I am a quiet, considerate person.
I love media in all its forms, and I am patient and kind. I often find that when I speak to a certain kind of person, it seems that much deep thought went into my response, which, for the life of me, I cannot remember focusing on, at all.
It seems at this point in my life, that all of my thought processes have become frighteningly subconscious, however, when I examine the product of the discussion or debate, my position seems, to me, flawless reason.
I am a homebody and want nothing more than to stay home and enjoy what I know I love, which is not to say that I dislike novelty or diversity of experience, however I do enjoy the feeling of control and security that comes from knowing my surroundings.
I feel that I could die right now completely satisfied with the way things have turned out, or I could live for another thousand years.
There are times, however, (I think this happens to me more than most people) when I perceive the world with a tremendous, overpowering sense of wonder, combine that with the knowledge of the underlying principles, concepts, and theories of the world. and you have a sense of what makes my life worth living.
I have a measure of focus that I have not seen matched.

I am Complex, Deliberate, and Profound

I am the head of networking tutors for the College of Westchester, I also design databases using SQL, and then use the brunt of my technical knowledge to do the rest of complete website design, marketing, monetization, I also configure LAMP servers for a consulting firm.
I have a very strong Liberal Arts education, Innate it seems, however, rather than pursue that course in my education, I have sought to be more varietal, with that in mind I am pursuing a career in systems integration, and knowledge architecture. I Plan to write and direct movies when I am in a position of decent financial security, My personal creed when it comes to this is "live to art, don't art to live" I won't go to school for this, or make it my main career choice, I don't want to make cat litter commercials to pay for my art. (I would prefer to direct on a shoestring budget, but my stylistic need for an Asian cinematographer is more than enough of an obstacle to immediate progress) I also compose music using computers, and doubt that any interest or money will come from it.
Interests Books, Music, Cinema, Cooking, Television, Teas, Computers, Research, Science, Strategy Games, Qi Gong, Tai Chi, Privacy and Seclusion, Writing, Filmmaking, Music Production, Logistics,
activities Qigong, Tai Chi, Reading, Pondering and Consideration, Meditation. Listening to music on My Headphones.
I Am Shy Until You Get to know me. I like the Hum of machinery, I dislike when people talk loudly, I generally dislike conversation with new people, I am a homebody, Fond of abstractions and concepts,

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I wrote a test. It is very preliminary, but still good for gauging your taste in comparison to mine. http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-taste-test-9

I am not bragging when I say that I am good at quite a few things, too many to name, however I have my high and low points, I have a keen critical eye, this skill goes beyond superficial examination, I combine deep understanding of many issues with a depth and width of knowledge that is staggering, combined with almost supernatural insight and intuition.
Good sense of humor (A bit perverse some would say)
My talent at the art of cookery has surpassed all of my experience of the craft. which is substantial.
My taste in many areas is vastly superior to many, of course my enjoyment of my interests are complex and multifaceted, and often I bring Insights to the experience of observation which remain undiscovered by others, even those who specialize in cultural analysis.(I should know, I read those cultural criticism books for pleasure)
My flaws are few, but those I do have are deep, a tremendous distrust of everyone, a fear of rejection, when it comes to romantic affairs, to an almost pathological degree, I find it tremendously hard to have a discussion with serious consequences when I am not sure if I have the upper hand, I have a hard time displaying my true knowledge and prowess at conversation if I am uncertain of a persons disposition or personality, Procrastination is an issue, however I find it far less of an issue because when others waste time, I increase my knowledge and skills.

Long hair and beard I would suppose, Perhaps my aloof yet polite nature, I don't know, I never ask.

Music Loess, Aphex Twin, Stars of the Lid, Autechre, Deathprod, GAS (Wolfgang Voigt), Chopin, Alva noto, Sigur Ros, Loscil, Talking Heads, Dmitri Shostakovich, Cocteau Twins, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Vivaldi, Raymond Scott, Angelo Badalamenti, Anouar brahem, Arcade Fire, Basic Channel, The Beach Boys, Bjork, Blixa Bargeld, Brian Eno, CAN, NEU!, Einstürzende Neubauten, COIL, Deaf Center, Depeche Mode, Grizzly Bear, John Lennon, Johnny Cash, Justice, Kavinsky, Massive Attack, Patsy Cline, Neko Case, Krzysztof Penderecki, Ryuichi Sakamoto, Sun Ra, Svarte Greiner, Tori Amos. WOW thats a long list!
books I've Read Everything By Vladimir Nabakov, Kurt Vonnegut, Margaret Atwood, Chuck Palahniuk, Natsuo Kirino, Mordecai Richler, Poppy Z Brite. Nikolai Gogol, Samuel Beckett, Alexander Pushkin
The only philosophers I respect Are Hegel and Schopenhauer. (I know, conflicting, right?)
TV Lost, Carnevale, Futurama, Mad Men, Twin Peaks, The Office (Both versions), Breaking Bad, Nip / tuck,Six Feet Under, Father Ted, Black Books, Simpsons(5 thu 8), Venture Bros.,Rescue Me, Sopranos(4 tru 6),Mr Show, Garth Merenghis Dark Place. Ali G Show,
movies The Straight Story, Eraserhead, The Shining, 28 Days Later, Cape Fear (both versions equally) American history X any Miazaki THX1138, 2001: A Space Odyssey, Lord Of The Rings(all), Blue Velvet, Red Dragon, Mirrormask,

Headphones
Media
Mushrooms
words (Hooray WORDS!)
My Own Thoughts
The Universe (I think.)
still true after 4 years...

My plans for the future,
And choices for whatever projects I'm working on.

Reading, Studying, listening to music, I may go to a poetry reading or a concert.

when I see a tree the first thing I think is not "tree" it is "L-system"
This frightens me.

if you want to.
Here is some poetry I wrote.

Spare me the context of my struggle,
instead, I stumble towards some gentle comfort,
awash in a sea of luxury that some would call obscene,
undeserving as any human would be of its bounty,
and when called to judgement for my theft,
I abdicate my autonomy, my security, and my certainty,
and I am thrust into an unknown world of definite threats, and
contests where the outcome is as flawed as the struggle,
as if any justification is needed for actions in this world,
where animals act on instinct and rightly so,
where I can only watch on,
far too aware of my own motivations.
Spare me the context of my struggle.