I am mercurial, eccentric, and musical.
My Self-Summary
The main point of my life is
music. I am a complete
band geek and i love doing
anything that involves that.
Friends mean the world to me, and i love
them all.
I tend to be one confusing oxymoron..if that makes an sense at
all... im a huge nerd, but i dont look it; i'm extremely out-going,
but im terribly shy; im a suductress, but im an awkward little girl
at heart. see what i mean?
i try to lead my life by my emotions, but my pragmatic side always
takes over in the last instant and then im upset with myself for
not doing what i want because im too damn persuasive. And that all
stems from the fact that im a voracious reader and i love to
submerge myself into different worlds.
What I’m doing with my life
persuing my dream of becoming a band teacher and musician,
pondering the meaning of life, working endlessly on my goals,
trying to break from my disgusting habit of not doing what i want
in life, trying to become a better person, and healing my shattered
heart :)
I’m really good at
Band, and teaching, and persuasion, and debating, and BSing and
reading, and talking, and sex, and flipping my hair, and singing,
and did i mention band?, and laughing, and, acting, and pondering,
and wasting time, and loving
The first things people usually notice about me
That nothing about me is small, so they usually see my hair(which
is quite scarey), and my tall stature and the simple fact that im
quite a woman ;P
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
My favorite book is Rhapsody by Elizabeth Hayden, and i love
romantic comedies and musicals. And as for music...i love and
listen to it all!
The six things I could never do without
1. Billy
2. Band
3. The terrible two's
4. my phone
5. my hair
6. lip stick
I spend a lot of time thinking about
what the future holds, the universe, how i feel, music, my past
(although i try to avoid that as much as possible), school, maybe
ill let myself do what i want :D, band, myself, my friends, and
then anything else im forced to think about.
On a typical Friday night I am
with billy..or (on a rare occasion) working or doing something
school related
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
im scared to get myself out there, but once we're on that
comfortable basis, im quite a rambuncious soul.
You should message me if
you like music, you like blondes, you treat women well, you like to
have fun, the first thing you say to me isnt something that would
make hugh hefner blush *scowl*, you just want to meet someone who
is fun, caring, and will stick by you forever..or untill you just
want her to leave :)