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27 / F / Straight / Available
Santa Cruz, California
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Mar 24, 2008
I don't know how to sum up the last 3 years. It's been VERY crazy!
After writing this huge long entry...I deleted it and decided to sum it all up. (Which I had to do TWICE!)
I decided to make it private because...I really can't sum up the last 3 years without making it sound hectic and crazy!
Cause it really has been.
This version is the NON-private version. If u want more details just ask.
In short...2004 ended off in a bang.
2005 involved much promiscuousness, a first love, an ex boyfriend who stole 5k worth of items from me (including all my cameras and my bike), another who stole 100$, an abusive relationship, counseling, and lots and lots of DDR and ITG!
2005 was very very fun! Probably my best year.
It ended very badly however. It all started with a Bus Strike. My life is still recovering due to that stupid bus strike.
I had to quit school (among MANY other things), and still owe a debt.
November 2nd (the last day or so before the strike ended) I met my current bf, and my sister kicked me out of my home (for sneaking him).
2006 - involved much moving around. I lost my two jobs. I had lots of relationship problems. I realize my bf is an alcoholic with a mental illness. I also become dependent on him financially. :( move back in with sister. Lots of chaos happens. Lots of moving. And a broken relationship with my (ex?)sister (who I later find out was coming off a vicodin addiction and being hormonal cause she was pregnant). Bf and I became severely depressed and combined put on 200lbs.
2007 - trying to get away from my depression and slump, we spontaneously move to Portland, OR. Things look up for me! :) But bf becomes really depressed and moves back to Cali.
Then I get evicted for not being "social enough". I worked graveyard about 40-60 hours a week, so I never saw my housemate.
I move back to California. We move in with my friend and her bf, in Scotts Valley. My job sucks ass! Life is lame again. Landlords sell place. We all get kicked out. BF and I move back to Santa Cruz into a motel.
I lose 40 lbs since I move out of Scotts Valley.
Decemberish through Jan 2008 - I start a plan to better myself. I plan to finish school, get a job, and get back to playing In The Groove again.
Jan through Now - Things are pretty mellow. Still having relationship problems, but overall things are improving. I've even had a few job interviews and callbacks. Although, still no job. I've been playing ITG again, and things are slowly looking up.
That's as best as I can sum. :D
It hasn't been all bad though. :) There's been good too. I just summed up the major parts.
I'm not sure what else to write...so...yea.
I forgot I had an OKcupid account, and decided I should probably update it.
I'm starting with this journal entry.