Sensitive and caring female looking for a caring and sensitive guy.
What I’m doing with my life
I live with my parents, Im really lonely at the moment, Iv been
single for ages, I am over weight sorry mainly because I have a
benign brain tumour, Im receiving treatment for it. I have had many
problems in my life I wont deny. On the bright side, I am very
caring . I am very sexual, but also very shy, Im also very
romantic, I love having feelings, I spend a long time thinking
about guys, I fell in love once and I didnt get to be with that
person, it broke my heart. I have suffered from anxiety problems in
my life the problem was caused by bottling up my hurt feelings. I
am very sensitive. When I love someone, I love them deeply. I love
dancing, especially erotically, but I never showed anyone before. I
love cooking, Im very good at it, Iv cooked just about everything,
I wish that I could cook all the time, every day. I like staying
home, I dont go out much, I used to niteclub a lot in my younger
years, but I really just stay around the house now. I play piano, I
love my piano, I play for a lot of hours every day nearly. I make a
lot of mistakes though, lol I love art, and I like to draw. I love
reading fiction books, I love doing housework. Im really useless at
maths and Im rubbish at sewing and I cant knit. lol
I do like to have a drink, I drink wine useally oh and I also
smoke, I really want to give up. I really love playing my radio.
I’m really good at
The first things people usually notice about me
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
I like Jodi Picoult, Melanie Rose, Harlam Coben, Danielle steele,
Enid Blyton lol lots of others
Im not into watching movies much, I like comedies, anything good
I love so many different types of music. I like to play the radio,
I like to play songs on youtube. I like pop, classical, rock,
romantic music, all sorts.
I often ponder about eating meat and fish cause I find it cruel,
then I hate myself for eating it.
I love all kinds of food lol I love pasta dishs, I love chinese, I
love salt and vinegar crisps.
The six things I could never do without
Im not sure theres not much I dont do without, I feel starved of
love and affection.
I couldnt do without my family
I couldnt do without my piano
I couldnt do without food
I couldnt do without wine lol
I couldnt do without my bed
I couldnt do without my bath
I spend a lot of time thinking about
I spend a lot time thinking I wish I had a wonderful guy- to show
me love and affection and who I could show love and affection back
too. I spend a lot of time wishing I was not alone. Guys have not
treated me very nice in the past, they have treated me very badly,
I feel vulnerable but I wont take that rubbish again as I am a
stronger person now. I just want to be accepted for the person I am
and really feel I can be myself with a person and not to ever have
to pretend ever that Im a person that Im not.
On a typical Friday night I am
Sitting at home, having a drink and watching tv, playing my piano.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
my feelings are often really really hurt by what people say to me
but I never show or admit it.
You should message me if
you should message me if you are serious about a relationship, if
you dont mind that im overweight, due to no problem of my own, I do
not over eat I eat a normal diet, if you can see what a beautiful
person i am inside and accept me for my faults as well as the
better parts. If you can make me feel like the woman I am and not
expect me to be any different. Men and women will always be
different, please dont expect me to think and behave like a man
when it suits you.