Searching for distraction from the hollowness of existence.
Imamothafuckin Teacher, for a few more months... then I'm moving to
Portland or maybe Massachusetts somewhere if I can get a teaching
job down there that is not as isolated as my current location in
Central Maine (woot woot). I come down to Portland 3-4 nights a
week anyway so I basically live here already.
I don't really have a lot of friends because all I did in high
school was play piano. Through this I met a bunch of people and
connected with so many people on a really deep level, but it's
weird how it works when you're not playing together. I'm trying to
learn how to communicate / connect with people NOT through music so
I don't really have any pick up lines or game, in fact I kind of
suck at being a human being. But I am very (overly) conscious and
sensitive so you can feel safe that I probably won't rape
your dog.
In college I still pretty much just played piano, but I got into a
lot of fun bands and met people that way. I also had a gf pretty
much all the way through. By the way, on that subject having a gf
through your formative years (of course im still in mine) can be
very frustrating. Especially someone so attractive playing in a
band that's doing a goodly bit better than it probably should
be.
Have you heard of the modern Faubus?
She's naming us "cis dudes"
