Im a sucker for ink-stained skin and metal twisted in a living canvas of skin.
Revolutionary thoughts and words that flow undisrupted from the lips of a true grounded and beautiful girl.

Im outspoken and overly protective of the ones I love
Im a recluse and I prefer cartoons and couch-surfing over idotic parties of mispent youth and Self destruction with chemical residue...

Im an addict and an alcoholic...But Ive got myself under-control

Im addicted to the destruction of natural beauty and processed skin...

Im broken hearted and self medicated
A history of violence and personality disorders

I dont want hollow bodys with smiles

Im rebuilding myself from the ground up

Dont be afraid to shed words and ask questions
Im here to be studied and disected

Im a stray cat with 9 lives
I like conversations that go in a direction of purpose

Im heartbroken and I dont need or want sympathy
Im not interested in one night stands.
Sex has become a selfish indulgence.
I dont need to be between your thighs to smile.

I have a short temper,that gets shorter after every drink
I dont smile much but I am capable of being happy.

Im very honest about my life.

Im a former drug addict.
Ive been in and out of rehabs and mental institutions for almost 7 years.
I have personality disorders and Im mostly anti-social.
Ive been clean off hard drugs for almost 3 years.
I love to smoke weed and I love to drink.

I spend my time tattooing and bleeding my useless poetry into notebooks.
I prefer to spend my freetime watching black and white horror movies.
Stoned on the couch watching cartoons and playing with my puppy,Ava
Shes a blue nose pitbull, 7 months old and just as lazy as me.

Im an ex-gang member and grafitti artist.
Im a recently released felon.
I was released july 23rd 2009.

I prefer to stay out of trouble and surrond myself with people who can help me rebuild myself.
I have a history of breaking hearts and throwing away those who care about me.

Im working on atonement for my past.
Im a violent offender with a violent history.

I owe the world alot from the pain and misery I pushed into it.
I owe a large handful of people whos lives I destroyed and hearts I broke.
I dont expect forgiveness.

I wanna live the rest of my life without losing my temper.
Its a long shot but anything is possible...right?

I love long phone conversations about life and discussion and arguments of opinion.
I do like to laugh and I love comedies and stupid jokes.

Im an old school guy.
I believe in loyalty and respect.

Anything else that needs to be known or Your curios about...
Just ask,theres no question to personal or off-limt topics.
Im here to be understood and studied.

So if the mood strikes talk to me.

I am straight-forward and honest...
Im not ashamed of my life...
Im not vengeful to this world...

JohnnyCantsleep -AIM

Trying to put myself back together...

wanna help?

Being myself...

Standing on the grass...
Wondering where the time went....

Tattoos,Piercings
The spraypaint on my fingernails

Books-

Saul Williams-
She
Said the shotgun t the head
The dead emcee scrolls
The seventh octave

Jack Kerouac-
On the road
Desolation angels
Tristessa
Book of dreams
Poems all sizes

Allen Ginsberg-
Howl
Illuminated poems
Mind Breaths

chuck palahniuk-
Survivor
Snuff
Invisible Monsters
Choke

The outlaw bible of American Poetry
Junkie
Naked Lunch
Johnny The Homicidal Maniac
Music-

Tom Waits
Immortal Technique
Rancid
Operation Ivy
Saul Williams
Bush
Lars Frederickson and the bastards
Ben Harper
Iggy Pop
Rage Against The Machine
Madball
Hed(p.e.)
Stray Cats
Billy Bragg
Desmond Dekker
Death Cab for Cutie
Dahboard Confessional
Rev. Horton Heat
Horrorpops
Tiger Army
Deftones
One day as a Lion
Rage Against The Machine
Sublime
Billy Bragg
Joe Strummer
Iron Sy
Leon Redbone
Everclear
Everlast
Garbage
The Casualties
ACAB
DRI
Cheap Sex
DI
Johnny Cash
Social Distortion
Guttermouth
Tim Armstrong
The Distillers
The Vandals

Movies-
Wristcutters: A love story
The Science of Sleep
Taxi Driver
Evil Dead
Evil Dead II
Army of Darkness
Dead Alive
Halloween (1978)
Day of the Dead
Dawn of the Dead (1978)
Night of the Living Dead
Return of the Living Dead
Psycho (1960)
Bad Taste
City of the dead(1960)
28 Days/Weeks Later
I Spit on Your Grave
Repo Man
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Shock Treatment
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
EraserHead
Re-Animator
The Big Lebowski

Carttons-
Rocko's Modern Life
Angry Beavers
The Boondocks
The Venture Bros.
Drawn Together
Family Guy
The Cleveland show

Tattoo Guns
Piercing Needles
Spoken Word Poetry
Beautiful Girls
Vodka
Orange Juice

Change...

The garbage poetry I vomit in my notebooks

Drinking
Spraypainting
Writing
Listening to music
Partying
Sleeping in the park

Im royally fucked up....

I know I come off as a sad-ass Depressed train wreck but I actually enjoy smiling...so dont be afraid

You think you really wanna know more about me...

or

You wanna just nurse a hangover and watch cartoons