I have been reating further and further into my shell lately. I can make friends and uphold smalltalk at parties as much as I want. But I want just one other person to share my shell. If that makes sense.
You could call me the introverted type, I prefer my own company a lot of the time. This is aso partly because I often have a hard time keeping things straight for when/how I should do simple things like sleep or eat. With something compelling enough to work on, I can simply forget to do either of these things for up to days at a time. This internal chaos with my life, while it has its upsides, mkes it hard to organise time to hang out with people.
I'm super shy around guys romantically, lack of experience Doesn't mean I'm not open to new experiences though ^^"