I feel separated from the rest of humanity, as if i'm just here to
watch the show as the world passes by me. I don't know what it is
about me, Probably a combination of things but people treat me like
i'm a new life form rather than a human being.
I have Crohns disease and whether I like it or not it runs my life.
If you don't know what Crohns is then I'll make it pretty simple.
It is a form of IBS (irritable bowel Syndrome) that infects the GI
track causing inflammation, infection, and about anything else bad
you can think of. Although doctors and Scientists alike don't know
the exact cause it cannot be transmitted to another threw normal
means (you have to have a blood transfusion with my blood which
will never happen) the state of mind controls Crohns because your
gut and brain have a strong bond so depression, anxiety, worry and
all those other negative brain goodies not only are syntoms they
work hand and hand with the Crohns feeding it and causing it to get
80% of people diagnosed with Crohns before the age of 18 commit
suicide before there 30's and I now know why. I am considered
handicapped by the state of Ohio but the Social Security people
refuse to put me on SSI stating even though I am Handicap and
limited in tasks I can accomplish I have somehow managed to make it
this far so why not keep going.
I'm not very active and when I am active I tire quickly. I've been
told repeatedly that I don't make that great boyfriend Material but
it doesn't stop me from trying.
I know how to treat a lady but i'm not perfect. when I screw up and
I will screw up I will do what I can to fix it.
I just want someone to hang out with and help me through the bad
parts. I don't mind just talking if that is your thing, I am pretty
flexible when it comes to hanging out and I'm down for about
What I’m doing with my life
Currently, Not much. waiting on lawyers to get back to me about the
SSI claim I filled out because I am handicapped but Social Security
wants to fight me on it. I am going to be a publish Author some
day, once I finish and find someone who wants to publish my work.
I’m really good at
Writing short stories, novels, comic strips, and about anything
else with words as long as i can put my mojo magic into it. I'm
also good at military science, video games that involve co-op or
team activities, almost dying... bleeding... and stumping the
The first things people usually notice about me
I have a unique out look on the world, I'm pretty laid back and
easy to get along with. I'm also pretty easy to learn since I
rarely change my likes and dislikes.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
I don't have Favorites but I do enjoy Science fiction, super
hero's, Robots, Japanese super hero shows like Kamen Rider and
super Sentai and transformers.
The six things I could never do without
My medication, Soda, My Laptop, My Doctors, Sleep, Food
I spend a lot of time thinking about
My Future, life, and stories I write.
On a typical Friday night I am
Playing video games, Sleeping, out watching a movie, or on my
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I don't know... I'm Pretty much a open book. I don't have much to
be ashamed of.
You should message me if
Your curious... I'm different than the typical guy when it comes to
dating I makeup for my limitations with Kindness. I'm not perfect
and will screw up but I try my hardest to make up for my mistakes.