The eye can only catch what’s pictured within the frame, but beyond it there is a whole world you can only guess and imagine.
I like to see life in all its colors and shades and sometimes have a taste for contrasts. Together they make the world complete, and I want to seize them, all in one hand. Art, Literature, Music, Nature - they are my drugs, and sometimes I feel the need to sharpen my senses to the fullest so that I could let them take over me completely.
I really care about expression, I admire those that can express more by saying less, and have a high regard to originality. I admit I like complicated and complicating things, facing mirrors, questions that bounce off the walls of my skull, knots and folds, stories that always reinvent their endings.
Now, due to the many misunderstandings it caused, I think I should once and for all try to clarify my "other and very serious about it" choice of spiritual orientation (by no means I call it religion). After many years of searching, I can say that I roughly consider myself close to SBNR non-theist (not to be confused with atheist, happen to get along with them very well, though), having my own, self-crafted formula, including a set of positions such as: deism, pandeism, agnosticism, skepticism, all shaped by a strong inclination towards ietsism and ignosticism ("Darn sniffy woman, throwing all those buzz-words at me now, who the fuck does she think she is??" Mwahahahaha! I'm just evil.) Short put, I don't believe in any kind of a nanny-god, nor in some separate entity, with a clear plan such as which side of the doughnut should hold the jam. And the fact that I believe I shouldn't give a name to my orientation doesn't mean that it is not an important part of my life, on the contrary, spirituality means very much and says a lot about me as a person. So... there you are, all ye curious ones, "now you know, and knowing is half the battle"... against the fierce army of ontological chickens).
Oh, our mighty okcupid, only a dash next to religion in the details box could be understood as "I don't care/don't think about/don't want to talk about" religion, which is not true. On the other hand, an "other" religion happened to be understood as if I might be part of some obscure head-chopping-virgin-sacrificing cult... And, okcupid, believe me, it's overly annoying to have to convince people that I'm not part of any Mickey-Mouse-worshiping sect! (facepalm)
So, if by your mercy people that do not consider themselves to be atheists have the right to state their spirituality, please, bestow upon us the honor of specifying "religion/spiritual orientation" or SBNR (spiritual but not religious) in the details card.
When needed, I can speak and act like a human being... even if to some it might not seem so. I may be introverted, but I like to think that I have a strong humanistic core (that meaning I admire its potential rather than what humanity presently is)
I'm much of a profile hunter/haunter now, I like to observe how some people try to capture that tricky, evasive bit of their own essence in an interesting way, against the limitations of a summary box.
Rather interested in the occasional witty conversation, maybe some suggestion for a new book, show, or just that brilliantly funny message.
Curious but respectful, bit snoopy but discreet, tiptoeing, not intruding.