A dreamer. Constantly looking to possibilities outside the mundane. A believer in the fantastical and mystical without falling into the traps of superstition and thoughtless whims. Neither am I dictated by the purviews of traditional religion or science, dragged down from wonder by what I should or shouldn't believe according to social climate. I have created my own spirituality, formed out both my intuition and logic, and I am intrigued by various occult philosophies. According to societal labels I could be tagged as an 'eclectic pagan' or even branded as a 'hippie.' I simply look beyond the surface in a personal quest to delve into what's out there. The threads of reality, so to speak. The reason as to why we're here.
A geek. I am inclined towards creative pursuits such as reading (fantasy and sci-fi), writing, and roleplaying, gaming, music, science (especially biology), history, philosophy, and many other things intellectually oriented or pursued by those of the nerdy or geeky persuasion. I am addicted to the internet.
An artist. Becoming a master at art is a dream goal of mine, and I have a long ways to go. I am a digital artist of sorts, drawing fantasy and supernatural characters, sometimes rendering them in 3D and most of the time, painting them into photoshop on my wacom tablet. It is something I highly enjoy and take pride in. Message me and I'll send you a link to my deviantart gallery. Lately, I've been spending countless hours just falling into what I call 'art comas.' Getting paid to do it is absolute nirvana, and I just adore getting my vision for people and places out in visual form. I am also a musician, and while I haven't been focusing on that aspect of my life in a while, I am a highly skilled cellist and pianist in both classical and jazz. I aspire to learn guitar as well. I also write; novels and spiritual ramblings. You can say I'm an artist in many mediums.
Eccentric and shy. I've never gotten along well with people, but not because I'm stand-offish. It's because I'm a very gentle and timid person, and I tend to close up like a little turtle in public. I'm better online, but I've been always extremely nervous around people and as such I stutter and sometimes act strange. It takes some time for me to open up, but once I do I'm highly loquacious and chatty . Despite my problems regarding talking to people, however, I am an extremely good judge of character and I can read people and their personalities almost better they can do so for themselves. I try to be friends with everyone who wishes to reach out to me, but I'm terrible at starting conversations or friendships so it's better if people talk to me first. Keep that in mind if you consider talking to me. I'll open up eventually if you're patient!
I've avoided talking about this on my profile for a while now, but relationship wise, I am polyamorous. I am a free spirit and prefer being able to date freely. Because of this I am open to dates and flings, but only if I've had the chance to clearly talk to my primary partner about it. Keep in mind that this man will always be my primary partner for the foreseeable future, and I will be utterly honest with him. I have no tolerance for cheating of any kind! And I love my partner far too much to hurt him. If you date me, you'll need to acknowledge that you cannot 'make' me monogamous, much like you can't take a fish out of water and expect it to function well. If you are interested in triads, aka dating both of us, you can do that too; let me know. It'll just take a lot of communication between all three of us.
I am also pansexual, not really all that picky about gender roles and boundaries. I am mostly experienced with cisgender men, but I will also date girls, transgender or genderfluid people of any type. I am utterly open minded and will never judge you for how you wish to express yourself, be it in life or sexuality. (Unless you're into nonconsent or things that are illegal for a reason, then I won't have anything to do with you) Hint: I'm kinky.
As sexually open as I am however, I would like respect. If you shame me for my differences or try to change me in any way, then I will have nothing to do with you. Also if you ever try insulting my intelligence, I will eviscerate you, so be warned. I also do not do well with those who have unyielding conservative mindsets. I will talk to you if you are, but the more rigid your world-view, the less we'll get along. If you're a fellow open-minded individual who wants to explore life and all its possibilities however, feel free to talk to me!