Fripp, Grant Green, Grateful Dead, Hawkwind, Herbie Hancock, Humble Pie, H.P.
Lovecraft, Iggy
Pop, Iron
Butterfly, Isaac Hayes, James Brown, Janis Joplin, Jeff Beck, Jefferson Airplane,
Jethro Tull,
Jim Hall,
Jimi
Hendrix, John Coltrane, John Lennon, John
Mayall & The Bluesbreakers, John McLaughlin, Johnny Winter,
Joni
Mitchell, Judas Priest, King Crimson, The Kinks, Kraftwerk, Led Zeppelin,
Lenny
Breau, Leonard Cohen, Love, Mahavishnu
Orchestra, Marvin Gaye, MC5, Miles Davis, Moby Grape, Motörhead, Mott the Hoople, Mountain, The Move, Neil Young, Nine Inch Nails, Ornette Coleman,
Paul
McCartney, Pentangle, Peter Gabriel, Peter Hammill, Pharoah Sanders,
Pink Fairies,
Pink Floyd,
The Police,
Procol Harum,
Queen, Radiohead, Rage Against
the Machine, Rainbow, The Ramones, Ravi Shankar, Renaissance, Return to Forever,
Robert
Fripp, Robert Johnson, The Rolling Stones,
Rory
Gallagher, Roxy Music, Roy Harper, Santana, Sir Lord Baltimore, Sly
& The Family Stone, Soft Machine, Soundgarden, Spooky Tooth, Steely Dan, Steppenwolf, Stevie Wonder,
The Stooges,
Strawbs, Sun Ra, Syd Barrett, Talking Heads, Taste, Television, Thelonious Monk, Tom Waits, Tommy Bolin, Tomorrow, The Tony Williams
Lifetime, Traveling Wilburys, T. Rex, Van der Graaf
Generator, The Velvet Underground,
Wes
Montgomery, Wishbone Ash, The White Stripes,
The Who,
XTC, The Yardbirds, Yes, The Zombies, 13th Floor
Elevators
My musical interests include everything and anything. I do however
gravitate toward jazz, rock, blues, psychedelia,
progressive/experimental rock, and old R&B/Soul & Funk. My
record collection borders on the obscenely decadent really.
Food: Tea (seriously I drink like two pots of the stuff a
day), Coffee, Middle Eastern and Indian food, Sushi, and The Souls
of Dead Children.
The six things I could never do without Propose an edit
1. My Guitars
2. A sketch pad and drawing implements.
3. A notebook
4. Computer with an active internet connection
5. My Room & bed
6. Books (and by
extension, public libraries/used bookstores.)
7. iPod/Music Collection (and by extension used record
stores)
8. Tea
9. My dearest friends.
10. This Space intentionally left blank.
It's more than six but.......well I suppose I'm terribly
materialistic then.
I spend a lot of time thinking about Propose an edit
Art, music, literature, politics, science, philosophy...and
this:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=DEtwU6fzZiQ
I'm not sure if it's a brilliant post-modern deconstruction of the
frantic pace of modern life...or a guy running on a treadmill
painting pictures of a fat man.
On a typical Friday night I am Propose an edit
A. Sleeping
B. Drinking by myself.
C. Hanging out with friends, when they're not busy, or they tell me
that they're doing something.....I really need to get out
more.
D. Having my weekly existential crisis.
E. Drawing.
F. Practicing guitar.
G. Conquering small Eastern European nations.
H. Reading.
The most private thing I'm willing to admit here Propose an edit
I have a notorious weakness for redheads...
You should message me if Propose an edit
You feel the urge...
OR if you share similar musical tastes are local to semi-local and
want to jam.
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Questions He Cares About View all
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- The survival of another species should be...
- · Our responsibility.
- · Unimportant.
- · Determined exclusively by natural selection.
- · Determined by its usefulness to humanity.
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- Ideally, how often would you have sex?
- · Every day
- · 3 to 4 times per week
- · 1 to 2 times per week
- · less than once per week
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- If you were visiting a new city, where would you be most excited to go?
- · Tourist attractions or entertainment venues.
- · Historically or culturally important places.
- · Places popular with the locals.
- · Home.







