My name is Keegan. I've made some mistakes in my life. I've set myself behind where I feel I should be, but I can also be my own worst critic. I try to make up for those mistakes, though. I've tried to learn from them, and make the best of what I have. I've lived in Utah for most of my life. I have traveled to, and lived, other places. Former residences include Las Vegas, Monterey, San Angelo, and a small town in Georgia (the name of which eludes me.)
I value intelligence, and knowledge. I've always been thin, and not athletic, despite honest efforts to work out over the years. As such, I attempt to exercise my mind, as I find that it is far more effective. Unfortunately, even my mind is not so perfect as I would wish it to be. At times I struggle with anxiety and depression. I can be overly critical of myself, and over-think things which I ought not to.
I try to avoid confrontation and drama. I would rather approach a dispute with a cool head and logic, than with passion and emotion. I find it hard to resort to violence, even in the defense of myself. I find myself only willing to enter conflict in the defense of those I hold dear to me.
I look for beauty where others may not. I sometime find humor in, or reflect over the dark or macabre. I see no sense in fearing the inevitable end which we shall all one day meet.
I do not make friends easily. I have never understood why. I do try to make more, but I am shy, awkward, and become anxious around new people. It tends to put people off, which only perpetuates the cycle. Perhaps it is a subconscious reaction to previous events in my life. That being said, the few people who let me into their lives are treated with loyalty and genuine caring. I regard them as family, and would do anything for them.
I do not wish to take up too much time. If anyone has further questions, I shall strive to answer them as best I can. Do not be afraid to message me, if you so feel the desire. I shall do my best to respond in a timely fashion.