(Kassandra Leigh Brown)
Born Jan. 31st 1992 @ 9:14pm.
Music and Art are my life..
I'm very honest, outspoken.
I'm probably one of the sweetest people you'll ever meet.
I'm very open-minded
I put others happiness before my own.
I like to drink and smoke weed once in awhile. i smoke cigs.
I love to paint, draw, and sing.
I'm looking for friends or a relationship right now.
I want someone who I cant be 100% open and honest with about everything with, someone i can trust and be myself around and will treat me right.
Message me.. I promise you'll never meet anyone like me.
Kik - kassylei
Seriously though... finishing school and looking for a job.
Listening, and helping others with their problems.
Getting emotional over fictional characters.
Making jokes about things i shouldn't.
Favorite movie: Hostel 3
Favorite shows: Soul eater, Workaholics, Supernatural, Top Gear (BBC), Doctor Who, The Big Bang Theory, Ancient Aliens, @midnight, American Horror Story, Tosh.0, Brickleberry, Family Guy, South park, Walking Dead, The Simpsons, The Office, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia, and House
Favorite food: Tacos.
Favorite music: Alternative, Indie, Punk, Metal, and Acoustic.
pretty much anything but country and most rap.
Johnny Hobo and The Freight Trains
Andrew Jackson Jihad
Dance Gavin Dance
Pierce the Veil
In Fear and Faith
Isles and Glaciers
Between the Buried and Me
City and Colour
The Color Fred,
Airborne Toxic Event,
Red Hot Chili Peppers
A Day to Remember
Set Your Goals
Escape the Fate
The Black Keys
For The Fallen Dreams
He is We
Children of Bodom
Memphis May Fire
Like Moths to Flames
Woe, Is Me
Sleeping With Sirens
My Children, My Bride
Taking Back Sunday
Fall out boy
The white stripes
Bring Me The Horizon
And A lot more.
sitting at home alone on tumblr and singing.
My best friend killed himself when i was 13, at the funeral his mother pulled me aside and told me he left me something. She pulled out a letter and a lighter and burned it in front of me, I never got to read it, and she's never told me what it said.
For the longest time I blamed myself for him being gone, sometimes i still do. shortly after his funeral I started to cut myself, It was the only thing that made me feel alive. I was numb and i didn't know how to deal with him being gone.. It started out as a few scratches with a safety pin. When I was 15 my parents found out about my self harm and I was put into therapy, the therapist blamed it on the music i was listening to and that it was "corrupting me" when in reality it was the only thing keeping me alive. I eventually learned to hide my cuts and emotions better. My parents assumed I was happy, and I let them.
I blamed everyone else for the way I felt, up until about 2 years ago.. I realized that everyone cared, it was me that didn't and i didn't want them to anymore. So i started pushing everyone away and I spent all of my time alone, in my room. Listening to music and browsing tumblr consumed all of my time. My cuts had become deeper more frequent and harder to hide. My friend was the first to notice, then my grandparents.. and soon my whole family knew. In December I tried killing myself. This song came on my Pandora that night and for the first time in 13 years i had cried. I bawled my eyes out for hours, I decided I didn't want to do this to my self anymore. I wasn't just hurting me anymore, I was hurting everyone else around me. I've found new ways to deal with my anxiety and depression, I now paint and draw, or sing to keep myself distracted. I haven't cut since 12-01-12.
If you want to know anything that i didn't mention in my profile, don't hesitate to message me.