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My self-summary
I am a bisexual, polyamorous, Male-to-Female pre-Op transgirl. I am also pagan, sexy, awesome, wierd, funny, cute, nerdy, quirky and smart. I am soft yet strong, refined yet feral, logical yet magical. Get to know me. I promise you won't be dissapointed.

I am in an open, polyamorous relationship, where there are no secrets, no jealousy, and no drama.

I am hopelessly addicted to caffeine.

I believe there is a great deal about the universe that we simply don't understand, and as such human beings cannot possibly know what it is. Not yet, anyway.

I have a weakness for the original Cadbury Eggs.

I believe that religion and spirituality are two separate things; religion is an invention of man that attempts to codify the unexplainable; spirituality is a name for our apparent connection with something greater.

I love to play video games. maybe too much.

I consider myself a feminist, because I recognize that our society does not treat men and woman equally. I do not want women to be superior to men. I just want everyone to be treated like a human being, regardless of where they fall on the gender spectrum.

I believe mankind has the ability, unique to our particular species of animal, to affect reality simply through sheer force of will; at least to certain extents.

I enjoy sci-fi mysteries; and do my best to write some of my own.

I believe that we are not the only species of self-aware, sentient life in our universe. Scientists are finding new worlds every day, many of which lie close enough to their stars to support environments similar to Earth. I do not find it to be a terrible stretch to imagine that on one of those, someone else might be looking up at their night sky and thinking, "is anyone up there?"

I greatly enjoy sex, and see no problem with sharing enjoyable physical sensations among good friends.

I believe science and the more mystical side of things do not have to be mutually exclusive. In fact, i have a theory that they are actually the same thing.

I love the writings of H.P.Lovecraft, and must admit his style influences mine greatly. I wish i could have met him.

I have a theory that everybody is actually bisexual deep down, but eons of cultural "programming" keeps those feelings in check for most people. Of course, this is just a theory, and i admit i could be completely wrong on this one.

I have recently discovered that i love the Lolita fashion thing, but I have as yet to begin collecting the clothes for it. That shit's expensive, man.

I believe the collective belief of large numbers of human beings can and do manifest powerful forces that some call "gods." On the flipside, i also believe that there are forces that have existed long before our little race of primates ever thought about how cool it would be to set stuff on fire.

I try to meditate regularly. i find it helps keep my mind clear and emotions in balance.

My interests include:
Science Fiction and fantasy
Video Games
dresses, skirts, makeup, and other such girly articles
the paranormal
progressive ideas
Lolita Fashion
Clubbing (mostly goth/industrial, queer, or other such alternative venue)
Cute fuzzy animals
shiny things
What I’m doing with my life
Right now I am working as an Human Resources Drone in a multi-national retail company, trying to work my way up; and trying to be more productive with my writing. On my off days I find I am quite good at watching movies, playing video games into the wee hours of the morning and sleeping through the day because I stayed up all night playing video games.
I’m really good at
Thinking. I am a deeply theoretical person; though i of course recognize the value and import of practical application, my true passion lies in theory. I'm also not too bad at writing, i think. And I can intentionally fishtail a 9-ton forklift into a spot just big enough for it without hitting anything, which I'm fairly proud of.
The first things people usually notice about me
Being that I am not anyone other than me, I can't really know for sure. I would guess, though, it would be my hair, which everybody compliments me on, my eyes, which everybody compliments me on, or my long, supermodel-esque legs, which everybody compliments me on.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books: Anything with a central mystery that makes me NEED to finish it to find out what's really been going on the whole time. Of course, the best things I've ever read don't actually reveal the mystery at all.

Movies: I watch movies for the story. Not much into action flicks or comedies because of it.

Music: I am somewhat of an oddity when it comes to music. I love music, but don't care about any bands or performers. I love Metallica, but couldn't tell you the name of one person in the group. I like them because of their SOUND. Music is a spiritual event for me; if the sounds moves me, shifts me into another state of consciousness, then i like it. I realize that may not really be too informative, but its the best I've got.

Food: I'll try anything,and i do mean anything, as long as i know it wont be toxic. But my favorites are seafood and real texmex.
The six things I could never do without
In no particular order...

My imagination

My fantastic girlfriend

A computer (I know, I'm hopelessly dependent on modern technology...blech)

Deep, meaningful relationships

A sense of purpose and connectivity

A sense that there is something greater than us out there, for whatever reason.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
EVERYTHING. Seriously, the structure, nature, and purpose of the universe. Literally, all that is.

That, and cake. I like cake.

Also, I've lately become almost obsessed with the masked ball from Eyes Wide Shut. I WILL host one one day. Wanna come?
On a typical Friday night I am
I usually work on Saturdays, so I don't go too wild, unless I have something really fun planned.

On a typical Friday night I would like to...

Hang out with close friends, play some video games, try on some cute clothes, do some writing, go to a club, have hot and kinky sex, etc.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Well I already admitted I'm Transgender. Sadly, because of the deplorable state our society is in, that's pretty much the biggest 'secret' I have.

Oh, also, I really like BDSM. I'm a switch technically, but I'm naturally more submissive.
You should message me if
You think you could get along with somebody like me. You would want to get to know me as a human being. You want to know more about anything I have said. Or, if you are just bored, gimme a shout!