**If you aren't a reader, or have the intellectual capacity and attention span of a Goldfish, I am, in simplest of descriptions: Hippy, Human-Paradox, Visionary, Dreamer, Free-Thinker, Rebel, Idealist, Truth & Knowledge Seeker, Foodie, Introvert, Intuitive, Empath, Dinosaur, Alien.**
My Myers-Briggs personality Type Indicator is INFJ. Enneagram type 4w5, Numerology Life Path/Vibration number: 7(The Bohemian), Astrology signs: Pisces sun, Libra moon, Virgo rising.
Expressing and describing myself verbally is difficult enough, so here is my attempt at describing my essence through writing. (Prepare your anus for a huge load of paragraphs, ahem.)
I'm a lover of humanity, the arts, music, philosophy, technology, the unknown, and the universe. They say I have the heart of a child, a soul of a thousand generations.
I want to change the world for the betterment and progress of humanity. My first step was to partake in random acts of kindness. I believe that every seemingly insignificant thing we do has an unfathomable effect on everything around us. Like a droplet in a pond, every little action ripples out into the world, ultimately causing a chain reaction of potentially unforeseen benefits for people we may never meet, forever shaping the lives of future generations and our universe.
I seek meaning in everything. I perceive the world through patterns, connections, ideas, and possibilities. I am almost always in my own mind, which is why I'm often the silent one in groups, as I prefer to observe and listen. The maps I manifest in my mind would probably compare to a drawing board of a mad scientist. If only I knew how to coherently express and describe them, I might come up with an invention, idea, or discovery that could someday change or benefit humanity. Or I may simply be able to better explain my thoughts and persona to my family and friends who still look at me as an enigma.
As an idealist, theorist, and primarily abstract-minded individual, I often find myself fascinated by the mysteries and complexities of our universe, consciousness, and perceptions of reality. I'm intrigued by infinite, hidden possibilities and alternatives. Because of this, often times you will find me doing research on metaphysics, parapsychology, and the paranormal. But don't get me wrong, I have a strong interest in acceptable sciences, such as Quantum Physics, Biology, Psychology, Neuroscience, and Anthropology as well.
I consider myself spiritual(but not religious). My 'system' is a culmination of various ideas, theories, philosophies, and concepts which I have gathered on my own unique, and very private inner journey of self and purpose, a path of 'enlightenment' of sorts. I will never force my views or beliefs on anyone and tend to avoid discussions or debates about them. I do not think I am more superior than anyone, and I do not put myself or my beliefs on a pedestal. I rarely discuss or share my spirituality unless I know the other individual(s) are like-minded, open and tolerant. Everyone has a right to believe in what they want. I will talk to, date, or be-friend anyone of any religion, belief-system, lifestyle, etc. My belief system has little effect on my life decisions or judgments, rather I have grown a preference for logic. At times I will go in a 'loop' or conflict between feelings of unexplainable, intuitive 'knowing' vs logic and realism, putting myself in a maddening position of paradox.
I'm a very open-minded, tolerant, and understanding individual that strives for harmony and diplomacy. It takes a lot for me to dislike anyone or anything. I think I've almost eliminated my ability to hate, and I wish such emotion could be removed from existence. I think it's completely unnecessary for people to hate, hold grudges or express negativity toward others, because it doesn't solve anything, makes things worse, and has potential to cause a negative domino-effect upon other lives, even unintentionally. I could go on but it would be a whole psychology and philosophy lecture.
Although I dislike the political system in our society, and would rather not affiliate myself with any particular political party, I guess I could say I mostly relate to Libertarian philosophies. I'm also quite a conspiracy nut, and I'd say I'm a bit of a rebel when it comes to what the system or mainstream society says is "right" or "acceptable", but don't get me wrong, for I am a law-abiding, and respectful man.
As an Empath and a sensitive, I tend to connect to specific people in a deeply emotional, compassionate, almost "spiritual" level of understanding. I have a very keen ability to read people very easily, and perceive the motives behind other's actions. No, I'm not psychic, I'm just very intuitive.
I'd say I'm an idealistic romantic, as I tend to see the idea of love through rose-tinted sunglasses. It's likely due to the fact that I believe in the concepts of "true romantic love" as vague and subjective as it sounds. I have to connect with someone on many levels to even consider getting into a romantic relationship with them. All seriousness aside, I'd like to find the girl who will be my ultimate sidekick and intergalactic princess, to save planet Earth, and the worlds above and beyond! We'll die old together, and the ultimate duality of our love will forever transcend lifetimes, and be spoken of in legends and epics.
My favorite color is Red, dinosaurs are badass...RAWRR... :V
Sorry for the headache... I wrote a damn book. I simply cannot fit everything about myself here, so the rest can come with conversation C: