Hi I'm Brian. I like to be real and to the point. I have a 21 month old baby named Mya and I love her with all my heart. I will be the best parent I can, but she's living with my ex at grandma's house. Without going into all the bad details, I'm now single.
I was told to move out. I've been preaching since January and I've asked well over 1000 people if I could live with them and do all the chores and yard work as gratitude in return. I haven't received a permanent yes yet, but five people have given me temporary living so that since January I've only slept outside about 28 days. Also my friend Doug in Daytona Beach just told me he has an extra room for me, free rent forever. I trust GOD whether I'm adopted by you, or a loving family, or if I'm left with no choice but to move to Daytona Beach. Wherever GOD brings me, I will be happy and content. So I've been incredibly blessed.
When I'm outside I stay under a tree in Payne Park downtown Sarasota, and recently I rode my bicycle to Siesta Beach and slept on the sand, it was very relaxing. While walking to find a spot to sleep, I saw a cute couple lying on a blanket sleeping about 15 feet away from the water, they looked like they were in love, his arm around her as they slept under the stars. I would enjoy that with someone special, I hope you are her.
Recently I've been blessed by a pastor to sleep on the side of the church and use the faucet for water, so far I only had to sleep there one night, and it was surprisingly peaceful.
I read the HOLY WORD BIBLE and talk about GOD JESUS all the time because I finally understand what the definition of LOVE really is. I'm really hoping someone will adopt me into their family, yes like a real adoption, because I've been without a permanent home for awhile and I know I can be a blessing to anyone who gives me a chance.
I've been thru so much emotional pain and psychological pain that I find myself crying a lot, sometimes seeing one little thing reminds me of something, then I start crying. But after a minute I remember how great GOD is and how much HE loves us, and how this life is a test to see what our reward in Heaven will be, so those tears of pain turn into tears of joy, and I stand up tall and full of confidence again, ready to speak the BIBLE to the next lost soul.
Glory to YHWH GOD I've been clean and sober for 8 years praise YHWH, ever since October 19 in 2006 when I first prayed and asked JESUS to forgive me of all my sins and started reading the HOLY WORD BIBLE. HE saved my soul forever and I read the BIBLE daily. I teach and preach to everyone I can about how much our FATHER in Heaven loves us more than any human could ever love us.
But my spiritual man, my soul is completely blessed because i love GOD JESUS and HE's my KING and SAVIOR and FATHER CREATOR forever. I have no fear. I fully trust GOD JESUS for all my provisions, and HE provides miracles for me every single day, I'm completely blessed and in love with FATHER GOD JESUS. So there's the basics of my life now.
I hope to meet a beautiful woman of GOD who will happily dedicate the rest of her life to hold my hand and stay by my side.
GOD told me HE opened the door for me to move and live in Jerusalem the rest of the days of my life until YAHSHUA JESUS returns or until I enter Heaven some day.
Growing up my mom taught me to save myself for marriage. But the girl I first proposed to when I was 24, she robbed me of my virginity when she cheated on me at a party that I was never invited to. It killed me inside, I was ready to devote my whole life to her forever, and she took my heart and crushed it and spit on it like i was dirt. My ego emotional spirit man died that night, I almost threw up on the sidewalk when she told me. Then I gave up caring if I even lived another day. I turned suicidal from the pain, I started using every drug that came my way, eventually thought about doing suicide. But I would break down in tears before I could do anything drastic. Then I stole cars bc I didn't care about anything anymore. I was in so much pain it made my mind blank out to not even know reality anymore. Now I completely understand how mental depression and emotional pain is infinitely greater than physical pain. Then I got arrested and in the Orlando FL Orange County Jail this nurse Mrs. Mitchell looked at my profile on the computer then looked at me and stared me right into my eyes and into my soul and said words "you need to read your BIBLE" that reached so deep into my soul that I started crying and YHWH YAHSHUA FATHER CREATOR simply woke me up out of my pain that very moment. Mrs. Mitchell told me to start reading in John and when I got back to my bunk, I found a BIBLE and started reading John. a few months later I broke down in tears for my sins were heavy and I prayed and asked JESUS to forgive me and be my KING and SAVIOR forever. after 4 years prison and 3 years probation, I was released from the system. I'm a new man, a new creation by faith, a child of the CREATOR YHWH, and now Heaven is my home. I'm an ambassador from Heaven to preach the TRUTH in the SPIRIT of LOVE to all nations and to anyone who will listen. Here is the message that you need to know tonight: JESUS WAS A HOMELESS MAN WHO TAUGHT US HOW TO LIVE HOMELESS. Read Matthew 8:20 then read Matthew chapters 5 thru ch 11 then repeat those 7 chapters about 7 times. WE HAVE OUR LIFE HERE TO PROVE WHO WE LOVE BEFORE WE DIE. THAT IS OUR PURPOSE. DO WE LOVE YHWH FATHER CREATOR ALMIGHTY GOD OR DO WE LOVE MAMMON MONEY MATERIALISM? TIME DETERMINES WHO U WORK FOR. I've been homeless for YAHSHUA JESUS by faith since January 2014 and my soul is in complete rest and I witness great mighty miracles daily as I feed HIS sheep and preach and teach the ETERNAL LIVING WORD OF LIFE IN JOY PEACE LOVE.
The deepest desire in my soul was to meet a woman who would love me with her complete being, never doing me wrong, never cheating on me, never lying to me, etc etc. I would love to meet a woman who would give me a chance to show her that I have nothing but LOVE and LIGHT in my soul.