I've been fucked over enough. So I'm in no rush for getting screwed over again. Besides that right now I'm just here looking for friends to start out anyways. Or maybe perhaps a partner in crime. For I've always found a fonder comradery in women anyways. But to find my soul mate would be a dream come true. Oh well, maybe but only in a dream. In all reality thats highly unlikely here online with all these other delussional brain washed fakes. To be honest I may not be relationship material anyways. Due to the train wreaks & disasters I've already gone through with others. Like many of you I've been lied to, deceived, jacked, cheated on, ratted out, pissed on & dissed on. So I may be damaged goods. Or perhaps the love was never that strong to begin with. Such a Greek tragedy, where has my youth gone? Ha ha.
Needless to say it would be nice to build a life & home with somebody in the long run. So reciprocation while giving 110% is the key. & so is meeting or exceeding what I bring to the table we sit at. & I don't mean monetarily either. I got mine & don't need yours. But I realize we won't excell as partner's if we don't do that for each other from the start. I'm not looking for nor do I wish for perfection. & I don't expect anything from anybody that I first don't expect from myself. So if your a gutless fake I suspect we wont know one another very long, if at all. I've also never really been into looks. Although attractions always a plus. I prefer the down to earth types. Or perhaps the plain girl next door. I don't think I'm very materialistic. & I don't get too much into the high maintenance thing. Although I do like to get my lady's nails done for her once in a while, because I live vicariously through the happiness of the people I love. I'm also kinda looking to love somebody through their imperfections & flaws. So long as it don't make me feel too indifferent or way out of place. Because I feel we don't grow as people any other way sometimes. I'm the type that prefers to confront issues rather than run away from them. I'm challenging like that. Nothing gets resolved running from issues. I'd love to find someone that can give it to me straight. & be that strong woman in charge of shit sometimes. So confidence is a plus. I'm the guy that can work through the tough times, if you can as well. Because I understand lifes not perfect & shit happens. But I also know it goes the other way too.
I'd like to think I'm a mystery. So if I told ya everything I'd be in a disposition of giving you nothing new to learn about me. Hmmm, or would I? Well let's just say I can be a dark. But at the same time I like to balance things out by doing a good deed or commit a kind act at least once a day. I'm a bad Santa & I'm also confident, affectionate, generous & realistic. I don't like to be advantageous or selfish. & I allow free will to take its course in others, even when I know better sometimes. I prefer not to be forceful. As I like to treat other people the way I'd like to be treated.
My father was a Dutch, Scott & my mother was an Irish, Swede. They divorced when I was twelve. So I was a latch key kid. I did my own laundry & cooking. While my mother worked full time & went to school. My family past is rather treacherous. I'm originally from Salt Lake City, Utah. I've been baptized Mormon when I was a child, but never adhered to my religion. Only to joke about it. In fact here's a good one for ya. How do ya keep a Mormon from drinkin all your beer when ya take em fishin? Take two Mormons. Ha ha ha. Ok, bad joke but you can't say I didn't try to make ya laugh. I believe comedy can cure all perils.
I've lived on the Southern Oregon Coast for about 6 years now. It's a beautiful place. But's rural & it gets lonely. I've never been married nor do I have any children. By choice of course. I have strawberry blonde hair with dread locks. I dress nice & I like to smell nice as well. & I drive a pearl white Cadillac. I love to snowboard. I'm honest to a fault. I don't mind admitting when I'm wrong, because my mother raised me to accept responsibility for my actions. I prefer to be polite & have manners. I don't mind opening the door for my lady, nor do I mind holding the door open for strangers. I've studied martial arts most my life. & I've competed in full contact martial arts tournaments in the past. Ya, I've won a couple trophies for it. But I learned more getting my ass kicked by some of the worlds toughest black belts. I've been through & seen a lot in my time here. & I've learned through it all the hard way.
Well lets see what else? I'm tall, so if your tall great. Although shorties are fun too. & I have a large tattoo piece still being worked on. So if you have tatt's, I love ya already. I think Tattoo's are a turn on. I can also appreciate curves on a woman. & I think freckles are sexy too. I like personality traits such as regard & consideration of their partners feelings. I believe devotion & dedication are also nice as well. I also like to keep it somewhat classy with a little freak bend to my kink. Because you never know whats around the next corner, or what you may learn about yourself the next day.
I'm very philosophical & grounded spiritually. I'm also fairly intuitive & intelligent. I can also tend be theatrical & sarcastic as hell. I think I can be funny because I can be such a dork sometimes. & I'm not very political, although I was recently propositioned to become a Free Mason. I'm not sure if I want to be a part of that. Because I've always tended to be a lone wolf rather than wanting to be a part of group.
I'm a reserved type of guy & rarely make the first move until I'm comfortable with someone. Although I've always been flattered when a woman has the guts to make the first move on me. I find it very admirable. I also have an open mind, & I'm very understanding. I try not to judge. Nor am I homophobic or racist. So if your judgmental we may not get along very well. I also try to be selfless as well. Because I was raised to be crew minded & I believe that being there for the team is more important to me than being a selfish individual. So if your selfish we may not get along too well either. I believe in putting you ahead of me. So if you could have the same regard & consideration, then maybe something can be built between us. & perhaps something strong for our future as well.
I'm seeking someone to help fill in the administrative & executive roles in a home. So trust is key if your gonna be handling my money. I also have no heir to a possible fortune I may be receiving from the patent I own. & would like to think about having children for that purpose. If you'd like to get far with me you should understand words like "quid pro quot"or what's involved with fiduciary duties. As I live with those principles.
I must also say I don't prefer associating with drunks, junkies or meth addicts. If that's your thing that's cool I'm not one to judge. It's just simply not my thing. That shit's effected my relationships more than anything else in my life. I've been mostly cheated on by those I've been with. I also been deceived by those I love. So I don't lie, cheat, or steal. To be honest I once cheated on someone I loved dearly. & I didn't appreciate myself for it. So I work to never do it again. Although if you choose to treat me like a fool or disrespect me you'll be the fool in the end, trust that. Because I can be a dick within means. & I can also be fierce when I feel backed into a corner. I have more respect for myself than that to be treated like crap or decieved by someone. Although I understand we all lie to a degree, just not to each other. So I'd like to avoid the whole liability preemptively if ya know what I'm saying. I'm like a small flame in the palm of your hand. Either it will warm your heart or burn everything down around you. So depending on what type of person you are is going to be what you get out of me. So please beware I can also be somewhat complex & analytic of situations.
I also choose to smoke herb medicinally. So if you smoke herb as well great. I wouldn't mind finding my pot queen I can jam percussion's with. & perhaps we could create some music together. I'd rather choose herb over becoming addicted to pain pills for my condition. I was diagnosed with A.D.H.D. when I was younger. & I've also had lower spine infusion surgery done on me. Then five months after that I was struck into by a drunken teenage driver that ran a stop sign, as I was a passenger in a friends car. I know, what luck eh? The Docs were amazed I made it after dying a couple times on em. I've had to relearn everything over again. From how to write to using my right arm to eat, tie my shoe or button up my shirt. But amazingly enough I've recovered well & still preform my Martial Arts Kata routines. & I feel very fortunate to be here. I love every breath I take, even when some of the days aren't so good. It's a blessing & simple miracle that any of us are here to experience life with one another, within this short amount of time we're allowed. Life is what happens when your making plans for other things. Beyond all that I'm just an average guy seeking the same stimulation's in life we all are. Such as love & happiness.