I am that I am.

It is in relation that I get my self. Without other there is no I, no me.

It seems so challenging to get the real gist of a person from inanimate self promotion. I'm someone who feels deeply, thus it's in human interaction that I get a person.

I am honest, full of whit, curious, kind, adventurous, subtle, gentle, strong, specifically vague, direct and a plethora of other dichotomies that make up this universe. I live in the middle, that's where the conversation lives and the solutions are to the this or that.

I am a scientist of sorts, as I study my experience with objectivity to the best of my ability. I am absolutely intrigued by the human condition and study it with reverence. I learn through direct experience and still keep a child like curiosity in respect to human beings and their relationship to what living life fully means. I love to play and explore the diversity of life.

I love being in my body and all the activities that bring me deeper into this moment. Being in nature, hiking, jogging, rock climbing, snow boarding and camping or just sitting around a fire, I can find great peace.

I am looking for a Woman to walk beside me, to laugh, to play, to frolic, to explore, to dig, to get dirty, to breathe and to just be with me. Respect, communication, transparency, honesty, compassion, passion, direction and integrity are attributes that I hold in high regard.

I find the questions section of this site very black and white. I understand the purpose, though I find reality much more dynamic and colourful. If you want to know me, ask a question and we can have a conversation, as the answers are often much deeper than a this or that.

As much as I am serious I like to play. As much as I am strong I am flexible. Like a tree, I bend with the wind and I have deep roots.

Thanks for being.

MmmMars

I am finding my way.

Work is paramount at this point in my life. I work in the DTES doing community outreach/harm reduction, working in mental health and addictions. This stability fuels my artistic nature, which has me creating continually.

Performance art is what moves my heart and has me feel the energy of life/creation move though me. I've done some professional Metis Jigging intermixed with contemporary dance since 2006.

This is my solo music project that I'm working on right now:
https://soundcloud.com/infinityfrequency
and my DJ Mixes and remixes are here:
http://www.mixcloud.com/infinityfrequency/

Listening, being in the moment, problem solving, communicating, articulating my emotional landscape, dancing, creating and having fun. Mediation and facilitation are strong points for me. I've been told on many occasions that I am an amazing teacher ( a word that I'm not so fond of ).

I can still do press handstands, one armed push-ups and stand on my head for extended periods of time.

That I am a human being. O_o

Books:
Fantasy, Philosophy, Personal Development, Education, Audio Engineering Manuals.
Family Matters, The Tao of Leadership, The Art of Sexual Ecstasy, Eat Right For Your Type, The Four Agreements, Alpha And Omega are a some that I've enjoyed.

Movies:
Baraka, π, 500 days of Summer, Seven Psychopaths, The Batman Trilogy (Nolan), Inception, Starwars 4,5,6, Serenity, Donnie Darko, The Fountain, Pulp Fiction, The Doors, Django, American Beauty, The Prestige, The Illusionist, V for Vendetta,
The Assasination of Jesse James by the coward Robert Ford, The Lord Of The Rings Trilogy, Love Actually, Samsara, Prometheus...way to many to write up.

TV:
The Big C, Family Guy, Californication, Sons Of Anarchy, Game Of Thrones, Firefly, Battlestar Galactica, Caprica (why did they cancel it?), True Blood, Burn Notice, The Simpsons, Breaking Bad,The Juice Rap News (google it)...

Music:
My musical tastes are vast and extensive. I find stuff in almost every Genre that I like. There is way to much to list. I get shivers every time I go to the symphony.... If you're curious just ask. Here's a taste though, CBC upon awaking, 4 on the floor to dance to, Psy-dub-step to hang out to, ambient to chill out, rock and roll when I want to rock.

Food:
Good fresh wholesome food, Sushi, Thai, Chinese, Vietnamese, Mexican, The Califorina Salad @ Sweet Cheribum. I don't eat wheat/oats or Dairy (except Goat/Sheep). Basically I stick to an "O" blood type diet.

Really I just LOVE FOOD, I grew up with a chef ;-) and learned to cook at a young age.

1. Love/Connection/Relationship
2. Music/Sound/Vibration/Singing/Breath/O2
3. Food
4. Yoga/Dancing/Movement/Martial arts (It's all the same to me)
5. Water
6. Consciousness

The life I am creating.
What's next?
Where am I now?
Who I am now?
How do I feel?
When did I feel like this?
Change being the only constant.

Doing something interesting, and by interesting I mean dancing, listening to music, making music or making good food, chilling out and watching a movie.

I know what it means to go without, I know my mind and body intimately. I have gone without food and water for four days and four nights, by choice as I am a Sundancer.

You are curious to know me more than some inert, yet sincere writing on a page. You are passionate about life, have direction, are emotionally responsible, sensual, open to exploration, financially stable, self aware, looking for adventure, fun, romance, depth, abundance and awesomeness in your life.