What does that mean? Well, that I am a bit broken up and not sure what I want, or who I am.
Does that mean I am a pathetic looser that just sits at home moping? Not at all. It means that when I care I care deeply. That when I love I love fully. I am a person that knows what he thinks is important and will do pursue it.
It also means that while I am a little burned and want to take things slow, I do not have any objections to the possibilities that may develop.