I'd like to start off by saying that my being male is only
physical, on the inside, I am very much a female in how I act and
feel. For several years now, I have been Jessica online, and to my
close friends. I am here looking for someone who can accept who I
am, and I could share my life with. No, I am not a gay guy, I am a
lesbian girl who was unfortunate enough to not match physically. I
had considered choosing female and gay, but that would have been a
bit misleading I think with how searches work. No, I don't have the
surgery, and am not really considering it. I just wish to be
treated how I feel, and accepted for who I am. Also, I am not
posting a picture to protect myself. If we talk and things go well,
a picture would not be an unreasonable request. And to get it out
of the way, I do cross dress at times in private, but not in
public...if that bothers you, sorry. Also, my being a female is not
public knowledge amongst some of my friends and family, and will
likely need to stay that way, as they wouldn't understand. I have
to pretend to match my physical form in public, and can only be me
amongst those who understand and accept. From here on, I will be
describing myself as Jessica.
Hello! I am Jessica, I am 25, and will be 26 in June. I am a goth girl, and very much like dressing in darker colors, and painting my nails to match. I own a few collars as well, and am hoping to get a new one soon. I'm kinda shy in real life, and tend to keep to myself. Online though, I tend to be more open and talkative...so my shyness is kind of conditional I guess.
As far as my interests go, I'm a bit of a nerd and a gamer girl. I like MMO, FPS, and RTS games. Currently, I play Everquest 2, Champions Online, Left 4 Dead, Killing Floor, Mass Effect, Borderlands, and Warhammer Dawn of War. I'm sure I have a few others, as well as some xbox stuff. Also read a few online comics, and watch some anime like Inuyasha, Stand Alone Complex, Full Metal Alchemist, and Cowboy Bebop. I love goth music, like Evanessence and Nightwish. I'm not really a fan of crowds, and prefer to spend my time with a few people I'm close to. Oh, I am also a furry, and am proud to be one. I also have a sense of humor, and like watching comedy shows, like The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, comedians like George Carlin, Lewis Black, Carlos Mencia, Jim Gaffigan, Jeff Dunham, and Brian Regan.
Personality wise, I am very cuddly, affectionate, and loving. I have a big heart, which unfortunately gets hurt a lot. I'm pretty girlie, but don't mind shooting up some zombies with friends, or fighting off villains. Though, I've had my share of getting startled by the zombies...I guess I can be a little jumpy if I get startled. I am a dominant girl, and have been a Mistress to several pets. Now, I know to some it already sounds bad, but don't give into the stereotypes. This kind of relationship can be very loving, and beneficial to both parties. I am a very loving domme, not like what you may see on TV or in movies. My kind of pet is what I call an assertive submissive...someone looking for someone to be in charge and take care of them, but at the same time, has a brain and uses it...not someone who sits at my feet and stares at me blankly waiting to be told what to do on every little thing. My pet should make life better for me, and make me happy, while I return the favor, and take care of them. And while on the topic, I am clingy, and enjoy spending a great deal of time with who I love. If you are the type to make up excuses to be away from your loved one...then you should probably move on.
To explain what being a domme is for me...its a part of my life, not a bedroom kink. Its part of my personality, and who I am. Which is why I need someone who meshes with it, and would get along with me...essentially, I need an assertive submissive to be my companion. And no, I am not looking for a play thing, but a pet to be loved and cared for...someone to be mine. I am very serious about relationships, and am not into casual sex or "hook ups". I want someone to love and hold.
I am cuddly, affectionate, and loving
Hello! I am Jessica, I am 25, and will be 26 in June. I am a goth girl, and very much like dressing in darker colors, and painting my nails to match. I own a few collars as well, and am hoping to get a new one soon. I'm kinda shy in real life, and tend to keep to myself. Online though, I tend to be more open and talkative...so my shyness is kind of conditional I guess.
As far as my interests go, I'm a bit of a nerd and a gamer girl. I like MMO, FPS, and RTS games. Currently, I play Everquest 2, Champions Online, Left 4 Dead, Killing Floor, Mass Effect, Borderlands, and Warhammer Dawn of War. I'm sure I have a few others, as well as some xbox stuff. Also read a few online comics, and watch some anime like Inuyasha, Stand Alone Complex, Full Metal Alchemist, and Cowboy Bebop. I love goth music, like Evanessence and Nightwish. I'm not really a fan of crowds, and prefer to spend my time with a few people I'm close to. Oh, I am also a furry, and am proud to be one. I also have a sense of humor, and like watching comedy shows, like The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, comedians like George Carlin, Lewis Black, Carlos Mencia, Jim Gaffigan, Jeff Dunham, and Brian Regan.
Personality wise, I am very cuddly, affectionate, and loving. I have a big heart, which unfortunately gets hurt a lot. I'm pretty girlie, but don't mind shooting up some zombies with friends, or fighting off villains. Though, I've had my share of getting startled by the zombies...I guess I can be a little jumpy if I get startled. I am a dominant girl, and have been a Mistress to several pets. Now, I know to some it already sounds bad, but don't give into the stereotypes. This kind of relationship can be very loving, and beneficial to both parties. I am a very loving domme, not like what you may see on TV or in movies. My kind of pet is what I call an assertive submissive...someone looking for someone to be in charge and take care of them, but at the same time, has a brain and uses it...not someone who sits at my feet and stares at me blankly waiting to be told what to do on every little thing. My pet should make life better for me, and make me happy, while I return the favor, and take care of them. And while on the topic, I am clingy, and enjoy spending a great deal of time with who I love. If you are the type to make up excuses to be away from your loved one...then you should probably move on.
To explain what being a domme is for me...its a part of my life, not a bedroom kink. Its part of my personality, and who I am. Which is why I need someone who meshes with it, and would get along with me...essentially, I need an assertive submissive to be my companion. And no, I am not looking for a play thing, but a pet to be loved and cared for...someone to be mine. I am very serious about relationships, and am not into casual sex or "hook ups". I want someone to love and hold.
I am cuddly, affectionate, and loving
