I'm sensitive, I'm shy, I'm caring, I'm family oriented, I'm not terribly active, but I'm trying. I scare easy, I trust hard (as in, it takes me awhile to trust.). Most of my interests are: reading, writing, swimming, chatting, painting, blogging, movies (very little these days), TV (a lot these days), the sims 3 (really looking forward to The Sims 4), SW:TOR, wii, sleeping, Kevin Smith, The Big Bang Theory (best show EVER). There may be more, but maybe you should talk to me to find out.
I like to think I'm funny, and when in a goofy mood, I make myself laugh a lot :). Sometimes people laugh with me, and sometimes people look at me like I'm crazy. But at least I try :).
I'm a bit of a sci-fi geek; I like Star Wars, Stargate, Battlestar Galactica and shows like that, but not Star Trek though that can change. I really like shows with a lot of character development so I'm told I might like Deep Space 9.
I like to talk. I tend to get a little too personal at times, because small talk is a little difficult for me and because opening my mouth and sharing has helped improve other lives so I don't plan on changing. I care a lot about people.
WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR
I just want to get to know people, and hopefully meet some decent guys out there. I know that's hard to come by... But not completely impossible. I met my best friend on a dating site, and he's male. I guess that's what I'm looking for foremost. Someone who can be a friend. If you can't be my friend, why should you have the opportunity to date me? Friendship in a relationship is really important to me.
I need to really get to know someone before I can get physical. My being verbally intimate and terrible at small talk is a very important part of that process.
I'm also fairly allergic to cats so no cats is a must. I have trouble breathing if I'm exposed to one for more than 10 minutes.
SOMETHING I WROTE THAT SAYS MORE ABOUT WHAT I WANT
I'm in love with the guy who asked if it was ok to hold my hand. I'm in love with the guy who asked if he could kiss me. I'm in love with the guy who asked if he could touch me before doing so. I'm in love with the guy who asked if what he was doing was ok. If I was ok; who worried if I was ok. I'm in love with the guy who worried about my feelings and seemed like he was willing to communicate. I'm in love with the guy who called me beautiful and caressed all parts of my body softly and sweetly... I'm in love with the guy who kissed me and missed me and seemed unable to live without seeing me and unable to keep his hands off me. I'm in love with the future we thought about having, something so mundane as walks when the weather warms. Was he real or just a figment of my imagination? Will I ever find the real thing? Or is it always just pretend?