I am spiritual without being religious or dogmatic.

To categorize and limit me into strict confine is to kill me.

My father is German/ Polish/ a little bit Jewish and my mom is Chinese by blood, Thai by citizenship. What does that make me? A mutt?
I grew up in Bangkok, Copenhagen, Kathmandu, Beijing, Tucson and San Diego and lived in lots of places around the world. I am a world traveler.

I've done a lot of jobs including; Singing/ dancing (performances), musical theater, acting (been in 3 movies). I had a record deal with Decca Taiwan in 1995, it was fun being a pop star for a while, I reeeaaally regret quitting that one. I taught dance, taught English to Chinese people, I worked for 2 airlines, Thai Airways being one of them. My latest job was a Spa Manager in Shanghai before I moved back to Thailand in April 09.

I long to share the whole of my being, body, mind, heart and soul with someone who is affectionate, kind, honest, intelligent and International like I am and can somehow feel the depth of my feelings as I feel his. To be connected at the soul level. Maybe that isn't possible and I'm just delusional for thinking that that can exist in this earthly realm, but I so long for it deeply, I can't deny that.
All this said, I also enjoy just hanging out having fun, it doesn't have to be deep and serious all the time. I'm open to discovering and experiencing newness.

You could look these up if you're into psychological tests;
Jungian Personality Type: INFP Healer Idealist.
http://www.keirsey.com/personality/nfip.html
http://www.geocities.com/lifexplore/infp.htm
AND ENFP Champion Idealist (I'm in between the two)

These are pretty close descriptions of me but of course you have to know me personally in order to really know me. I have a twin sister and we are much alike but we are very different in many ways.

I surprise myself sometimes, I think I might have multiple personality, but not dissociated. I like it when that happens. I work on simplifying my mind, clearing away what is not "me" but were programmed into me by others since childhood. I think it is very important if we are to evolve to be able to tell the difference between actual life experience and what you have been told as facts.

Creating a health food restaurant/ coffee shop/ juice bar where you can also dance. My big dream is to run a health spa resort which helps people heal from their allergies and ailments naturally by ways of detoxification, organic foods and clean air...among others. My other option is to find a good job in Hotel business so I can put my language skills to good use.

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Herbs, Essential Oils, I'm often told that I have very healing touch, using my hands, Touching, Languages, Accents (if I had the confidence I could have been Robin William), Dreaming, Cuddling, Laughing, Crying, Spontaneous adventures, Astrology, Reflection, Being Real, Dancing in the ocean under the full moon, Skinny dipping, Open minded exchange, Open hearted exchange, Learning from life's lessons, Listening, Understanding, Compassion, Dance, Movement, Theater, Music, Drawing, Painting, Sculpting, Reading, Philosophy, Loving...

I've been told I have Sparkly eyes and that they're distracting, cute/ interesting face, beautiful, gorgeous, awesome dancer (take me dancing and find out), fit, always saying unconventional things that usually blow minds without meaning to, my views are different, can't help it, I lived in many countries, I've got bird"s eye view of the world. I can also be very funny ;-D
{ONE MAN TOLD ME THAT: "I'm the MOST BEAUTIFUL Creature that's ever existed on the planet Earth; and EVEN MORE beautiful on the inside!" ...Well, that's what he said. ;o) } (This part was an edit to my profile proposed to me by some1 and it sounds just wonderful so I'm keeping it, even though I know full well I'm not the "most" anything on planet earth, or any other planet, but let's face it, compliments feel darn good, thank you, D! {:-P)

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Books...The medical MAFIA, Rule by Secrecy, and the truth shall set you free, Ann Rice's vampire books, books on psychology like dissociate identity disorder (DID) or borderline personality disorder, books on child abuse...etc, the complete book of essential oil and aromatherapy, herbal home spa, midwifery, to name a few.
Movies...the Ugly Truth, Quills, V for Vendetta, Butterfly effect, Eyes wide shut, Moulin Rouge, The Others, Gladiator, Hot Chick, pretty Barbie movies, funny movies and much more.
Music...Arabic music, World music, Trance planet, classical, jazz, funk, reggae, hippy music, Sara Brightman, REM, rock, country, new age, Oh God...too many to name...basically all things and styles as long as there is truth and depth in their realms and that the waves encode my being into Higher octaves...
Food...mostly vegetarian, lots of fresh fruits and vegetables. Thai, Indian, Mediterranean, Chinese, Japanese, Italian food.

(Eating healthy is why I look 20 something to most people, this also has everything to do with belief and attitude, seriously, aging is not the number of years you've lived, it is the condition of the health of your body and mind, enzymes and toxin levels among others).

Affection/ Love (giving and receiving), Music, Cleanliness, Dream, Imagination, God.

Reasons for existing in this realm, do I belong here?, wonder if I made a mistake being born on earth as a female Chinese looking human :-P, holistic healing, making a difference, my kids' well being, world affairs, relationships, how people, myself and the world works, the future (mine and that of man/womankind).

Used to go out, see bands, clubbing and performing a lot but I'm chillin these days. Would like to be floating in the ocean or a natural hot spring, too bad I don't live by either one just yet. Grateful for the waterfalls down the roads though, I just can't hang there at night. So I end up floating in the pool instead, watching the moon and stars, it's beautiful here without the pollution I was used to before.

I stopped believing in "Happily Ever After" but feel free to prove me wrong if you will...(actually I'm not sure if I ever really believed in it, maybe if I start truly believing, then it will happen for me too as it has for others).

I'm open with sharing, nobody's perfect, those who think they are perfect are the least perfect, so I have observed. What do you want to know?

You feel you'd like to get to know me better before you ask for more sexy photos.
-it gives you hope and/or happiness.
-you are a diamond in the rough
-you are beautiful inside and out

-you are not a beautiful but empty shell
-you do not consider yourself to be "conventional", "normal",
-you do not lack depth,
-you do not judge me or anyone else based on stereotypes
-you do not believe that the mainstream "news" and the "truth" are the same things.

Try to read my profile b4 u message me ;-}