I think I overstate how interesting I am in this profile. I'm simply hit by fits of eloquence at times.

I am me. I'm quirky, socially awkward but unfailingly friendly and compassionate. I don't always say the right thing, but when I say it my heart is in the right place. Somehow, the universe smiled upon me. And because of that smile, I have found myself a lover, friend, guru and savior all rolled into one. I won't lie, I can be a high maintenance/needy girl in an emotional way. Though I don't intend to be, I can be a clingy individual at times. But I through it all, I am a good person. And my boyfriend, mentioned above, is helping mold me into an individual who is happier and less socially awkward. I will always be a bit of a nerd and I will always be a bit of an animal freak. And I will always try to believe in the goodness of humanity, despite the sad and tragic things myself and the rest of the world have been witness to. I have a desperate desire to help others and to make others happy. I need to feel that I am of some use for making the lives of others better.

Goodness. I WISH I knew. I'm highly intelligent, but I have difficulty finding the patience for school. I've tried taking tests, courses, etc. to figure out a direction for my life (at least career-wise) that would make me happy. And I've had a few things that sounded great at first, but became dead-ends. Teaching......that's something that I THINK would satisfy me. Possibly English, Chemistry, Mathematics; highschool, elementary school........I'm not really sure which. First, I need to be sure and I need to be debt free. Then I'll try to pursue my dreams.

Somewhere deep inside, there is a part of me that is broken. A part of me that craves acceptance from the world at large and that desperately desires love. A part of me that has a peripheral paranoia about the opinions people I interact with might have of me. And though I try to avoid it, there are times when I am overcome by pessimism regarding the future and new things. BUT, though I am a broken being under it all, I am also a HEALING being. I am strong and resilient while also being delicate.

You won't harass me for nude pictures. You won't beg me to date you (I have a FANTASTIC boyfriend) You're a troubled soul who needs a compassionate ear. You're a curious individual who finds my profile oddly intriguing.