I am a college student in Bloomington but I go home to the 47130 during breaks. I am a really abstract person. I love to laugh and go out and have fun. I can be a party girl but that really isn't my scene all the time. I prefer being with small groups of friends and hanging. Sometimes I can be all about me but that's just because I really think I am a pretty person no matter what anyone says. I have run into a lot of problems with guys; I am happy to say that all of them I overcame in my own time. Because of all of my bad luck, I do have tendencies to be really quiet and shy but that's when I am in the presence of someone I don't know. I make the awkward stares and weird laughs. My weight always gets in the way of meeting new people, that is not only on my end but also from other people. All that said once you get to know me I open up and I tell jokes. I have run off way too many people because of my brash jokes. Okay that's kinda me in a nutshell.

As of right now I am going to school so that hopefully in the future I can manage bands. I love music and I want it to be a part of my life in every aspect. I am also trying to make my life as easy as possible when it doesn't come to work. I love being calm and not stressed out.

I'm really good at laughing and making people laugh. I'm also great at having a good time and making people feel chill. And I am a great listener, I'm like a therapist only free.

I also sing really well. At least that's what other people say to me.

If I am with friends they notice my smile, and my laugh. I laugh really loud and I am always smiling when I am out with friends because we are always doing something crazy.

I love just about any book written by Kevin Brooks.
My hands down favorite will always be Lucas, there is something about it that has stuck with me for years.

I love "B" rated movies stuff like the twilight saga. My absolute favorite movies are Queen of the Damned and Secretary...yeah that movie with all the super weird kinky stuff, don't judge. :)

I listen to a lot of music but my favorite singer/band is Fefe Dobson and Straight Line Stitch.

True Blood is my favorite show right now but for when I am not watching it on HBO, I am watching Ridiculousness, AFV, American Horror Story, and Vampire Diaries.

My Family, they are and always will be my rock when I need people who are unbiased and will tell me the truth.
My Best Friend. We've witnessed what suicide can do and well, since then we have been each others support. I don't know where I would be without her. She makes me laugh, and brings happiness that no one else can bring.
My Cell Phone I like to know that if anything happens I can get in contact with people.
My Lightup Attack Owl, it blinds people who might try to attack me, while being cute!
Oh! And Food, and Water :) everyone has to survive.

I spend a lot of time thinking about being happy and content with my life.
Then next to all that, I spend a lot of time thinking about the next time that I work, and when I have another meeting.

I am sleeping on a friend's couch because I have spent the night hanging with them and its too late to catch a bus back to campus.

I've only ever been with white guys. Its a preference of mine and it makes a lot of people angry. Its not that I am not open to other races; I am very open-minded but I'm into white guys more. Sadly I can't help what I am attracted too, so if you aren't okay with it keep it to yourself and keep going.

Also I can sometimes be a hothead. Its a protective thing of mine. I figure if I can block you from hurting me by hurting you first then I'll be fine. It almost never works and I always end up hurting people or myself in the end.

You like what you've seen and read and you don't find me to be too weird. We could be great friends or (insert cheesey line). Or you are sarcastic, for some reason sarcasm is hot.
But if you are "just"starting to date someone then don't message me please...unless you are both poly lol.