Some call it: ambiguity. My head is pretty big. I am odd, yet boring. I think for myself - even though I do it wrong usually. It's not like I find it worthy but still... at least I think. Highly logic, warm-hearted, cruelly sincere. Withdrawn, wise, oversensitive. I hold calm and reliability dear and probably dislike any tension. Private and a bit narcissistic. Lazy perfectionist with tons of artificial ambitions.
Prone to stress, overly self-conscious, self-hating and sociophobic, which makes a wreck of life and is so tiring... Alluring, isn't it :P? Yet - though usually emotionaly unwell - I am by no means stupid enough to cherish rather darkness, than the light.
4w5, INFJ / INTJ
being a dreamer + expecting much of myself + being a perfectionist = being a lazy asshole + doing nothing
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What I’m doing with my life
I study computer science and philosophy at Jagiellonian University.
I’m really good at
The first things people usually notice about me
I usually seem strained and am sometimes told to relax even when
there is no need to (though there most often is ;>). I've been
labeled as a neurotic twice. Chaotic and intensive in conversation;
I may still often prove calm and detached. Okay... not calm.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Foood: Gaaarlic ;D! I'm sorry T. T! But :3... it makes up for sooo many of most tasty things out there!
Music: check up my last.fm profile if you wish.
Books: I am usually too lazy to read, so I spend most of the time on buying them and smelling the paper. I work in order to make it better. If one finds me reading it would most likely be a book on philosophy or widely considered culture of the east. I love ambitious science-fiction, climatic fantasy literature as well. All in all - whatever its contents - I am most satisfied if the book I just took on has proven to be shaking and mind-opening.
Movies: I watch to relax or to get intellectually moved. Love complexity, love it unique, therefore love 'mindfucks' :D. More data below...
The six things I could never do without
- stand-up comedy, b-class "horrors", mind-fucks, anime & martial arts movies,
- speaking ill of myself aloud, at every occasion,
- food: I need food! And teaaa ^ ^..., and as many drinkable things as it's possible to get :D!,
- guilt, sorrow and regret,
- lots of darkness and nighttime.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
I dream a lot... wasting time.
On a typical Friday night I am
Sitting, listening to the music, and to the lyrics, for hours.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
You should message me if
You are odd, caring, intelligent, absolutely sincere, private person, dependent when it comes to your exclusive relationships, independent in the way you think. Independent, but please: not stupid. Take each "," as "and".
Hmmm, I'm just being full of shit... The truth is: feel free to write :3.