Transsexual FtM (pre-op). Open-minded, analytical, a little
complicated. Selfish, but caring of others. Even if you get to know
me, I'll still surprise you! I can be a bit of a handful at times.
Oh, I forgot, I'm also a self harmer (trying to quit) so my skin is
quite scarred, but I'm not uncomfortable with that.
What I’m doing with my life
I don't do much at all, really. No work, no school, no hobbies
outside my apartment, there's literally an ocean between me and my
friends. Sometimes I visit my family, or take a walk, but mostly I
just sit by the computer. Drinking tea, writing, scrolling,
smoking, drawing, and lots of thinking.
I’m really good at
Over thinking, writing, drawing, good with animals, keeping calm in
stormy situations, hoarding.
The first things people usually notice about me
My long hair, green eyes, bad posture and that I don't judge people
I don't know.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
- Mostly non-fiction but some crime, drama and underestimated
- Thrillers, dramas, mystery, psychological movies.
- I like all sorts of music, but primarily industrial music such as
synth and ebm. But really anything with good lyrics or beat.
- Food? I don't like food. I only eat to survive, and barely that.
If any it would be chicken, rice and broccoli. I rarely appreciate
food but it happens.
The six things I could never do without
1. Extra warm clothes (I get cold easily)
2. Something to write on.
3. Language! (Whether it's English or Swedish, spoken or
6. My free will.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
The meaning of my life, death, my darkness and past life, wishful
thinking, non-sexual fantasies, my bad luck, my bad genes, my
gender issues and psychology related stuff, my general weirdness,
movies I've seen, books I've read, conversations I've had and
things I've done. (It's never fucking quiet in my head!)
On a typical Friday night I am
At home watching a movie, reading or chatting online... just like
any other typical day of the week. Unless I'm invited somewhere by
someone, which rarely happens since I don't know anyone except my
family on this island.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I'm not a very private person, I'm more likely to embarrass people
with too much information. Well, I'm sort of mentally disabled.
You'd probably not notice it though. I could list diagnoses, but a
lot is undiagnosed or just my own quirks. Ask if you want to know
You should message me if
For any reason, really. I will answer just about any question and
talk about anything from the weather to private events in my past.