First, allow me to explain about my screen name. Well, most have the common misconception that its just about rough, brutal, and kinky sex. Although that is one meaning behind it, the other meaning is a term of when someone breaks my heart - to let them know to shove the knife in nice and deep so that they shatter all of my dreams and illusions.

Somewhere between Carpe Diem and Carpe Noctem is Carpe Vitam.

I am a rose, soft but full of thorns.

I am searching for something or someone. A thing or person that will make me feel, make me whole. I'm looking for that one thing that will inspire me and bring me to the highest form of potential that I can reach. I want someone that can love me for me, the poetic, sadistic, bookworm, bitch sides of me - all of me, but mostly the woman of me.

I'm a little odd. All I can say is, is that I am me, I know who I am, what I am, and the wrath that I bring. I'm confident about my personality, and I love it, I wouldn't change my personality for anything or anyone.

I am a writer, a singer, a fashion designer. I am the bitch that infiltrates your mind. Or the little school girl that just lives to drive you mad.

Semper Fidelis.

Due to financial issues, I am unable to attend college, but hope that I will be able to within the near future. Outside of that, when I do start back up in college, I plan to get my PhD in Psychiatry, with a minor degree in either journalism or business.

I have just started a new job working as a photo specialist and I do highly enjoy my job.

Get to know me and you will have the pleasure of finding out.

My shortness, I'm only five feet tall, a lot of people tend to poke fun at me because of it, I really don't think it's that funny.

My eyes, people think they are a beautiful color, they also make people believe that I am Asian because of the shape.

My personality, really if you meet me and get to know me, you will understand exactly what I am talking about.

Usually, its all in that order.

I love horror, romance, mysteries, supernatural. I curl up at night and just read.

Books - Honestly, I have over 3000. I can't chose just one.

Movies - I am a movie lover, but I love anime more. My favorite anime is Ouran High School Host Club.

Music - Within Temptation, Lacuna Coil, Slipping Tongue, I am Ghost, NightWish, Sirenia, Leaves' Eyes, Paramore, Stevie Nicks, Fleetwood Mac, Xandria, Lesbian Bed Death, Tristania, Epica, Kamelot, After Forever, Voodou, Garbage, Alanis Morissette, Berlin, Evanescence, My Ruin, Seether, She wants Revenge.

Books, Love, Friends, Technology, Anime, and whatever other things indulge my desires.

Whatever spikes my interest at the time.

It varies on every Friday. But, usually work, if not work, then I'm out with friends.

I have multiple fetishes, I'm into BDSM, S&M, Bondage, and anything that tickles me any color I wish it too.

I will admit to the fact that I love having power. I get excited with the fact that I am feminine and that I have men that overpower me physically on the ground begging at my feet and wrapped around my finger.

Sex is an aphrodisiac, a spiritual high of two minds, bodies, and souls mending together at one in a precise moment of ecstasy. It is also the most basic animal instinct and I do say that I am high in the knowledge of being a predator.

Although kinky sex is good and all, I don't want it all of the time. Behind all of the sexual giving's, there is also a woman underneath that holds emotions just like every other human.

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If you aren't just after me for a piece of ass, you want to be friends with the possibility of becoming more. I caught your interest with my out-there personality and want to learn more.