Hello, and welcome to my strange little monologue. I am a 20 yr old laid back thoughtful college student on the outside, artistic, sometimes hyper and overtly imaginative 12-90 yr old whirlwind on the inside.
Hi, my name is Tamara and I am a chocoholic and have no plans to reform. I am, by omission and somewhat contradictory person, shy in crowds and in front of strangers, bold and lively with those I know and trust, and then some.I'm a practicing(procrastinating slightly)christian.
I am not looking for Mr. Right or Right now, too young and free for the former, too complicated for the latter. I'm just looking for a person I can be easy around that warms my blood and sparks my mind. I'm a casual artist who draws when the mood takes me and like all artist I'm my own worst critic.
I'm still looking to find myself and my purpose in life so I'm always in a constant state of evolution. I'm also strong willed, determined, and maddeningly opinionated but I also consider myself open minded and flexible, when I wish to be. To find out more, hit me up.

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• ChaosAngel1

Currently a student in-between schools, the major in question is currently being changed to child development. I love the little hellions for some reason*shrug*.

I work summers as a Rec Leader (camp councilor) in Chicago working with 7 & 8 year olds, and I'm now using my free time to try my hand at gardening and sewing, both harder then they look. I'm learning how to drive (don't gape, its rude) the CTA was up till now the only thing I needed to get around to where I wanted to go and I saw no need to learn how to drive. Now I do. There.

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• ChaosAngel1

Cooking, being me, swimming, writing English papers on the fly, MacGyver craft projects, giving advice, drawing, babysitting, procrastinating, being a pal, being a spy/ninja for hire, being Ernest...

I will be perfectly honest, my chest. They're big and out there and sit on top of my ribcage so they tend to be noticed before the rest of me is.

Also don't be alarmed if you see me holding someone in a headlock. Its just one of my friends and they'll be perfectly fine once I choose to release them.

I cut my hair short,and am now wearing a skirt more then once every six months. It makes my mom happy and gets her off my back about being more "Ladylike".

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• ChaosAngel1

Oh god, the list for my favorite books could go on and on. Most recent then:The Dresden Files series, Codex of Alera series, In Death series, Lord of the Rings, numerous Nora Roberts books, Yuu Yuu Hakusho, Inuyasha, Bleach, Naruto, One Piece, Claymore, Jiraishin, Hellsing, The Blue Sword, Vampire Hunter D series......
I love to read, so much so in fact that I'm just a few rungs under full blown bibliophile. reasons why.. 1. I will not sell my first born for a first edition of the Lord of the Rings trilogy( I will however give it serious thought).
2. I am a bit hard on books(bent spines, folded pages, randomly left somewhere after being finished...)
3. My life does not revolve around them, I may read for 10+ hours in one sitting and then reread the book 3 more times, but I have a life apart from books.
I read romance novels, a guilty pleasure in-between updates of the main series I read.
Hidalgo, Die Hard series, Terminator 2, Crouching Tiger hidden Dragon, Howls Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Batman Begins, Princess Mononoke, The Sherlock Holmes series....

Rock, Rap, J-rock, J-pop, Alternative, Hip Hop, Classical, Irish/Celtic, random ethnic music....

Chocolate(if you haven't figured that out yet), Deep dish pizza, Japanese food, Mexican food, Chinese food, seafoodin general , soul food, Various ethnic foods, anything my Grandma cooks..

In no particular order:
Chocolate, books, god, sketchpad, internet, family/friends.

Constantly evolving stories in my mind. How to correctly render a person on paper, why college is necessary, random and strange things, the theory of randomness....

Either reading, watching anime, cooking, hanging out, annihilating someone in Soul Calibur 2, wandering around the city or looking for something to do.

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• ChaosAngel1

I am a virgin. You can laugh now, I don't mind. No, I'm not lying.

If you haven't already been frightened away by all the above, then why the hell not?