"I want to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life,[and] if it were sublime, to know it by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in my next excursion." ~Paraphrased from Thoreau

LIVE LIKE YOU FUCKIN' MEAN IT!!

INTERESTS: Interesting people, philosophy, religion, politics, psychology, computers, and Music. I'm a metalhead chick, I love the local music scene and hanging out with friends on my time off. I'm Buddhist I'm also into BDSM. I love and accept all people... though may not enjoy everyone's company. I reserve the right to tell you to FUCK OFF if I think you're creepy.

The man I want doesn't have to be tall, dark, or overly handsome. He is an intelligent and well-read person. A person of the world and not only of his hometown. He is successful because he is happy with his position in life. He doesn't need to be rich. He is tactful but honest. He is emotionally available and comfortable discussing anything. He is caring and mature. He is funny and light hearted about most things. He seeks out great people and intellectual discussion. He is content to spend time cuddled in bed on a rainy day but also enjoys being out with friends. He is not a workaholic. He leaves work at work and comes home to play. He is sadistic because he enjoys creating sensations in his partner. He loves to see her squirm against the pain. He loves to tie her up and enjoy controlling her body. He loves to touch her mind.

Of course, I strive to be the partner that a man like that would want. Its all a process.
Expressing myself makes me tick. I enjoy learning itself more than anything else in the world. Quotes help me to feel connected with history, it's comforting.. like standing on the shoulders of giants.
I'm a bleeding heart. I love to volunteer for local festivals, help animals, and contribute to any charity that touches my heart. I am NOT the type of person who would ever enjoy hunting or fishing. ever. I do enjoy the outdoors, especially cool-weather camping.
I really don't mind what religion anyone else is, just leave me mine. My spirituality is quiet and reserved, I will never push it on anyone. I expect the same.

I own a website www.TheHushStore.com

I plan to return to the University of Louisiana ASAP. My major will be Communications, concentration Interpersonal and Organizational Communications.

writing. I love to write. Anything from poetry to essays, lyrics to letters. I'm also pretty damn good with computer hardware and software. I'm a loyal friend, confidant, and therapist.

If a person were to notice me, it would probably be b/c I stick out from the crowds I am in (I would be the wholesome-looking chick at the suspension show or the quiet one in a corner playing chess and listening to the metal band)... If you're able to make me smile I'm told it's quite memorable.

a) Life of Pi by Yann Martel, The Universe In A Single Atom by His Holiness (The 14th) Dali Lama, The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger, On The Beach by Nevil Shute, Handmaid's tale, 1984 by George Orwell, When Rabbit Howls, SET THIS HOUSE IN ORDER BY MATT RUFF. Emily Dickinson & Shel Silverstein's poetry, Fear Nothing, Edgar Allen Poe's , The Dark is Rising series by Susan Cooper,too many more I won't go there.

b)300, Children of Men, Fried Green Tomatoes, The Matrix, Labyrinth, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971), Fantasia, Pirates of the Carribean, Beauty and the Beast, Lord of the Rings, Nightmare Before Christmas, Under the Tuscan Sun, Rainman, Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind, What Dreams May Come, The Neverending story, The Little Mermaid, Dying Young, Stepmom (actually almost anything with Julia Roberts, Sandra bullock, hugh jackman, and adam sandler), Click!, Secretary, 28 Days, My fair Lady, Monty Python's Holy Grail, Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, all the shit I couldn't see as a kid, TV movies too

c) Mudvayne, Flaw, RA, Cold

d) NOODLES! italian, chinese, american (no cajun or spicy food)

1. books

2. a canine companion (currently Lady and Maggie)

3. my favorite music

4. my computer

5. the net

6. cellphone

evolving my opinions about issues that matter to me, and what i want to do with my life

Expressing myself makes me tick, through literary and visual arts, mostly.I enjoy learning itself more than anything else in the world. Quotes help me to feel connected with history, it's comforting.. like standing on the shoulders of giants.

bdsm

I'm a bundle of contradictions looking for someone to balance me and challenge me. I value intelligence, empathy, and honesty... I am not shy, although at first i may seem it b/c i simply don't like to put myself out there until i feel I can trust you.

My favorite quotes:

"Despise not small things, either for evil or good, for a look may work thy ruin, or a word create thy wealth. A spark is a little thing, yet it may kindle the world." – Martin Farquhar Tupper

"Striving for perfection is the greatest stopper there is.… It's your excuse to yourself for not doing anything. Instead, strive for excellence, doing your best." – Sir Laurence Olivier

"When love beckons to you, follow Him, Though His ways are hard and steep. And when His wings enfold you yield to Him, Though the sword hidden among His pinions may wound you." - Kahlil Gibran

"I care not what others think of what I do, but I care very much about what I think of what I do!. That is character." – Theodore Roosevelt

"The courage to be is the courage to accept oneself, in spite of being unacceptable." – Paul Tillich

"We are, each of us, angels with only one wing, and we can only fly embracing each other." – Luciano Decrescenzo

"The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing."– Albert Einstein

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter won't mind."~ Theodor Seuss Geisel (Dr Suess)

"If we don't change, we don't grow. If we don't grow, we are not really living. Growth demands a temporary surrender of security."~ Gail Sheehy

Listen to the MUSTN'TS, child,
Listen to the DON'Ts
Listen to the SHOULDN'TS
The IMPOSSIBLES, the WON'TS
Listen to the NEVER HAVES
Then listen close to me-
Anything can happen, child,
ANYTHING can be.~Shel Silverstein

"It takes courage to grow up and turn out to be who you really are."~E. E. Cummings

"What the caterpillar calls the end of the world the master calls a butterfly."– Richard Bach

Hanging out with friends in Lafayette, catching a local metal band, sometimes in Baton Rouge or New Orleans at a club... Maybe catching a movie...

I'm into BDSM.

I'm passionate about pretty much everything in my life. On those lines, I consider SM as just being more passionate. I like focus, and intensity. I am of the opinion that nearly everyone enjoys the rush of pain in some measure. When I get into something, I tend to hyper-focus until I get everything I can out of it. Maybe its oversimplification, but I'm really just an adrenaline junkie.

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