Moments of clarity are the best – I feel wide awake, there’s a buzz inside me, a good, happy, positive energy, but peaceful as well. I can see myself with so many possibilities and exciting things to do, I am creative in my mind and try to think of that creativity as reality, and it seems possible. Anything is possible. My surroundings seem to be brighter, more colourful and more clearly visible. I don’t mind being on my own, but my ultimate dream is to find someone who wants to be in my company and to whom I am important and to whom I matter. In my moments of clarity I see that as a possibility – like the cherry on top of the iced bun so to speak.
That’s me when I like myself. I don’t want to go into details of the times when I don’t like myself – my moments of cloudy confusion – but let’s just say they are there.
So, enough about me for now. If you want to know, contact me. If I like you, I'll tell you more.
I was thinking of uploading some new photos and adding some things, but I don't think I'll bother, because so far I have received mostly shite responses. So I just can't be bothered.

Good question lol

Lots of things

Don't know - I don't ask, so I can't tell you. Maybe you'd like to tell me what you notice about me.

I have loved (probably because I was only about 15 at the time) and been very impressed by The Lord of the Rings (German and English) 1984 (that book haunts me sometimes) The Women's Room and many, many others

Movies The Rose The Omen Part I The Lord of the Rings Parts I, II and III Angels in America The Passion of the Christ to name but a few

Music Madonna Queen David Bowie Janis Joplin Leonard Cohen Pink Floyd Grace Slick etc etc etc

Food Love Italian food, but has to be vegetarian

My family, car, computer, dreams, honest compliments, perfume

Too many things to put down here, even if I wanted to, but hey, you can ask me about it

Often I am at home on my computer and watching TV

I don't like this bit, so I'm going to skip it for now

You're genuine, a bit out of the ordinary, warm, optimistic, imaginative, can listen to silly talk and find it funny - oh yeah, and you'd need to be able to give me some tlc sometimes