Hello! I don't know who you are, and I have no idea when we will meet.
Right now I'm looking for you high and low without much success. I'm guessing that you are looking for me as well, even though you don't know it yet. Then again maybe you are looking for me, maybe we are both just looking in the wrong places.
There have been many days in which I felt deep despair and longing for you. I'm doing my best to keep my head up and have a positive outlook, but some days are harder than others.
I am looking forward to the day sometime in the future when we can both look back at this time in our lives and smile that knowing smile that only two best friends in love can share.
I know you're out there somewhere. But it is a big world with a lot of people in it, so the chances of us meeting are vanishingly slim. That will just make what we have even more special, knowing that if not for a series of choices we both made, we never would have met.
I dream of a time when we can come home to each other and wash away the day. To have a companion and friend that is always there to lift each other's spirits and make the bad days a bit more tolerable. I can't wait to wake up with you in my arms every morning. To smell the fragrance of your hair and to feel the softness of your skin. To hold you when you are sad, and wipe away the tears and tell you that everything is going to be okay because we have each other.
Even though I haven't met you, there are a few things that I already know about you. You will be kind and witty, with a passion for something. You will want to share that passion with me, and I will want to learn all about it from you. You will have had your fill of asshole men, and you will be ready to try someone different.
Things will never be perfect, and we will have to work at keeping each other happy. Some days will be better than others; that's just the way of the world.
But through it all we will have each other, and that's all I can really ask for.
Until that day I will keep searching with hope in my heart that you are out there somewhere.
I hope to meet you soon. Until then I'm just going to keep being me and having as much fun as possible.
Yours truly, Jeremiah J.