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My self-summary
I AM SORRY, its going to be a bit long =__=

I am not the typical urban chic. I am not very well groomed or attractive, nor have very good communication skills.
I am an introvert in a social setting, who avoids arguing.
I am very, very lazy and dont like going out. I dont feel the urge to experiment or explore places, food, books, etc. Fairly normal and common kid. A wallflower.
At the moment, I am battling with feelings of inferiority and inadequacies.

I dont quite know why I am here. >_> I am sure I am not here for sex, i dont even think I am here for dating.
I am here maybe to just talk to people. I have had a favorably good experience of pen pal-ing. So its something similar to that what you could expect from me.
I hope to find a person/people, not to form a relationship with, but a bond. Something and someone to connect with. To feel 'at home' with.

If we get to talk and continue to do so, you'll form your own subjective viewpoint abt me so I'll leave it here :]
I’m really good at
Leaving this space an empty essay as it was ^^;;
The first things people usually notice about me
Everyone see with a different eye and mind. Can't answer this on anyone's behalf.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
+ I am not fond of reading. It comes off as a very labor intensive task for me. I hope to be an avid reader someday. But I think it doesnt come innately to me.

+ Music...Anything that please my ears. I prefer artists with short discography (gets easier to discover their work in one go)

+ Movies... I have mostly watched Drama. Less of Horror though lately I have started enjoying it as my life has been pretty mundane...haha ^^;; Dislike gore and never watched sci-fi and action.
The six things I could never do without
Silly question.

To name a few things which I feel are very essential for my living are my family, a few people I share a bond with, Internet, cell phone, a pleasant environment, money, like minded people, a sense of sanity and functionality.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
* Removing subjectivity from my perspective. But alas, I am a human.

* How I will survive in this world where social anxiety isnt accepted and understood. Where street smartness is a must.

* How I am wasting the privileges that I have been given.

* Sulking on my lack of motivation and direction. Sulking on the fact that most people cannot be trusted, sulking on the fact that love leaves the best of relationships. Time and familiarity corrodes it.
On a typical Friday night I am
Although I work on Saturdays, I still like Fridays. They give me a sense of comfort. Universal emotion. :)
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
That naturally, I am not a very private person. I just try hard to be a private person and quite suck at it :)
You should message me if
There are things I appreciate and yearn for in almost every person i meet. Its something that's sort of depleted in human race since a long time. Its innocence and naivety. Which doesnt mean that you are a virgin (duh). Its just about how you lack the ability to manipulate situations and people to your benefit and lack a prudential point of view in every single situation. If you struggle with your innocence, if it has broken or wounded you.
Plus point - if you can make me giggle ^^

Rest - I WONT judge you by your spellings, grammar, your income, dressing sense, looks, body, height, weight (:D), your being 'fun-loving', or 'living life king size' (trust me, you dont want me so dont bother yourself ) etc.

If I dont reply you back, dont take me for an arrogant girl. Trust me I am not. But I get many messages over here (not bragging ; all girls get many msgs in dating sites xD).
I want to keep my contacts few and close.