Disclaimer: I really need to update this profile more often.
I’m an introspective homebody, and I'd like to meet somebody who knows that “fat” isn’t a four-letter word. Casual socialization doesn’t come easily to me, but once I get to know you or find some common ground I really open up. I’m the very image of “bookish intellectual”. I enjoy nature documentaries about plants, insects, ocean depths, anything that explores a variety of unusual life. I love fantasy: fantasy writing, fantasy movies, fantasy rpgs, etc. I like monsters in entertainment mediums, in art, and just as concepts to play around with. I am fascinated by the supernatural and the cryptozoological, both in fiction and in alleged reality. I spend a lot of time on the internet. I am NOT into sports, and I'm repulsed by football.
I’m terminally geeky. I write fanfiction, I have lengthy debates about the moral defensibility of creating an army of the dead or why Daleks are so bloody cool, and a lot of the time I just speculate or daydream complex fictional worlds. Even if you aren’t an ubernerd, I’d like somebody who can at least meet with me on some levels.
I've learned from painful experience that I am not ready for love, or at least the long-term relationship and very high level of personal emotional investment that can pass for it in a poor light.
Seriously, the fact that I like somebody who shares interests should be already apparent. I want to be with somebody mature, because I haven’t enjoyed the alternative. You don’t have to be dead serious, just a person who I can rely on and confide in on topics from the critical to the inane. Physical and sexual attraction plays a role in dating (otherwise, why are people posting their photos?) I’d like a fat girl, and a girl who’s aware that being “fat” doesn’t equate with being ugly or having a medically proven death sentence, at least as far as girls go. I'm into chubby guys, but I think I'm also into skinny guys? (I haven't figured out the spectrum of my sexuality yet). I'm also into fat individuals who don't fit the gender binary. I have a natural impulse to give presents, complement, and pamper, and if you can gracefully accept random gifts, tasty treats, and subtle attempts to spoil you, that’s awesome. The body part I’m most attracted to is the belly and I think big round bellies are the cutest.
I believe that the term “seven deadly sins” is inaccurate on at least two counts.
I consider myself a feminist (a real feminist, not a transphobic ass who only cares about white upper-middle class problems), and I have a some strong ideas about gender roles. I’m not some parasitic cretin who thinks fat girl are “easy”. I don’t even properly understand the concept of easy. I mean, if there’s a guy and a girl, both attracted to each other, they go out for dinner at mcdonalds, then they go home and have sex, conventional wisdom holds that the girl was “easy” because all it took was a snack from the dollar menu to get her into bed. Isn’t the guy here easier, because he actually paid for a meal rather than having sex with the incentive of a free one?
Did I mention I tend to ramble? I want to wrap this up with a statement. One thing that really drives me wild is a girl who wants to get fatter, known in some internet circles as a gainer or feedee. I consider myself a feeder or encourager and an fa (short for fat admirer). The collective term for this grouping/interest is feedism (Note I didn’t say “wants to get fat” or “wants to weigh x amount”, its more about the journey than the goal). I wouldn’t dream of trying to trick somebody into gaining weight, or even sabotaging diets. This refers to somebody who is interested in gaining weight/getting fatter themselves; I don't expect or want a partner to gain weight just to please me.
Update: so yeah, found out I was closer to the middle of the Kinsey scale than I realized. Still not sure how near the center I am, or how my preferences with guys may differ, but feedees are cool, and nice soft bellies are always good.
I am creative, esoteric, and nourishing