Underneathe though, I'm a very loving and loyal person. My family is my first priority even when they drive me up the wall. My closest friends are still mostly the ones I had in high school or even middle school, and I'm on civil terms with most of my exes. I spent almost a decade working with people so mentally impaired most of them will never be able to say "thank you"; and I'm now transitioning to a career of serving society where the same will likely apply. Most people I meet eventually end up in one of 2 categories - the ones I'd take a bullet for, and the ones I'd let drown. So I don't apologize for taking my time to make up my mind about anyone.
Put simply, I'm not complicated. If I come off that way - it's because I don't trust you, yet.