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22 F Du Quoin, IL

My Details

Last Online
Apr 9
5′ 3″ (1.60m)
Body Type
Mostly vegetarian
Christianity, and somewhat serious about it
Gemini, but it doesn’t matter
Working on university
Less than $20,000
Relationship Status
Seeing Someone
Relationship Type
Doesn’t have kids, and doesn’t want any
Has dogs and has cats
English (Fluently), Sign Language (Fluently)

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My self-summary
The name's Amanda, but most people now refer to me as Manda. The only person allowed to call me Mandy is my grandmother, and only when she's posting photos on various social networking websites. I'm not sure if I am the most interesting person I've ever met, or the most boring. Sometimes I feel like I am someone significant and awesome. The rest of the time I feel too bland and unnoticed to function. I've had my fair share of experiences, and if you're lucky you may just get to hear some of them. I don't open up quickly to people, though. It is not because I am uncomfortable with anything, it is mostly because it is too exhausting explaining my life to people. A lot has happened to me in my short 22 years, and none of it is easy to comprehend for the average soul. So don't take it personally if I don't dive straight into the dirty details right away.... it's mostly just laziness. That's not to say I can't hold up a conversation. Trust me... I can talk. I can converse about anything and everything. Its a talent, really.

Mostly I'm just an over-the-top, awkward, nerdy, eccentric, artistically talented math student that wants to publish a novel in the next three years and spends too much of her free time bowling. Any questions?
What I’m doing with my life
To be quite predictable and literal, right now I work as a teacher's aide in a fifth grade afterschool class. It's not permanent, but I love my job. I wouldn't trade it for the world.

Mentally, however, I am somewhere else. I've recently realized that everything I've been telling myself that I wanted in life is completely wrong. I was leading myself down a path that would inevitably end in heartbreak, depression, and loneliness. For the past year or so I have been working to figure out what exactly it is that I want or need.... and it is a process.

Basically, I am trying to get my shit together in such a way that I feel would be the most satisfying to me and me alone. I'm learning that pleasing others comes secondary to pleasing myself, and there is such a way to accomplish this without becoming too selfish.
I’m really good at
Holding conversations.
Bowling (sometimes).
Mathematical equations.
Making people feel included.
Remembering things.
Complimenting people.
Googling things.
The first things people usually notice about me
My red lipstick.
My laugh (It's NOT cute/adorable. It's insane.)
My tattoo.
I am never appropriately dressed for the weather.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Anything by Augusten Burroughs. Anything by John Green. Perks of Being a Wallflower. It's Kind Of a Funny Story. White Oleander. A Million Little Pieces. Fight Club. A Clockwork Orange. Animal Farm. Any dystopian literature that exists. Especially 1984, The Giver, Gathering Blue, and The Messenger.

This year I want to read or reread the classics that I may have overlooked in my teenage years. Such as Frankenstein, Tom Sawyer, and Pride and Prejeduce.

I am a complete movie buff. I could sit here and list all the movies that I like, or I could be vague and save us a lot of time. I will watch ANYTHING, and I can find enjoyment in most films I view. Romance, comedy, horror, suspense, action, etc. My absolute favorite genre is probably along the lines of independent films like Wristcutters: A Love Story and Up In The Air.

Along the same lines as movies, I can enjoy just about any television show. At least for a small amount of time. But some favorites are Workaholics, Lost, Drop Dead Diva, Tim and Eric, Greys Anatomy, Private Practice, Friends, Bob's Burgers, Adventure Time, How I Met Your Mother, and Moral Orel.

I'm not really a picky peter with my music. As long as you can play it acousticly and the lyrics speak to me, I am sold. I'm more interested in the story behind the song. If that's good, the music will be tolerated regardless of talent level. However, I do feel that there are bands that excel in all areas. These bands fall along the lines of: Tegan and Sara, The Mountain Goats, Andrew Jackson Jihad, Alkaline Trio, Madeline, Florence and The Machine, Mumford and Sons, Waxahatchee, The Uncluded, Aesop Rock, The Wild, Paul Baribeau, Toh Kay, Into it. Over it., Dallas Green, Yoav, Sufjan Stevens, and most indie acoustic bands that you can find.

Food is delicious always.
I'll try anything once.
My favorite is anything my grandma cooks.
The six things I could never do without
My family.
The internet & all that it entails.
New experiences.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Myself. My life. My history and how it is written and stone and will go unchanged for the rest of my existence in this conciousness. How horrible things happen to amazing people, and miracles occur for those that are least deserving. Other people's conciousness and thoughts. Regrets. Dreams. What I should/shouldn't be doing. How vast the world is, yet how small it can be. Coincidences.

I can give myself panic attacks sometimes with all these thoughts. My head feels like it could explode at times.
On a typical Friday night I am
Watching Netflix and usually drinking beer/wine.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I smoke a lot of weed.

And I am unfortunately inlove with the boy that I live with. We met on here a year ago, and I've been smiling ever since. I tried not to fall... I tried really hard. But when someone is as talented, handsome, hilarious, and as genuinely caring as he is.... well, it was only a matter of time, wasn't it? I don't expect him to love me back, though. I know that isn't in his agenda... but let this be my warning to you. For better or worse, my heart is a little preoccupied right now. All you're going to find from me is friendship because all my romantic focus and affection is tied up in one Trent Fred.
I’m looking for
  • Guys and girls who like bi girls
  • Ages 18–28
  • Near me
  • Who are single
  • For new friends
You should message me if
Any of this made you have any thoughts whatsoever. You should share them with me. Please, I am intrigued.

You can also just message me if you're interested in getting to know me more. That'd be fun.