You know, I have never ever blogged before. I write a lot. I study on the computer CONSTANTLY. I write tons of emails. I just have never sat down to just make a blog. I read them sometimes. I just don't think I have anything so pressing that I should make a bold statement into the world wide web about it. Except now, I feel blogging in and of itself is reason enough to write. I could say that yesterday I started taking vitamins and some sort of amped up diet pill. Its from GNC and its supposedly this great calorie reducer thing. The weird part is, I am not overweight. Not even a little. I just have this desire to be in great shape. I mean cut like an action figure, abs on Demi Moore in GI Jane. Haha. Well, not like that I suppose. I don't know. I am torn between feeling adequate and wanting constantly to be better. I worked out yesterday, took my pills, at a salad and felt... crappy. I just wanted a frackin piece of pizza. Is it better to look phenomenal or to feel comfortable? A question for the modern day girl I suppose.