I'm a bleeding heart. I love to volunteer for local festivals, help animals, and contribute to any charity that touches my heart. I am NOT the type of person who would ever enjoy hunting or fishing. I do enjoy the outdoors, especially cool-weather camping. I also like yoga and swimming and amusement park rides.
I really don't mind if someone has a religion or which brand. My spirituality is quiet and reserved, I will never push it on anyone. I expect the same. I'm Buddhist. I love and accept all people... though may not enjoy everyone's company.

I'm a strong person, perhaps both despite and because of my past. I value myself more now because I have battled all my life to become me. I am a very caring person. I am interesting, intelligent, and funny. If you aren't then we probably won't get along.

I am adventurous, bright, and kind

What I'm into:
Interesting people, philosophy, quantum theory, religion, politics, psychology, computers, and music. Specifically: world travelers and their stories, learning about cultures from the people who live in them, the answers to "what's your story?", "what do you believe?" and "what do you love?"... the possible, the chemistry of emotion, the electronics of thought...
I'm a metalhead chick, mostly. I love the local music scene and hanging out with friends on my time off. I love the ability of music to express feelings and emotions. I read a lot. I like fiction, anything to escape but preferably something that makes me think. I enjoy learning itself more than anything else in the world. I have a 13 year old miniature dachshund who is my best friend.

I own a website www.TheHushStore.com (NSFW)

I plan to return to the University of Louisiana ASAP. My major will be Informatics.

Until then... I do stuff, yknow, for a living even.

writing. I love to write. Anything from poetry to essays, lyrics to letters. I'm also pretty damn good with computer hardware and software. I'm a loyal friend, confidant, and therapist.

If a person were to notice me, it would probably be b/c I stick out from the crowds I am in (I would be the wholesome-looking chick at the suspension show or in a corner playing chess and listening to the metal band)... If you're able to make me smile I'm told it's quite memorable.

(TV Series) True Blood (HBO), (A Town called) Eureka! (SciFi)

a) The Art of Racing in the Rain by Garth Stein, Anne Cushman Enlightenment for Idiots-A Novel, Life of Pi by Yann Martel, The Universe In A Single Atom by HH(The 14th) Dali Lama, The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger, On The Beach by Nevil Shute, Handmaid's tale, 1984 by George Orwell, When Rabbit Howls, SET THIS HOUSE IN ORDER BY MATT RUFF. Emily Dickinson & Shel Silverstein's poetry, Edgar Allen Poe's short stories, The Dark is Rising series by Susan Cooper, too many more I won't go there.

b)Secretary, 300, Children of Men, Fried Green Tomatoes, The Matrix, Labyrinth, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971), Fantasia, Pirates of the Caribbean, Under the Tuscan Sun, Rainman, Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind, Zombieland, Good Will Hunting, Inception, What Dreams May Come, The Neverending story, Dogma, Across the Universe, Lady and the Tramp, My fair Lady, Monty Python's Holy Grail, Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, the notebook, all the shit I couldn't see as a kid, TV movies too... Almost anything with Julia Roberts, Sandra bullock, Jude Law hugh jackman, or adam sandler SUCH AS- Reign Over Me, The Holiday, Repo Men, Click!, Stepmom, Mona Lisa Smile, 28 Days,

c) Mudvayne, Flaw, RA, Cold, Adema, AVENGENGED SEVENFOLD, Audioslave, American Head Charge, Acid Bath, Alice In Chains, Bush, Cake, Concrete Blonde-Bloodletting, Crazy Town, Cold, Coldplay, Cradle of Filth, Coal Chamber, Dimmu Borgir, Deftones, Disturbed, Drowning Pool, Evanescence, Five Bolt Main, Fuel, Fear Factory, Godsmack, Incubus, Kitti, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Motograter, Mushroomhead, old Metallica, Marilyn Manson, Nirvana, Nine Inch Nails, 10 years, Nothingface, Nonpoint, Opeth, Ozzy, Papa Roach, A Perfect Circle, P.O.D., Rage Against the Machine, Rob Zombie, Seether, Soil, Stone Sour, Skindred, Skinny Puppy, Slipknot, System of a Down, Sevendust, Staind, Stone Temple Pilots, Shinedown, Tantric, Tool, Trust Company, The Toadies,

For Cheering me up/driving music: Classical symphonies, "My Girl", "Brown Eyed Girl", Toby Keith, David Bowie(Labyrinth soundtrack), Depeche Mode, Tenacious D, Blake Shelton, Jimmy Buffet, 311, UB40, The Monkees, The Doobie Brothers, Dwight Yoakum, Jessica Andrews, Van Morrison, Shania Twain, Nickelback, TV theme songs, Rob Thomas, Sean Paul, Enya, Disney Soundtracks, random radio rockers, Imee Ooi, and some local bands- Destination Sanity,

d) Pasta

1. creativity- the chance to write, express, imagine and dream

2. a canine companion- the unconditional love and honesty

3. respect- for others, from others, for the world at large

4. Communication- through the net, phone, or in person

5. Friendship

6. Sexual Intimacy

Expressing myself makes me tick, through literary and visual arts, mostly.I enjoy learning itself more than anything else in the world.

Hanging with friends, going out, or maybe reading

I'm into BDSM
In the interest of openness: The man I want is an intelligent and well-read person. A person of the world, not only of his hometown. He is successful because he is happy with his position in life. He is tactful but honest. He is emotionally available and comfortable discussing anything. He is caring and mature. He is funny and light-hearted about most things. He seeks out great people and intellectual discussion. He is content to spend time cuddled in bed on a rainy day but also enjoys being out with friends. He leaves work at work and comes home to play... I don't need anyone to complete me, but if someone complete would like to share life with me, I'm open.

I'm kinky, submissive, masochist, and poly. If you don't know what that means you probably won't be a good match for me, but if for some reason you think I should educate you, feel free to drop me a line.

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