I am not the typical urban chic. I am not very well groomed or attractive, nor have very good communication skills.
I am an introvert in a social setting, who avoids arguing.
I am very, very lazy and dont like going out. I dont feel the urge to experiment or explore places, food, books, etc. Fairly normal and common kid. A wallflower.
At the moment, I am battling with feelings of inferiority and inadequacies.
I dont quite know why I am here. >_> I am sure I am not here for sex, i dont even think I am here for dating.
I am here maybe to just talk to people. I have had a favorably good experience of pen pal-ing. So its something similar to that what you could expect from me.
I hope to find a person/people, not to form a relationship with, but a bond. Something and someone to connect with. To feel 'at home' with.
If we get to talk and continue to do so, you'll form your own subjective viewpoint abt me so I'll leave it here :]
+ Music...Anything that please my ears. I prefer artists with short discography (gets easier to discover their work in one go)
+ Movies... I have mostly watched Drama. Less of Horror though lately I have started enjoying it as my life has been pretty mundane...haha ^^;; Dislike gore and never watched sci-fi and action.
To name a few things which I feel are very essential for my living are my family, a few people I share a bond with, Internet, cell phone, a pleasant environment, money, like minded people, a sense of sanity and functionality.
* How I will survive in this world where social anxiety isnt accepted and understood. Where street smartness is a must.
* How I am wasting the privileges that I have been given.
* Sulking on my lack of motivation and direction. Sulking on the fact that most people cannot be trusted, sulking on the fact that love leaves the best of relationships. Time and familiarity corrodes it.
Plus point - if you can make me giggle ^^
Rest - I WONT judge you by your spellings, grammar, your income, dressing sense, looks, body, height, weight (:D), your being 'fun-loving', or 'living life king size' (trust me, you dont want me so dont bother yourself ) etc.
If I dont reply you back, dont take me for an arrogant girl. Trust me I am not. But I get many messages over here (not bragging ; all girls get many msgs in dating sites xD).
I want to keep my contacts few and close.