I'm trouble, I'm a mess...apparently I'm not worth companionship, or a relationship...I'm too...emotional...clingy...unstable...this is it..the truth on why I'm single and apparently its too much for guys to handle. I have too much shit going on in my life that I can't be ready for a relationship...lets see if your still interested after you read this...I'd be surprised... 

Sometimes I wonder what my ex boyfriends were thinking the day they left me. I mean not one of them have broken up with me to my face. I mean I understand not wanting to see me but...to the point where you have to break up with me over AIM or Myspace message or a text message at that. Oh that one was brilliant. But I mean not once did any of them walk up to me and apologize then broke up with me right there. Oh and then one day they all have the nerve to ask me back out and they all said that same thing, "I was stupid to let you go, you made me happier then I've ever been, why couldn't I see that?" Sometimes I wonder, are they really that stupid?