My profile is a tad long so I don't actually expect anybody to read it all. I just kept adding bits and pieces here and there so it's more a kind of conglomeration of the stuff I like. I didn't really focus on explaining myself. Just figured I might as well try to have some fun with it. But peruse at your pleasure =). Oh, I also have a ton written down under my questions so that might help explain me a bit better. But ya, just looking for somebody I really look forward to talking to. I guess eventually somebody who makes me want something of everything around me. After all, what's a spark or chemistry if not the science of a universal connection? Not the science of a connection between two things but the desire between all things.
My sexual identity could be best described to people who have never met me as: a random arrangement of Soft Cell lyrics.
"What does it matter how many lovers you have if none of them gives you the universe." -Jacques Lacan
"If you say, I love you, then you have already fallen in love with language, which is already a form of break up and infidelity." -Jean Baudrillard
"Seduction is always more singular and sublime than sex and it commands the higher price." -Jean Baudrillard
"To love someone is to isolate him from the world, wipe out every trace of him, dispossess him of his shadow, drag him into a murderous future. It is to circle around the other like a dead star and absorb him into a black light." -Jean Baudrillard
“Someone tells me: this kind of love is not viable. But how can you evaluate viability? Why is the viable a Good Thing? Why is it better to last than to burn?” -Roland Barthes; A Lover's Discourse
“If I acknowledge my dependency, I do so because for me it is a means of signifying my demand: in the realm of love, futility is not a "weakness" or an "absurdity": it is a strong sign: the more futile, the more it signifies and the more it asserts itself as strength." -Barthes
Please tell me I'm not the only one that ends up feeling extremely turned on reading quotes like those.
Most personal thing I'm willing to admit: I have an unhealthy addiction to Tapatio. I don't care if it hurts I WILL keep eating. Sometimes I will enter a state called 'Tapatio overdose' where I start sweating profusely and panting. Then, I'll desperately fan my tongue with my hands and drink all the water I can find. This is a serious medical condition.