vacations are fun but it feels so good to be home :-)
EUROPE was awesome and pretty cold ;-)
AUSTIN is home sweet home again :)
VEGAS will feel my wrath real soon !
POKER is a hard way to make an easy living :/
- but as of right now im ...
- being a bum while trying to pay off some debt
- not in school but someday heading back to UT
- not a christian anymore but retained some morals
- finally working out again at home and 24 FITNESS
- either dealing or playing poker, downtown or strip club
as spontaneous as i am, im a creature of habit, order and routine (i have a few OCD tendencies ;) so when i find something i like, i embrace it, but that does not mean im incapable of changing this routine when needed, im a pretty flexible, "go with the flow" type of guy that is normally not caught off guard, i believe that the more you plan and prepare, the more spontaneous you can be
im also a risk taker, i look at life as a series of gambles, some people gamble with their health (fast food, not working out, unprotected sex, etc) some people gamble with their life (sky diving, mountain climbing, bungee jumping, etc), but i gamble with my money and have lots of fun doing it . i have always been one who is willing to try something unconventional to achieve my goal or complete my task, when you look at life as risk versus reward it simplifies into whether or not you are willing to act on what you believe in
also, im (basically) a homebody now, i spent a ridiculous amount of time outside in the sun (burning) when i was little, spent the majority of my days training or playing some sort of sport in school through college, and worked my ass off at several jobs after i dropped out, but now i just want to relax, i value my free time (which i have more of now than i would like) so i will always take advantage of any opportunity to sit back and enjoy the moment, often when i get home after a long day, all i want to do is curl up on my queen sized bed with a warm blanket and my bones to either play some video games or poker online, catch up on my shows or watch a movie, or just take a (brief) nap
up until recently, all my time was being consumed by work, i just lost 2 of my jobs and went from working 6-7 days a week to just 3, which is making it harder for me to climb out of the hole i dug myself from years of trusting the wrong people and deviating from the plan, but im still making progress but now it's the bare minimum, just when things were starting to go my way, another series of unfortunate events took place . but dont get me wrong, im still doing something i love and it will always be fun and exciting for me, but lately im in a downward spiral and spinning my wheels shifting debt around just to live day to day, if this trend continues then something needs to change, if this is just in a slump then i hope it ends soon
i have the most awesome cat in the world and i love him to death
bones : he's a black cat with random white hairs here and there, he follows me around the house most of the time and loves to sleep at my feet or in my arms at night, he slices the hell out of my hands when we wrestle but he's truly the sweetest thing there is, he's scared of the vacuum but brave enough to patiently stalk it and pounce when it least expects it only until i start sucking the fur off of him and then he retreats around the corner and waits for a better time to strike, he had a bit of a stomach issue but it has been taken care of and is a very healthy kitty who eats better than i do, also he loves hair ties, he will search high and low for them and when he does find them he will carry them around in his mouth, throwing them up to try and catch them, if he thinks im trying to take them away he will run and hide them in his food bowl, hes an awesome cat
well thats basically me, im your basic average normal guy
oh and by the way, my name is ed :)
I am lazy, tired, and hungry